IT/ST Oneshots

💞BillxBenxBev: Both💞

A/N IM TRYING SOMETHING DIFFERENT BEN BEV AND BILL IN A POLY RELATIONSHIP, THE DYNAMIC WILL BE THAT BOTH BILL AND BEN WOULD BE DATING BEV BUT THEY WOULDN'T BE DATING EACH OTHER, IT ISN'T CHEATING BECAUSE THE BOYS APPROVE AND ARE AWARE OF EACH OTHER SO I HOPE U ENJOY AND LET ME KNOW IF U WANT MORE IN THE FUTURE OR IF U DON'T
Set in 2019
Age: 16/17
Bevs POV
I didn't know what to do. Let me explain. First when we were 14, I dated Bill. Something felt wrong, like something was missing. After sometime, I began to notice Ben a little more if you get what I mean. Soon after, Bill and I broke up. Then, I began to date Ben. It was great, but something still felt missing. Soon, I ended it with Ben. I felt extremely bad because neither of them did anything wrong and I just broke their hearts. It was like, I loved them both. I needed them both, I couldn't just have one.
I honestly thought something was wrong with me. I went to go talk to Richie about this. I was sitting outside on Richies roof while we shared a cigarette.
"I don't know what it is or what's wrong with me, but I just can't have one of them. And having neither of them hurts so bad, I'm just so lost" I said to him as he rubbed my back.
"How about you talk to them about this" Richie said
"I can't, I broke both of their hearts in a span of two years, who does that?" I said
"I just feel like it would do you some good. Come on, don't you want a relationship like Eds and mine? Or Stan and Mike?"
"Stan and Mike are adorable" I said
"Exactly, so I'm just saying, just ask them to come over and talk to them and who knows what might happen"
"Fine, ok I'll do it"
So that's how I ended up here. Sitting in front of two of my exes in my room. They were sitting on my bed and I was sitting in my desk chair in front of them.
They were looking at me and I avoided eye contact with them. I couldn't even be the one to tell them to come over, I had Richie do it for me, god I'm such a pussy.
"Why are we here?" I heard Ben ask
"Because I need to talk to you both" I responded finally looking at them
"Ok about what?" Bill asked
"Ok, I first wanna start off by saying that both times I was dating each of you, that it was neither of you guys fault, I promise" I said
"Ok" Ben said
"But, I wanna explain"
"Explain what?" Bill said
"So, when I was dating each of you, I felt that something was missing. Like when I was with each of you, something felt off, I guess"
"I'm confused" Bill said
"I like, no I love the both of you ok, and I just can't have only one of you I just can't. Like I love you both equally so I don't prefer one of you over the other, I don't want anyone else, trust me I've tried I can't do it, I just really want the both of you and I needed to get that off my chest because it's been suffocating me and I don't know whats wrong with me and I'm sorry" I ranted and I felt tears come to my eyes. I brought my hands up to my eyes to stop the tears from falling.
I felt one of them move my hands from my eyes and I saw it was Bill crouched down in front of me
"Bev, you don't need to cry" he said
I saw Ben leaned down next to me
"Nothing is wrong with you, you can't control how you feel" Ben said
I couldn't look them in the eye.
"But what do you mean when you want us both?" Ben asked
"I just wanna date you both I guess, I just, I can't just be with one of you" I said  "I'm not saying you have to date each other, I just wanna try out being with the both of you"
"I mean, I'm ok with it" Ben said
"Wait really?" I said
"Yeah, I want you to be happy and I know you love us both the same so why not?"
"I agree with Ben, I wanna try it out" Bill said
  I wiped away the tear streaks from my face and smiled.
"I'm not gonna lie, I thought this would go completely south" I said
"We just wanna see you smile and be happy" Bill said
"So, can I date the both of you?" I asked
"Yes" they said in unison
"And you're sure you're ok with it?"
"Yes" They said
  I smiled and I threw my arms around the both of them.
"I'm so happy you're ok with this" I told them
They held me close.
"I love you both so much you have no idea" I said
"We love you too"
I felt them both kiss the side of my head and I couldn't be happier.
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~Asia🏳️‍🌈