All the secrets of a fangirl | B. E. Story |

5.O Once you'll try, you know.

It's been another day in LA. It was around 2pm, I was waiting in front of the hotel with Kate. The sun was bright, A little breeze touching our skin. My friend looked like a mess, her hair up in a bun, wearing  pink bright joggers around her hips. Looking complete hungover, since she walked into the room at 6am. Holding her heels in one hand, tights trashed and her neck covered in hickeys. I caught her in embaressement when I walked out of the kitchen to find out she looks like that. 

We were waiting on Lily who isn't really that fast, so i scroll trough my timeline on instagram. Since last night there were people who started to follow me because they've seen Billie posting comments on my last pictures.

We were planning to get some lunch at Venice Beach, and then go back to the festival. "Kate tell me all about your night." Lily asks her when we finally found a place to eat after Lily finished up getting ready at the hotel.

"Lets say it was a nice night, with someone. I think I will see again later today." She nods while looking at me with a little grin on her face. I actlike i didn't notice her looking at me, and took a sip from my drink. Lily and Kate were in their little bubble chatting about Kate's night. I felt my phone buzzing, taking it out of my bag.

@Billieeilish - Just wanted to send you a little reminder, that i am looking forward to meeting you tonight dude.

@lanabanana - Same. But i'm not making it too damn late, the girls are making theories about it.

@billieeilish - Fuck them.

@billieeilish - Just joking around.

I left her on read and because the waiter brought in our food. My phone kept buzzing. I decided to look at it once again

@billieeilish - we better be okay dude. see you tonight.

@lanabanana -  🤙🏻

After enjoying our lunch we went to the busstop on to the next bus to go to Coachella. The busrride didn't take long, we arrived at the Festival site and got out of the bus. Kate's hungover ass ran towards the entrance. Leaving me and Lily behind, keeping us in question about what was gonna happen. "I didn't notice her say that she's gonna leave us for today." I chuckle while walking towards the entrance.

"Oh shit." Lily said while raising both her eyebrows, Kate came back. She wasn't alone, there were three guys following her. There looks weren't bad, but they were like twins. All wearing the same basic shirts with some weird ass inspiring quote on their tanktops about festivals. Sunglasses on their head, black vans on their feet. On the inside i wanted to puke, but i smile at them. In the behalf of Kate i wanted to be nice, because after last night it seemed like she was into one of them. I notice Lily blushing while introducing herself. I couldn't care less about these guys, I'm bi. But i like girls more, specific girls. Intimidating girls. We all know who. I shook my head and rolled my eyes, after one starts to talk about how we all could get drinks together. Ofcourse the girls agreed to go with them, so i followed. It was not like i was gonna do anything else for the rest of the day. besides meeting Billie. 

It was really late in the afternoon, while we were still at the chilling area. Everybody was on their 5th drink, maybe 6th. I lost count. I couldn't really care. I wanted to leave, so I did. "Lana!" Lily shouts while she followes me. "Wait!"

I turned around questioning myself why i did that. "Please, stay. I will be fine." I said

"I kind of forgot about that you're not that into guys." Lily said.

I was a little shocked by her reaction. "You know that's not it." Ofcourse that was it, i hated it when Kate brings in all of the guys she likes, expecting us to hook up with his friends. "I will meet you all later."