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32.O Make up our minds

Billie's p.o.v

"Could you please calm down? You'll wake my parents." I hissed. Madison has been tearing my room apart, throwing all of her stuff in a bag and searching for some 'prove' to see that I am the one who is now cheating on her. I told her she is insane and that she is overthinking the situation, but it seemed that I didn't sound convincing because she was still grabbing all of her stuff together.

Ever since we came back from the club, who was an hour ago she was all over me. She caught me looking at Lana making out with Michelle. It turned me on for a minute, but I got gutted with jealousy only seconds after. The bitch had to get her hands off my girl. Who isn't my girl? But still. Madison has always been a pain in the ass ever since we got together, but today it's been harder. I had to be honest with her, but she told me that she was gonna tear me down if I let her down.

"She must have been here when I went home for a weekend Billie." Madison screamed before she zipped up her bag and walked out of the room. As I followed her I looked out of the window, the sun was already coming out. Which means i'm probably awake for 24 hours now. She knows how to tear me down, we've been here before.

The last few months I'm with her, we only have been fighting every day. My parents also think I'm in a toxic relationship, even Finneas asked me a hundred times why I would marry her and why I had decided to stay with her for the rest of my life. But little did they know that she was pushing me to stay with her. I guess it was Karma for cheating on Lana.

The media loved the story that I cheated on her, my management was happy with the attention I was getting for the last months. But I wasn't too excited about it, it wasn't the attention I wanted. I sunk deeper into my thoughts when I heard the door slam open. I run over to Madison who laid her bags in the backseat of her car. "i'm gonna go to her and tell this bitch that she is messing with the wrong girl." I tried to calm her down after pulling her into a hug, who failed miserably. "Let me go, fucking hell bro." She pulled out of my hug and got into the car, immediately driving of the driveway. I stood there in total silence watching her drive off.

It seemed that everything came to an end, my career, my friendships, my relationship, and my relationship with my family. We all became very distant ever since Madison came into our lives. My style changed, my ego changed, my mood has changed for days now. I was so done with her trying to decide everything for me. I'm gonna take that engagement ring back, and tell her i'm done. I walked inside to get my car keys, and then got in to go to Lana's house. I knew for sure that Madison was heading there, she has been threatening to do something to her. So this was probably a chance for her she didn't want to miss.

When i arrived at Lana's apartment i could see Madison screaming outside, Lana was out and she tried to hit her. Thank god for her Lana knows how to handle herself in these sort of situations. It was still a miracle that i'm still in her life also.

"Since she wanted to cheat on me with you, she decided to cheat with me on you too." My mouth hung open by shock when i got out of the car. She was still the pretty little bitch i met at Coachella, and i was dying for that. I wanted her to be mine so badly, so badly that i fucked up. "Lana stay." I said practically begging her with puppy eyes, she noticed and shook her head. She walked towards the door, she must have been feeling like shit lately. "You shouldn't drag me into this fight of yours Billie, i didn't do that to Madison too. You played us both now." She crossed her arms and i could only feel guilt after what she said. She was totally right, how did i became such a shitty person in a small matter of time?

"Well i hope you liked it Bill, because i'm not staying with you." Madison stood with her arms in her side and had a huge proud smirk on her face. "Give me the ring back, we're done." I held up my hand, and she refused to listen. "Who do you think i am?"