The Lady and the Genius.

This is odd.

(River p.o.v)

We were walking into the station and I stormed off to the break room.
'I can not believe he told Morgan about what the cop was said to me. Why couldn't he just leave things be I'm allowed to change my appearance because I want to. Because I am fine.'
I began to make my coffee when I could feel someone watching me. I turned around and saw it was Rossi. I gave him a small wave which he returned with a small nod.
'Did he tell the whole team?'
"Hey it's the not a civilian girl. I gotta say. You look much more apart of the fbi team here." He told as he walked through.
"Thank you." I told before he left me there alone.
'It's fine. Your fine. You look like an agent which is what you were going for. Your an agent which means you gotta dress like this for now on when working on a case with them. This is fine.'
I finished my coffee and made my way to the others to talk about what we've learnt. We were able to learn they all went to the same church but a few were in different sessions.
"Then does that mean the unsub is going to multiple groups."
"That usually isn't the case. The way they work is your in a group and you all work together to get better and you only really change group if you aren't able to make it to your groups time. It would only work if they were jumping from church to church." I told.
"Which four out of the five victims were going to the same church." Morgan told.
"We can warn them about the threat and who the unsub is targeting." Prentiss told.
"That may do more harm then good."
"How so Finley?" J asked.
"Well if your depressed and your help system is being targeted then you stay home. You stop going and talking about your issues and problems then you will go back to how you were before. But this time you will be worse because you will start to blame yourself for failing at the one thing you were getting better at. All the emotions and negative thoughts will start to come back ten times worse, but because a killer is after you then you won't go to get the help you need which will lead to cutting or possibly suicide." I told making them all have a worried look at me.
'Great.'
"Then how are we meant to warn them?" Rossi asked.
"I have no idea." I told
"Would we be able to put one of our own in there?" Spencer suggested.
"That may work." J told.
"Who could go in and pretend they've experienced what they have?" Rossi asked.
'Spencer hasn't told them..... I thought he would have.'
"I'll do it." I told having all their eyes on me again.
"You sure baby?" Morgan asked.
"I know what their brains are like and what they need to hear. Me going to scope the scene out is the best option and if we are lucky then the unsub will follow me, which will lead to an arrest." I told
"She is the best choice for this. Also looks the closest to their ages." J told
"See J agrees with me. I can do this."
"Answer this question for me then." Hotch told.
"Shoot."
"You ok Finley?" Hotch asked.
'Rats.'
"I'm fine."
"You sure?"
"Yes. Can people seriously stop asking me that?" I told which made him close his eyes and let a sigh out.
"We will be hooking you up to a listen device and ear piece. Do not do anything stupid understand?"
"Yes sir."
"Morgan."
"Yes?"
"Call Garcia and tell her to book an appointment for River in the next meeting."
'Everything is fine.'
"Finley. You will need to change out of your clothes and back into your usual style for this. We don't want you to look like your only there because of what's going on."
'No no no no no no no no!'
"Are you sure I can't just stay in these clothes? My other clothes aren't exactly ones appropriate for this kind of thing you know, so I should really just...."
"Finley." Hotch said cutting me off.
"Yes?"
"Your other clothes are perfectly fine. Trust me ok."
"Ok sir."
"Come on il mio piccolo genio. I'll take you to the hotel before we return to get you ready." Rossi told as he offered a hand to me.
I accepted it and he took me towards the cars before we made our way to the hotel.
'It's ok because after this you can go back to the new look you like. It suits you and makes you look like an agent. What they say doesn't mean shit. Because you are fine.'
When we got to the hotel I rushed to my room and grabbed the second pile out of my bag and began to think.
'Just pick a random outfit. It doesn't matter.'
I grabbed the clothes and began to quickly get changed before I stopped and looked at myself in the mirror.
'Scars are the memories you want to forget the most.'
I slapped my face a couple of times before I quickly finished getting dressed.

(That's how outfit looks but instead of it being brown it's the deep blue colour.)

I was putting my Victoria matte black strangecvlt boots on when I stopped myself and tried to clear my head.
'This is just so you don't look like an agent. You are fine, everything is fine. Your just overthinking since you haven't been to one of these since the age of 9. You are fine.'
There was a knock on my door and I walked over and opened it to see David standing there.
"I'm nearly done." I told as I went back over to my bed to finished putting my boots on.
"You know my second wife always complained about what people were wearing. Even for me."
"Thats insane. Your style is amazing." I told making him chuckle as he sat next to me.
"Il mio piccolo genio, people will say terrible things. They only win if you let them. I never let my wife change my appearance because it was what I liked."
"Good thing you guys divorced. Your style is really amazing."
"Then why did you try to forget yours?"
"I'm guessing Spencer told you about what the officer said."
"He didn't need to. I know you well enough to see when your hurting, when your happy, when your scared, when you are giving someone love and affection and when you are beginning to fall back to your past."
"Hotch told you?"
"No. When Spencer talked about the poem you knew and how your past was dark.... the way you've been talking about how the girls would be thinking and feeling made me put two and two together."
"Surprise no one else has realised."
"Spencer cares for everyone but when you look more into it, you can tell how he feels towards his dr. He is upset about what that officer said to you. I'm upset, was going to punch him but Aaron thought it would not be a good idea to start a fight."
"I would love to see that."
"I'll do it before we leave then." He told making me laugh. "You know the way you dress and express yourself is what makes you, your beautiful self. Never let anyone try and take that away from you."
"I don't know why it got to me it just did."
"Maybe it's because of it being the first case your doing as an agent. Maybe it's the risk of people discovering who your father is."
"A prick?" I asked as I gave a chuckle.
"He may have been a prick but he was still your father."
"Yeah except he didn't see me like that. Well we should get going. The others probably think we are making out with how long we are taking." I told as I got up.
"Wouldn't want to make the boyfriend mad now would we."
"No we would not."
'They care for me.'