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11.O Real friends

It was 3 days later, Lily and i packed all of our bags. Kate's included. We were waiting outside the hotel, it was time to head home. Me and Billie have been spending so much time for the last three days, i wish i could took her with me immediatly. But since Kate had no one besides me and Lily, i decided to took her into my home. I live on my own, and Lily still with her parents. She could stay with me as long as she needed to recover and take her team to heal. Billie suggested that after i came home, and Kate was settled she would visit some more. She had two more shows in LA, which made me feel bad. I wanted to support her.. Okay and maybe i wanted to see her perform. Once a fan, always a fan.

The staff at the hospital would make sure that Kate gets safely to my home, they wil bring her with the ambulance. I can't drive her home alone, because she gets triggered to fast, which can cause many panic attacks. And i'm not prepared for that. Lily drove the car in front of the hotel, opening the trunk. I threw in our bags and closed it. Sitting at the front seat, i immediatly connected my telephone to the aux cable. Turning on my spotify list, the first one of the list was ofcourse Bellyache. Lily looked at me with a smirk. "Please be joking." She pleaded while starting the car. I shrugged my shoulders and laughed while starting to sing the lyrics to Bellyache.

Billie 🧡

Drive safe. Will see you in 3 days. Excited to see your home mamas.

- Me
"I will text you when we arrive home. I'll make sure these days that you will feel home after you arrive after your shows. Probably exhausted as fuck."

Billie left me on read so i threw my phone back in between the seats. I looked over to Lily, she seemed tired. This holiday didn't do her well. I grabbed her hand and squeezed in it.

Since Kate came in with the theorie after waking up that Brian and Trey were the one who drugged her, Lily immediatly stopped having contact with them. Blocking them on every social media account and their number. She was sad about it, because at the moment that it happened she didn't noticed a sign. Me myself was kind of skeptical about the whole situation and theorie of them doing it, since nobody seen them do it. 

"You know once they proof they are innocent, you can always try to contact Trey."

Lily shrugged it off, and looked between me and the road. "Damage is done already."

"If you wanna talk about it, you know we cou-"

"Please Lana, i know you always want to see the good in the people. But i don't think that Kate is just making up this story. Which gave her pretty nasty panic attacks."

By not answering her answer i agreed with her and looked outside. There were huge billboards beside the road with all of the famous singers and bands that were performing at Coachella. I smiled in myself, all tho this trip didn't end well. I met Billie, and we connected. Billie, shit she was on that billboard. Too damn late.

We arrived home and parked Lily's car in front of her appartment, i lived around the corner so i told her i would just walk home. I stepped out of the car, stretching my arms out. Looking around the neighbourhood. It was always quiet, there were many families that lived around here with young kids. The ideal neighbourhood if you are not someone who is into partys, booze and weed. Unless you are at Coachella, duh.

When i grabbed my bag out of the car i gave Lily a hug, thanking her for everything and telling her that we would probably be in touch for the next days. I walked home, unpacked after arriving and threw myself on the couch. Turning on Netflix, watching some episodes of The Walking Dead before Kate arrives. The silence was so peacefull, besides the zombies on the screen.