All the secrets of a fangirl | B. E. Story |

73.O Promise

"Okay, another time." I sighed at Claudia who tried to get me in my thight dress, it was a different one from last time. I didn't want to get remembered to that horrible day once again. New day, new chances.

"wow."

I looked over to myself standing in the mirror, gasping at the sight. It was perfect, the lace embraced all my imperfections and made my brown eyes stand out. Never did i ever think i was able to get married, 'cause the anxiety of me getting locked up with Charlie was breaking me up the past few months. I stroked down my dress, feeling the fabric while i could feel myself getting emotional.

Marrying Billie was my biggest dream, and today was finally gonna be the day i was able to make that dream come true. I checked on myself if everything looked fine beside the dress, giving Claudia a small smile from waiting unpatiently behind me. She's been with me ever since i woke up, making sure everything was going smoothly and i wasn't panicking.

"Oh dear." I heard Maggie's voice coming up from behind me, her mouth covered with both hands while you could see her tearing up. She looked gorgeous herself, wearing a emerald green dress and black pumps. Her hair was dyed into a dark auburn brown color, and the make up she was wearing looked stunning as well. I embraced her, holding her close to me. "Thank you mom." She sighed, punching me softly on my shoulder. "Stop i feel so old already."

"We have to go.. Everyone's been waiting for you.. Especially, your fiance." She grinned, and i nodded, turning myself to Claudia who made sure my veil was looking right and tight.

"It's showtime, but for real this time." I smirked while i stepped out of the room, we decided we were gonna have a simple wedding this time. The spark was already gone for us, and we were ready for a new start. So when we were looking for a new location, and Finneas made a joke about doing it at home in LA we thought it was such a fine idea. I stepped down on the porch, smiling shyly at the guests turning around from their chairs.

Finneas was waiting for me, to walk down the aisle with him. I hooked my arm through his, and slowly walked down with him. To finally say yes, to the love of my life.

My heart skipped at least eight beats when i saw Billie waiting for me, her hair was up into a bun with her fresh neon green roots, and her dark blouse with white pantalon made her stand out. I kinda wanted to kiss her already when I stood in front of her, giving her a wink. "Wow" I mouthed at her playfully, making her cheeks flush red while she nodded.

"You might wanna look at yourself first babe." She whispered, trying not to interrupt Patrick. Who was able to marry us today.

"First off, we want to thank every single one of you who were able to make it today. Were so grateful." I laughed at Finneas loud cheering coming up from behind us, catching Billie looking at him with the most confused look ever.

"Ever since our daughter Billie told us, she was seriously in love with this girl. We were thankfully lucky enough to meet her tho. But when she told us, we weren't really impressed. Our Billie is a goofball, who likes to play around. But she was a total different daughter then from what we've seen." I laughed at Patrick's words and squeezed Billie's hand softly after grabbing it.

"Ever since Billie and Lana came together, they've been a team. Helping eachother in the ups and downs, being there for each other when was needed. And most importantly, Lana supporting Billie's career was a huge thing for her. Unfortunately, some bad things have happened the past few months. So were ready to finally move on, have a fresh start, and for them to be finally a married couple." I tried to hold in my tears, looking down to the ground.

"Could someone hand me the rings please?" Patrick asked. When Claudia walked up to us with the rings, i cleared my throat. While Billie slid the ring on my finger, Patrick asked her. "Billie, do you take Lana Christina Miller as your lawfully wedded wife?"

"Fucking yes i fucking do." I laughed at Billie's response and grabbed the other ring, sliding the ring on her finger. "Lana, do you take Billie Eilish Pirate Baird O'Connell as your lawfully wedded wife? And do you promise to take good care of her from this day on, till death do you apart?" I laughed again at Billie looking at him with a confused look. "The fuck dad, you didn't ask me that?"

"No, Lana has to take care of you. Ya know."

Laughter was coming from the guests and i nodded with tears in my eyes, not sure if they were coming from laughter or from this special moment. "I sure do."

Billie didn't know how fastly to take my veil from my face after Patrick told us we could kiss and squeezed my face between her hands, kissing me with full passion. "I present to you guys, the newly weds." We held our hands into the air for a minute and then made our way back to the house, walking along the guests. When we got inside, i laid my hands around her neck, staring into her blue ocean eyes for a small second.

"I love you."

"I love you more Lana, i'll love you more and more every single day of my life." Goosebumps were all over my body when she started stroking my cheek, losing ourselves in this moment for a second.

"Guys, the party is starting." We both looked up pretty irritated to get interrupted this way, Finneas feeling attacked while holding his hands in front of his chest. "Don't shoot." I playfully slapped his shoulder, laughing at the way he was talking and looked over to my wife. "Let's get this party started then huh?" Wiggling both my eyebrows while we got outside of the house.

Everybody really did their best on the garden, it looked really cool, romantic maybe with all the lights hanging up in the trees. It was an real life fairytale, and we were so lucky to live in it. We both sat down at the table, ready for dinner. Enjoying all the vegan meals, Maggie, Patrick and Claudia prepared for us and the guests this past week.

"Can i get your guys attention?" Maggie tapped the microphone that was in the middle of the garden. Looking quite shy when everybody turned their heads to face her. "I have a very special message for Lana that i want to share, since it's such a special day we thought it would be nice to do this for her. So sweetheart, sit back, enjoy, this one's for you." I frowned my eyebrows while i looked up on the screen that was all set up.

On the screen started visuals to appear, it were video's of me and Billie. At many events, nights at home, christmas, everything that happened this past year came by. I cleared my throat when i saw my mom appearing on the screen, looking so proud when Billie walked on stage. Performing her songs, a tear ran down my cheek, giving Billie an grateful smile when she wiped it away for me while laying her arm around my back.

"Isn't it amazing how they found each other?" You heard Maggie ask her. She answered with an smile. "I always told Lana once you find true love, you have to hold onto it. Cherish it, enjoy it. And i can see the spark between them, don't you Maggie?" The video ended, just in time before i had a emotional breakdown, and cried my eyes out on Billie's shoulder. This video of my mom meant everything for me, losing her was like losing myself. And hearing her voice after at least six months was pretty confronting.

"It's good babes, she's proud of you." I nodded as an answer towards Billie while holding her close to me. In the distance music started to play, and people started to wander around. Dancing, enjoying the evening with each other. "She's so proud.." Billie repeated in my ear, whispering kind words while she held me closer within this minute.

I closed my eyes, moving Billie's steps, making our way into the crowd to dance to the slow song playing in the background.

As if this day couldn't get any more beautiful.

"Lana?"

A familiair voice walked up from behind me, Billie's eyes growing as she looked behind me.

"What?"

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Okay, just another few chapters.. maybe.