All the secrets of a fangirl | B. E. Story |

70.O Out of my head, out of my mind.

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I tried to find out how many turns she was taking, trying to find out where she would take me. I think it was about five minutes since she took me with her. Deep inside i was panicking, it was my wedding day. My happy day turned into a huge nightmare when, Charlie's face peeked from behind the door after Sophie went out to get my flower bouquet.

I can remember what she said to me, taking me by surprise when she first seemed pretty happy. My naive ass didn't think about the fact that she didn't got invited, and thought that her apology was serious. Took a deep different turn when she put that towel around my mouth, suddenly ending up in her car. Not able to see anything, and the towel replaced by tape.

My heart was pounding out of my chest when i heard her talk. Charlie's deep voice intimidated me, always did. She had such a fake big ego, but scared the shit out of me when she wanted to. I could only imagine what she is about to do when we get to the place where she is taking me.

Billie.

I tried to hold in my tears when i thought about my girl waiting at the altar for me, probably thinking i would ditch on her. Questioning myself if they already found out, it was like the universe heard me. A newsflash on the radio appeared, making my heart skip eight beats at once.

"BREAKING NEWS: We're asking everyone around the Sacramento area to look out for a black matte range rover. Don't approach the person the driving it, the person is around her early 20's with blonde curls. Whenever u see the car, please inform the police." My stomach turned when i heard her laugh, skeptically.

"As if they ever gonna find you Lana." My body froze when i felt her touch my arm, stroking it all the way up and down. "When we get there, i'll first undress you from that dress. It's been a while since-" She laughed again, i could feel how her ego was growning when she made that comment.

"Oh well.. You know."

I wish i could cry right now, die right in this passengers seat. Charlie was able to hurt me in many ways, and i know she was going to do that. Making me regret that i left her, making me feel the same way she did when she raped me over and over. And there was nothing for me to do about it.

Absolutely nothing.

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Billie's p.o.v

"Then you're gonna make fucking sure we'll find her, don't just fucking sit there and do nothing." I spat at the police officer who sat down in front of me, a paper notebook in his hand. Writing shit down, when we actually should be out there looking for my wife. Well, almost.

"Ms. Eilish, you need to calm down. There's not much we-"

"There is so fucking much we can do, first we gotta go to Charlie's house and check if she's there. Maybe she left a trail or something?" I could feel that i was losing my shit, a hour went by. The guests thankfullfuckingly went home after i found out Lana was gone. The people around this area were informed, but it wasn't enough. And i know we weren't gonna find her just like that.

Charlie is a person who would plan this out, months ago already. As you can see, it took her a while. She's smart, taking Lana to a place where i would never be able to find her.

"We're going." I stated, grabbing the car keys from up the table. Finneas not hesitating a minute to not follow me, both capable of everything to do to find her. I jumped into the car, the officer running towards the car as i locked ourselves inside.

"What?" I angrily shouted at him while trying to start the car.

"This may not be the way, but here's my phone number. When you find a trail, call me. I'll try to do anythi-" I grabbed the piece of paper from his hands through the open window, driving away from the driveway with high speed.