Choni one shots

151: The One Where Toni Loses Her Mind

TONI POV:

I look at Cheryl. "I'm not letting what happened to Jason happen to our kid." She says determined. "Cheryl." I stand up and cup her cheeks. "There is anything we can do." I whisper. She shakes her head. "This is all my fault." She whispers. "I let you guys go." I shake my head. "This isn't your fault! Cheryl, we didn't know we were gonna get in that car accident!" I tell her. Alex and I were in a car accident. I ended up fine, a few bruises cuts and stuff. Alex was the one in the drivers seat when the other car hit us. The other car went straight into the drivers side. I don't think that made any sense. A nurse walks out. "Is Alex ok?" Cheryl ask immediately. "We did everything we could." My heart drops. "Can we see her?" Cheryl ask quietly.

I look at Cheryl. "You ok?" I ask her. "Our daughter just died." I nod. "How are you staying together?" She ask me. I lie down on the bed. "No one should have to bury their kid. I honestly don't know what to do or how to feel." I whisper. "Cheryl I am barely keeping it together!" I tell her. She looks at me. "Toni." I shake my head. "I really don't know how to handle any of this. I honestly need time to process." She nods. "Just don't go punching any walls, I really didn't enjoy fixing the walls before we moved in together." She whispers. I look at her. "That was you?" I ask. "Yeah, who else would it be?" I shrug. "I thought Fangs did that." She kisses me. "Let's go to bed and deal with the shit we have to deal with tomorrow." I kiss her back. She turns off the light and rolls closer to me. I rap my arm around her. I stare up at the ceiling. I feel lost, Alex was my life. Well besides Cheryl of course. I don't know how I'm gonna move past this. "Are you awake?" She ask quietly. "Yeah." I whisper. "Do you want watch a movie or something?" She ask quietly. "Yeah." We both sit up and go downstairs. We somehow manage to watch like 3 Marvel movies until Cheryl falls asleep on top of me on the couch. I stay awake not being able to sleep. I look over at the tv and put on yet another Marvel movie. Did I mention I was a nerd? I look at Cheryl. I kiss the top of her head. "I love you." I whisper.

"I just realized we're gonna have to buy a new car." I whisper looking up from my coffee. Cheryl hits the back of my head. "Ow!" I look at her. "We have more important things to worry about!" She whispers. "I can have more than one thing to worry about!" She looks at me. "I'm sorry. I get awkward and don't know what to do in moments like this." She nods. "I know, but pretend like you're not awkward." I nod. "I'm sorry." I whisper. There's knock on our door. "I'll get it." I look over and see Cheryl open the door to Betty. "How are you guys doing?" She ask hugging both of us. Well, she hugs Cheryl and tries to hug me but I stop her. "Don't touch me." I say. Cheryl hits the back of my head again. "Ow! Same spot as last time!" I yell. "I'm gonna go for a walk!" I get up and storm out. I honestly don't know how but I ended up in Greendale. "Why do I keep doing this to myself?" I whisper. This isn't the first time I've done this and won't be the last. I walk into Cerberus Books and go the counter. "Welcome to Cerberus Books How may I help you?" A young girl with white hair walks up. "Aren't you suppose to be like 40 now? Because I've seen you at basketball games, when I was in high school." I ask really confused. "Yeah! I just look young." She smiles awkwardly. I nod. "Ok! Can I use your phone? Some how I ended up here and I left my phone at home." I ask quietly. "Yeah!" She nods. She hands me the phone. I call Cheryl,

CHERYL POV:

"She's not taking this well." I shake my head. "She probably feels like she drowning right now." I whisper looking at Betty. "How are you doing?" She ask concerned. "I don't know. Honestly." I say quietly. My phone starts ringing. I sigh and pick it up. "Hello?" I say quietly. "Cheryl it's me, I ended up in Greendale and I don't feel like walking back." I take a deep breath. "You're a dumb ass!" I say quietly. "I know!" She says quietly. "Can you just pick me up?" I look at Betty. "Yeah. I'm guessing you're at that bookstore place right?" I ask. "Yeah." I nod. "Ok, I'll be there just wait outside." I hung up. "Oh my god!" I sigh. "Can you keep an eye on... I don't even know what but can you just stay here for a while? I have to find Toni." I whisper. She nods. "Of course." I look at Betty.