In Emma's 21 years of living she has been to hell and back. She relies on a handful of people to keep her going. When one of them breaks her who will be there to pick up the pieces?
"Wait." I say as Demi is about to leave my home after our fourth booty call session of the week.
"What?" Demi says as she turns around to face me.
"One" I say then I button up Demi's shirt. "You're shirt is open and your boobs were showing."
"Well that wouldn't look good online."
"I mean I'm a fan of it." I say as I finish buttoning the shirt. "You know you look sexy wearing my clothes."
"Anything else?" Demi asks.
I nod then I smooth down the 26 year old's hair.
"You're hair looks like you just got fucked." I say.
"That's because I did." Demi says with a smirk.
"I know that, but I don't want anyone else knowing I just blew your back out." I say.
"That probably wouldn't be a good look." Demi says then she pecks my lips. "Bye Emma."
"Bye Beautiful." I say as Demi walks out the door.
Demi giggles then she blows me a kiss before she heads to her car.
Once Demi is in her car I watch her drive away then I close and lock the door before I head upstairs and shower.
After my shower I put on some boxers, a bra, a pair of joggers, and one of my sleeveless UCLA crop then I put my nose ring in before I put on my three necklaces.
I have three necklaces that I wear everyday.
The first necklace I wear is a lion head necklace that I got when I was 4 from my Mom.
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My Mom gave me the necklace because she called me her little lion.
I really miss my Mom.
My second necklace is an Avatar Water Tribe sigil necklace.
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My childhood best friend Hazel loved Avatar: The Last Airbender and before she passed away in December 2016 from breast cancer she gave me this necklace since our favorite thing to do together after her treatments was to watch Avatar. Sadly, Hazel never got to tell me why she chose to give me the water tribe necklace because her parents told me she wanted me to have it after she passed away.
The last and final necklace I wear is a subtle 24 karat gold chain that Ash got me for my 18th birthday.
Attached to the chain is a camera pendant that Ali added to the chain since I love photography.
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I don't know if I'll ever add another necklace around my neck.
Maybe if my future wife and/or kids give me a necklace then I will.
After I put on my three necklaces, I put on my four rings that I always wear.
The four rings are just random rings that I either saw while out shopping during National team camps and bought them or rings that Ash or Ali gave me.
On my right index finger I wear a gold Cartier ring that matches with a ring Ali has.
One of my presents from Ali on my 21st birthday was our matching rings.
On my right ring finger I wear a viking compass ring that I found in an antique shop while we, the national team, were in Norway in 2017.
On my left index finger I wear a gold Juste un Clou ring that matches with a ring Ash has.
The ring was also a present from Ash on my 21st birthday.
On my left pinky finger I wear a gold ring that was my Mom's.
After I've put on my clothes and jewelry, I put on my socks and shoes then I grab my wallet, phone, and keys and head downstairs to the garage to get in my car. Once in my car I hook my phone up, play some music, then I head to the closest flower shop. When I get to the flower shop I head inside and by a dozen roses.
Once I have my roses I get back in the car and drive to the place I go every year on my birthday.
When I get to my destination I park my car then I get out and walk to my Mother's grave.
"Hi Mommy." I say as I sit down next to my Mom's headstone. "I miss you."
For about an hour I talk to my Mom and tell her about everything that's happened in the last year.
Once I get done talking to my Mom I replace the old flowers I brought on her birthday a month ago with the new ones then I kiss the headstone.
"Bye Mommy." I whisper. "I'll see you soon."
After I've said bye to my Mom, I throw the old flowers away then I get back in my car and head home.
As I'm stopped at a stoplight I look over to my left to look at the car next to me only to come face to face with my ex girlfriend and her new boyfriend.
"Emma..." I see Hailey mouth as the light turns green.
Once I register that the light has turned green I speed away and head to my home.
"Hey." I say into my phone as I pull up to my home. "Do you think you could come over?"
"Another round?" Demi asks.
"No." I say. "I'd really like it if you just cuddled me."
"Of course." Demi says. "I'll be right over."
"Thank you." I say.
Demi hangs up so I park in the garage, grab my stuff out of the trunk, then I head inside and put my things away. Once my things are put up I hear the doorbell go off so I head downstairs on open the door.
"Hey." Demi says then she hugs me.
I close the door and lock it then I wrap my arms around the beautiful singer.
"Come on." Demi says and grabs my hand. "Let's head upstairs then you can tell me what's wrong"
I nod then I let Demi lead me up to my bedroom.
Once in my bedroom we get on my bed then I cuddle into Demi.
"What's wrong?" Demi asks.
"I saw Hailey and her boyfriend together." I mumble as I lay my head on Demi's left boob.
"Oh Emma." Demi says then she kisses my head. "I know it hurts, but one day it gets better."
"What if I'm not meant to find love?" I ask as I look up at my friend.
"You are." Demi says. "There's someone out there for everyone."
"You really believe someone's out their for me?" I ask then Demi nods.
"And who knows" Demi says. "Maybe you've already met her."
