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24.O I can't miss her

"Please don't stop."

I gasped for air after Billie pinned me up on the wall kissing my neck roughly. I let my legs swing around her waist and wrap my arms around her neck.

The tension between us was getting harder, but the last few days i kept my distance. We were all grieving about Kate, which was completely normal. But i missed Billie, she missed me. It was supposed to happen, sure a little sooner then we should but i couldn't say i wasn't enjoying it. Billie is supposed to leave next week, so why not enjoy our time together a little more.

Billie was biting my neck softly and i tried to take off her sweater, she let me down from the wall pushing me over to the bed. Being the dominant girl she always is whenever she is turned on.

I let myself lie down and pull her on top of me. Connecting our lips instantly. I flipped her bra off and let my tongue slide inside. We played a game with our tongues, spinning over each other's tongues, sometimes slower and then faster. I put my nails in her back, and moaned gently against her lips as she unzipped my dress from my body.

"Spread your legs princess." I followed her command, after she released me from my panties. "Stay here.." Billie trailed off after scanning me, she took a little sprint out of the room. So i looked around me, wondering where she was going.

I bit my lip when she walked in, she held something about her back. I let out a little giggle when i noticed it was a 6 inch strap on. I've never been fucked with a strap on..

"Don't you laugh." Billie noted.

She put it on and walked towards me. She pulled me by my hips to the side of the bed. "What part of spread your legs didn't you understand?" Billie asked dominantly.
I felt my cheeks slowly turn red, and I listened to her command. She put her thumb on my clit while stroking my left breast with her other hand. She squeezed it softly, and while she did, she entered inside.

"Babe.." I moaned out loud while i grabbed for my pillow. She pushed herself deeper inside me, and started to move in and out.

"You like that?" I couldn't say anything because she started to pound harder inside of me. She slowly stroked my clit once and then moved up to play with my breasts. Kissing my nipples, and sucking on it while still moving inside in me.

I moaned louder and tried to move my body with her pace, that same knot started to form once again in my stomach. I felt it didn't take much longer before i was gonna cum, i held in my breath and let my mouth hung open of pleasure. She noticed, with a look of hunger she got up and spread my legs apart even more. "Cum for me mamas." She demanded.

It didn't took long before i let myself release. I moaned out my high, and i felt Billie getting out of me with the strap on. When she did and took the strap on off, i stood up. Grabbing her by her shirt on the bed.

I pushed my lips on hers and kissed her full with passion and dominance. I took her shirt and bra off and let me sit on top of her, unbotting her pants and pulling it down on the bed. I didn't say anything because i wanted her more then everything right now. I took off her panties, and stroked her clit after i did. I looked into her eyes and licked my lips, you could see the pleasure in her eyes.

"Shit mamas" She moaned and i stopped her moaning by kissing her lips. I moved my fingers all the way up and down before entering inside her with one finger. I enjoyed seeing her in this state. I curled my finger at one point and i could her let out a soft cry.

I knew she was close so i took my finger out. "The fuck." She mumbled, with my other hand i put my finger on her lips.

"Don't whine baby... or i am gonna stop." I noted, and then i went down on her.

Planting my lips on her heat, sucking it all up. I started to lick her clit softly. Her hand was on the back of my head, pushing me deeper into her. I smirked before licking her all up and down again, feeling Billie's body getting tense i inserted one finger in again and licking her clit at the same time.

"Mamas your making me go nuts over here." She moaned loud.

Of course i focused on pleasuring her so i didn't answer her. I knew she hated that i took the dominance of the situation, since she always loved to be the one who is dominant.

"Fuck i'm coming." I inserted two more fingers and sucked hard on her clit until her legs started to shake, meaning she was so close. I pounded my fingers in and out, and curled them once deeper inside. She let herself release on my fingers, and i licked it all up. Looking at her with a small smirk on my face.

"Mhmm, you taste so good baby." I bit my lip and let myself sit down on her waist, i let my finger trail down her stomach and smiled over to her.

"Laaan, you okay?" She asked looking at me with her beautiful blue concerning eyes.

"If this doesn't make me feel okay, then i don't know what will."

"Please talk to me if you're not." I nodded in agreement and stood up from her. I pulled her up from the bed and i held her body close to mine. Kissing her lips again full of passion, she pulled me back by my hair and looked at me with the same hunger she had just a second ago. She took me to the bathroom, and pushed me inside of the shower. She let the warm water run over our bodies before stroking me all up and down again.

She then turned me around and pushed me on the wall. Slapping my ass hard. I loved it when Billie was in charge of me, it would probably have to do with my daddy issues. I let her go her way, and when she put her hand over my mouth after she entered inside me with two fingers. I didn't argue and moaned out loudly.

For the first time in a short we continued for a few more rounds until we ended in the bed, falling asleep right away.

- Time skip.

Today was the day Billie was gonna leave me for another month. The south american leg of the tour was gonna start, and i couldn't join her. I just got a new job at a italian restaurant in town. Billie insisted of me going with her, and that she would take care of me financially. I couldn't let her, i've always been independent and i wanted to take care of myself. Besides that i wanted to save up, because maybe one day Billie and i could move in with each other. And if we do, i want to have a nice place for us together. Somewhere else, in another city.. Away from all the memories i have here.

We were at her house, packing up all her stuff into the bus. As emotional as it already been it became worse after i gave Billie a little gift.

I made her two pet stuffed animals of ilomilo, she started to cry after she got them. I never seen Billie this soft, and it broke my heart. I pulled her in for a hug, stroking her hair comfortably and holding her tight against me. "You will be okay babes.."

"I'm gonna miss you, so there is nothing to be okay about." You could see the sadness in her eyes.

I wiped away her tears and placed a kiss on her lips. "You are going to see your fans again, meet them, sing for them. And you are with your family, you will be okay. You can facetime me, call me, and if i have some time off i will try to meet you okay?"

"Promise."

"Promise." We made a pinky promise before Patrick stated that they had to go.

I pulled her in for a long hug, followed by a kiss. "I love you."

"I love you more." We connected our lips once again and then i let go of her. I said my goodbyes to Finneas, Maggie and Patrick and then stood on the side of the road. Waiting for the bus to leave. Once it did i waved to them, you could still see Billie crying. It broke my heart, i wanted to join her.
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A cute little chapter for all of you. I don't want them too be apart tho. :(
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