Luna Morais (REVISING)

Chapter 1

Chapter 1 - Finn Ramsey

Damn life.

As I rolled faster the roller of paint to the wall mas tumalsik pa sa mukha ko ang paint. This what you get if you're tired of life na pati pagtanggol sa sarili mo ay katatamaran mo. Great life. Take note the sarcasm. Sobrang bait ko ba nung past life ko at kailangan kong maging ganito ngayon? My plain hair tied upside bun and my sweat is all over my body and all over my uniform. Mix of sweat and paint is in my uniform now. Great Vana.

Since I was a kid I've been a nobody or a freak in the eye of some students in Mt. Carmel International High. If I were in there position I will also call this kind of girl a freak. Sino ba naman kasing matinong estudyante na papasok ng school ng may mga bakas ng sugat sa mukha at mas madalas pa ang pag absent kesa pumasok?

It's me Vana.

But that's fine with me. As long as I'm obeying Elanor because he told us to study so we did. But I can't see the point of studying kung alam naman na namin ang tinuturo and advance pa ang alam ng utak ko kesa sa tinuturo na ito. And I have my work so I don't have to study. All I have to do is to sit in the corner of the class look at the teacher pretend to listen or sleep dahil puyat minsan.

"Hi there freak. Are you done?" the SSG president mockingly said. Even the SSG president call me freak. Ahhh mali, siya naman talaga nagsimula niyan. At siya rin ang nambu-bully sakin, but secretly. Tsk. She's Ashley we're pre-elementary classmates and she's the one who started calling me freak. Actually we're good friends in start but one day she have new friends and started calling me freak. What the hell right? But that's fine Merlin is right reapers are born to kill and we don't need friends.

Maybe if we have, kami kami lang, or the death itself.

Ang gusto ko lang sa school is I feel like a normal person here. I really want to be a normal student that have friends. So if I died and live again. I want to be a normal kid not a killer but same people around me. Damn life. I'm tired of killing. If I can just go out of the organization alive. I will but we all know syndicate have rules to follow.

When Trapani boss Matteo revealed the commandments of the mafia that is fact. Hindi lang ganun kahigpit si Elanor samin, he saw all of us as his kids. But we have rules to follow and death is one of the punishment if you tried to go out of the organization. Once you enter to a syndicate there is no turning back.

Yes I'm a reaper of Elanor clan. I'm the youngest killer you will know. In a young age I have this sinful hands to kill someone. In a young age I have save the clan but I can't be proud because of that. I just can't, because saving the clan that time is also the downfall of my family. I just want to be a normal girl with a complete family.

And can I have him?

Fuck no!

"Nope, don't be dumb as you can-" the white paint just cut my words off. And I see myself white as snow. Nilingon ko ang tumutulong paint sa taas. Great. Just great, because this is not fucking waterproof! Napapikit ako at huminga ng malalim. Patience. You have to calm yourself Vana or you will end up killing again. Naikuyom ko ang mga kamay ko para magtimpi at huminga ng malalim.

"Oh my gosh! I am not so sorry. I mean it." she sarcastically said still wiping the paint in my face.

"I need a break." saad ko sa sarili ko.

"Miss president hinahanap ka sa SSG office." napatingin sila sakin at nagulat sa itsura ko. Students are blind here. They see Ashley as a saint. Well maybe she is a good president but she's not a good person. Plastic eh.