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75.O New years surprises

"No way you're wearing that dress, it's way too damn short." Billie's voice sounds pretty annoyed as she made her way downstairs to find me standing in front of the mirror.

"But it's a party-"

"Yeah and if you'll bend over they'll see your lingerie.." I giggled because of the way she sounded and rolled both my eyes in her direction. The dress was indeed pretty short, but I would only be standing at the party. And the only time we would be "dancing" yes you hear me, "dancing"

Is at 12 am once they'll start with the fireworks, music and everything that comes with that. I moved my way over to Billie to embrace her in my arms, and plant my lips on hers. I could feel her relax instantly while holding her closer to me.

Being the married couple was such a fine feeling, I know I said this all before but it had to be mentioned. Again.

After we both got ready, got into the car and arrived at Finneas's new place where he moved in with Claudia. I looked once over to Billie, she looked so good. A white blouse, her dark blue hair hanging down her shoulders. Which caused me a lot of stress last month, since she couldn't decide what hair color she want once we were at the hairdresser.

Her black pantalon, and gold gucci belt was such an eyecatcher. I smirked, licking my lips, wiggling both my eyebrows giving her 'that' look. Little did she know I had a big surprise coming..

I was feeling sick lately, morning sickness and goosebumps became a part of my morning routine. I didn't want Billie to notice, thank god that's possible living in a big farm house.

I sighed, looking over to the clock. 10 pm, two more hours until it was new years. We made our way inside, the house was filled up. People were drinking, and by the way Finneas glanced over to us when we walked in. I could see he was pretty surprised that we weren't "casually late" how Billie would call it.

"Sisters" he shouted, holding us close to him. The smell of alcohol hitting my Longue

Billie laughed, punching him on the shoulder after noticing he was acting kinda drunk. "It's not even 11 pm"

"It's 2020 already over at New Zealand, so why can't I drink" He was such a smart ass, causing me to roll my eyes back once again. Giving Billie a sign that I wanted to go and find Claudia.

Claudia noticed me getting sick after not showing up for our morning stroll in the mountains. She knew something was up..

"Clau" I shouted at the black haired lady in front of me. She was enthusiastic when she wrapped her arms around me.

"It's packed up in here.." She nodded as an respond, and laid her hands on top of my belly.

"Youre doing this tonight.. Aren't you" My cheeks flushed red, miserably failing at hiding it.

"You can't tell Billie about it.." I whispered, looking around me to make sure she wasn't there.

She closed her mouth, sealing it and mimicing that she threw away the key. Making sure that it was her secret, the silence didn't last for long. Since Patrick and Maggie made their way into the house.
The night flew by, while many drinks were poured into Billie and Finneas's drunks asses. Me and Claudia making a mess out of the situation.

For a minute I took some time for myself, and started to look over in my bag. To see if I could find the picture of the ultrasound last week. My heart skipped a beat when i couldn't find it. Losing my mind piece by piece.

Billie and I've been trying to get pregnant for a small matter of time, which was actually nothing and I'm so extremely lucky for getting pregnant this fast. But, this wasn't the time to let it fuck up the moment.

I looked around me, nothing around me. My armpits started to become sweaty, and I felt my whole body shake when someone laid their hands on my butt.

"Laan.." Billie's voice sounded dissapointed.

"What?" Irritated as i already was I turned myself around. "I'm not in for a quickie right now."

The picture was pretty much shoved up my face and I could feel myself getting red, Now I know why she sounded dissapointed. The liquor wouldn't make it any better now.

"Am I gonna be a momma?" Deep blue ocean eyes were askingly looking over, making my heart drop into my feet. As dissapointed as i saw already by not telling her.

Billie's been wanting to become a mom ever after we discussed to get married, and how we were ready for our future together. We've been looking trough spermdonors, not finding the right person for ages. Decades. Honestly.

When we finaly found the right person, good background, well living family, everything. He cancelled, such a bummer. But by now, me being pregnant and not telling her 'cause i've been wanting to surprise everyone at this party. I felt guilt, and embarrassed. Of course Billie should've know.

"We are.." Giving in while letting out a loud sigh of embarrassment.

"I- i- i-" Her eyes started to fill up with tears, while she buried her head in her hands. Both her shoulders shaking while trying to hold it in. "I really wanted to surprise you, but not like this."

She waved it off, so i'd let her be. It's a lot to process, which I understand.

For a minute it was quiet in the hall, the air filling up with laughter coming out of the distance. "Bill.. i'm so sorry-" I got interrupted by two arms around my waist, her blue eyes looking at me. Giving me a more guilty feeling then I already felt down my gut. "I'm so proud of us."

"I-" She shushed me by putting her hand on my mouth.

"It's okay you've been wanting to keep it a secret.. It's just now what I imagined after founding that picture." Her hand went to my stomach, softly stroking on top of it. Goosebumps all over my arms by the touch of her hand.

"But if you want to surprise them, you gotta hurry.. It's 1145 pm.." Her hand putting a stroke of my hair behind my ear.

"Okay, get the champagne glasses." Billie agreed and got what she needed while I made sure no one left the living room until it was 5 minutes before the clock would hit the big 12.

"Guys!" I shouted

No one noticed, so I stood on top of the couch. Waving both of my hands in the air. "G U Y S."

When finally everyone turned around to see what I was doing, I sighed of relief. "Jees, that nearly killed me."

"It's almost a new year, new chances. Something new for me, for us." I laid my arm around Billie who got her spot beside me. "It's unreal, i'm still shocked by it. But the morning sickness and the tests confirmed it for me."

I let out a silent laugh when especially Billie's family looked confused.

"Only 60 seconds until it's 2020!!!!!" The tv shouted from the other side of the room. Making Billie walking around the room, giving everyone champagne glasses.

"In 2020... Billie and I are expecting our first miracle."

The clock hit 12 and fireworks started to go off outside, everyone was shocked while Finneas poured down champagne in their glasses.

His drunk ass screaming enthusiastically around the room. "I'm finna fuckingly gonna be a uncle."

When everyone started to congratulate us, I could feel myself getting emotional. Feeling grateful, and blessed to start this adventure with Billie and everyone who we dearly love.

Beside my father..

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TO BE CONTINUED.
I didn't do a grammar check since i'm writing this on the couch of my in laws........
I wanna send you all the best wishes! 2019 was a rollercoaster, and some people specially made it better. If you're reading this, you know i'm talking about you.
I love you
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Thank you guys! Let's make 2020 a bliss ❤️