Chasing That Probinsyana |COMPLETED|

Chapter 59: Realizations

Vhaon Lopax's POV

"We should talk." Mahinang banggit sa akin ni Axe nang matagal namayani ang katahimikan sa aming dalawa. Umayos ako ng tayo at madaling kinuha ang maliit na upuan sa gilid.

"Go on, you can easily judge me too." Pagsagot ko rin sa kaniya. Narinig ko siyang napabuga ng hangin saka mabilis na kinuha ang natira pang isang upuan at tumabi sa akin.

"Wala akong sinasabing salita na judge Vhaony Boy..." Natigilan pa siya saka nakataas ang kilay na nakatingin sa akin. "Bakit mo ba kasi 'yon nagawa?"

Napatingin ako sa kawalan at hindi siya sinagot. Huhusgahan niya rin lang naman ako, doon din ang punta ng usapang ito.

"Ang ibig kong sabihin ay..."

"Ano?" Nakakunot noo kong pagtatanong.

Huminga pa siya ng malalim bago ulit nagsalita. "I want you to talk to me with all your heart. I want you to be true."

"Then fine." I snapped.

"Mahal mo ba talaga si Cristina?" Madaling pagtatanong niya na nagpatigil sa akin. Nagbaba ako ng tingin.

"Mahal mo siya, Vhaon?" Ulit na pagtatanong niya.

Napahinga pa ako ng malalim bago siya hinarap. "Definitely."

Nang dahil sa naging sagot ko ay nagtataka siyang sinulyapan ako ng tanaw. "Kung mahal mo siya ay bakit mo 'yon nagawa?"

"You all don't get it." Pagsagot ko pa. "I did that on purpose. Yes, I do love her but remember that I'm still that old Vhaon Lopax. I love playing with every girl's heart. So I've done this to Cristina because deep in myself, I know that later on I'll be completely all over her existence. I'll forget Cristina and maybe completely remove this love I feel for her. Through cutting our connection---the relationship, deja vu! I could go on with my life. Just like how I'm living before, how I am long ago."

Napailing siya sa sinabi ko. "Yes, I got your point but..."

"But?"

"C'mmon Vhaon, we see it into your eyes. You have true feelings to Cristina. Ang hindi ko lang makuha-kuha ay bakit nga? Bakit kailangan mo 'yon gawin na kalimutan siya para bumalik ka sa kung ano at sino ka noon? I doubt it. No offense Vhaon but let me just slap you with the truth, mahal mo siya, mahal ka niya, both of you could have been a perfect couple. I don't think you wanna go back to the past. I see that you're already happy right now with Cristina. Ewan ko lang kung bakit iba ka talaga kung mag-isip." Mahabang litanya pa niya.

"Just let me be. I wanna go back to my old self again. I want to forget her."

Madali niyang hinawakan ang balikat ko. "You want to forget her? I'll tell you, that would be so hard. After those jolly memories of you together, I don't think you can wholely eliminate her on your brain neither in your heart."

Napabuga ako ng hangin at pagkatapos ay napakibit-balikat. "If I know I can do it, I can. Sometimes you just have to follow your intuition."

"Well, I can't blame you. In the end, it's all up to you." He said while raising both of his hands infront. "If this is what you really want then just face it. Though it must be so difficult on Cristina's part. But the damage was already done. All she have to do is to accept it then move on and I know she has a good heart so sooner or later, she can completely forgive you but not forgeting the scar you put on her heart. I warn you Vhaon, even that person who's happy with his/her accomplishment today because of his/her decision could also feel a slight regret with what he/she had done before."