- Mar's pov
- 8:27
- Friday
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meera has been sleep for while now. almost a day.. im worried. I wanna wake her up so bad but i don't wanna make her mad. She's been out and hasn't woke up since she shot Nova.
While Meera has been sleep, the boys, marie, and i have been just chilling. Not gonna lie its gonna boring w/o ameera. That probably sounds wrong cause all we do is cheat but i love her. I love having her in my arms and i just- I don't know.
Others might say "i can't fw no cheater. after they cheat im gone." but I stay. I know we're toxic but ameera really means a lot to me. I know i cheated but i regret every single second of it.
1:38 am , saturday
I decided to go to sleep but she was still sleep. I was kinda thinking maybe she's sick or mad at me.
I laid in the bed with her and wrapped her in my arms. She didn't move. I had to drag her from her spot to cuddle me.
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Its been about 10 mintues and she still hasn't cuddled me back. I got impatient. I decided to wake her up this time.
I shook her and waited for her to raise up.
mar: meera
no answer. i shook her again and no answer.
I groaned and laid down facing her face. Her eyes were closed and she had strands of hair covering some parts of her.
mar: meera wake up im boredd
i dragged out the d in "bored". i shook her again. no answer.
