*An Explanation*

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Hey beautiful people, so I know you all know that I've been taking a break from writing and idk if y'all wanted an explanation or not but I'm just gonna tell you because I don't want y'all to think I'm never gonna write again because yes I do miss it but I'm not ready yet.

So lately I've just been feeling like extremely sad. It all began at the end of August or early September I don't really know, but yea, anyway, mostly I've just been feeling like I'm worthless and useless and that everything I do is wrong and this happens to me like once every few months but it's never lasted more than a week, and it's been two months. It's gotten to the point where I honestly just don't wanna do anything and I wanted to end it. I'm really good at hiding my emotions but so much has happened in the last couple weeks and I'm mentally exhausted and it's just been hard. I honestly thought it was me being dramatic and being sad for no reason but I don't know where it all came from, I think I have an idea but I don't wanna get into it.
One person was able to help me tremendously and y'all can probably guess who that was.
 
So yeah, that's what's been going on with me lately. And yess I have been thinking about oneshot ideas and chapter ideas, I even wrote one down in a notebook I have that I'll probably publish sometime during thanksgiving or some other time in November, so look out for that.

So yeah, if u were curious or even if u didn't give a shît, here's ur explanation as to why I haven't been writing.

Ily all❤️
~Asia

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