All the secrets of a fangirl | B. E. Story |

56.O Fucking trouble

Inside i laughed, Billie walking in on us. Not bothered, not noticing anything was wrong at this point. But i gagged when Brandon walked over to her and put his arm around her, pulling her close snuggling her in to his chest and kissing her head gently.

Me taking a sip from my apple juice while feeling disgusted by the way he was acting towards her made me think about many things. Was i gonna expose his ass by telling her? Or was i gonna make sure they were breaking up? These were the only two options coming into my head.

"Where you at?" I saw Billie waving her hand from the other side of the room, i rolled my eyes walking instantly out of the room. Feeling lowkey irritated and confused by what just happened. I decided to take a stroll around the building, and end my little walk around at the merch stand. I let my eyes wander over the clothing, and noticed many new tshirts and sweaters. I searched for my own size to eventually put on a bright yellow Bhlosh shirt underneath my denim jacket.

I gasped when two arms were pulled around my waist from the back and i could hear her soft voice whisper in my ear. "You asked me about me, but how are you?" I made sure she let go of me and leaned against the table where most of her shirts were all stocked up for me to sell. "I'm fine, ready for this night." Lowkey i wanted to die, and tell her how much i hated Brandon for cheating on her.

She was gonna find out eventually, and then i could be there to fix her up and heal her heart with my kisses. I didn't plan it out like this, but sure. "I'm so glad you're here with me." I nodded and exclaimed a small smile before turning my back to her. "Back to work Eilish, we've got a busy night ahead of us." Without going into discussion with me she made her way backstage.

The doors opened only ten minutes after and i worked my ass off to sell as many stuff, and take as many pics with everyone as needed, before Billie was going on stage. I could hear my favorite person sing from the stage when the last people left, and i was done for now. I'd made my way to the side of the stage, the usual spot i always used to sit when we were on tour together.

"This song is for a very special one, who loves it very much. Can't stop singing it underneath the shower atleast i-" She got interrupted when the crowd went mad screaming and yelling at her for saying that. Of course, they weren't mad. But curious as hell about the person. "Okay, i can hear her sing it. Let's keep it like that." When the tunes started to play and she sit in front of the stage on a high chair, i locked her eyes with mine.

I shooted her a wink and laid my hand across my heart with a big smile on my face. "Don't you know, i'm no good for you?" She sang softly into the mic, i hummed with her and closed both my eyes to live in the moment with her. I didn't mind being on my own at this moment, she knew this song meant so much to me.

Both my eyes started to tear up, the way she was singing was like an actual angel trying to take off all the weight that was laying down on my shoulders.

I regret the time we were together, not for us being together but more for the time we wasted of each other. The times we were shouting at each other as if we were nothing, lost in our lives. Now after all these years we both changed so much. Billie wasn't the heartless twat she was back then, she geniuinly cared about my feelings. Or maybe she was just in for a fuck with her ex, since she is a kink.

"Man isn't it beautiful, look at her." I could hear a voice coming from the left of me, causing to open up my eyes wide as i look at him. "I'm going down on her tonight man, she's been performing so good." Anger was rising down my stomach and i could feel myself tear up from being annoyed, mad, confused, many things at the same time.

I stood up, the concert was almost over. And while it was ruined i came up with a great idea to end the day with. "Adam!" Shouting out for his name he looks up from his macbook. "Mic?" I wiggled both my eyebrows when he didn't know what i meant. "Shit i wanna suprise her, mic? Again?" I clapped my hands together begging him for give me a mic.