Life was wonderful. Every morning you'd wake with the widest smile on your face and how could you not? When every morning you would wake up to Ashton Irwin, glorified drummer from 5SOS, somehow out of the hundreds and thousands of girls he'd picked you and you thanked the world every day.
Tonight the boys management were throwing a party to celebrate the launch of their debut album and Ashton had asked for you to join him and excitedly you'd agreed, not just for the sake of your boyfriend but because the band was freaking awesome, its how you'd ended up with Ashton, at one of the shows he'd accidentally hit you in the face at the meet and greet and had to take you backstage to apologise where he'd proceeded to ask for your number and since then things had been great. Well, nearly everything. Despite the beauty of Ashton, not just how attractive he was but also his soul and personality, Ashton had one flaw: jealousy. Anything could set him off whether it was the simple way a man looked at you or even sometimes talking, particularly around Calum. Something about Calum made Ashton anxious when you were together, if you were talking alone with Calum he would always find a way to snake an arm around you or show in some way that you belonged to him.
You rifled through all your clothes tutting and sighing while you tried to find something presentable and ending up settling with a navy blue dress. "Well shit!" Ashton gasped as he he walked into the room and looked you up and down.
"Oh god... I look awful don't I?" You chewed your nails glancing in the mirror.
"No! No not at all. You look phenomenal. I kinda wanna rip it off right now and fuck you but... We will be late if that happens and I can't be late to my own album launch party. Oh, but when we get home I'm going to take my sweet time on you." Ashton said seductively placing a hand around your neck and putting his lips below your ear, making you shiver a little.
Two hours later you were having the time of your life, Ashton was happier than you'd ever seen him surrounded by everything he loved in the world and everyone was celebrating the successful year the band had and everything they'd achieved so far. Ashton had disappeared, walking off with a writer who'd wanted to discuss Ashton having more solos in the band and you were now alone at the bar with only a champagne glass in your hand. A warm arm found its way to your waist and you turned warmly, expecting to greet Ashton but being surprised to see it was Calum. "Hey Y/N!" He chirped, his voice slurred a little due to the amount of alcohol he'd consumed.
"Hey there Cal." You smiled back.
"Having fun? Where's Ash?" He frowned a little as he looked round and realised Ashton wasn't there.
"Oh he started talking to someone about songs..." You trailed off because in fact you weren't really sure where he was now.
"Fancy a dance?" Calum waggled his brows as a raunchy song began to play but you just shook your head. "Y/N...." He drawled out your name. "Cmon, a beautiful girl like yourself shouldn't be sat alone right now, what it gonna hurt? Cmon I know you want to? Just for one song?" Calum pleaded poking out his bottom lip.
"Okay, okay! Fine, one song." You caved in and happily Calum grabbed your hand and pulled you to the dancefloor, finding a space for you both to dance amongst the masses of people. As soon as you were both able to move Calum clung his body to you, grinding his crotch into your ass to meet the beat of the song. It only took a few seconds for you to get over it and start grinding back against him, enjoying every sway and totally forgetting about Ashton for a second, you knew that if he saw or found out he'd be pissed as hell but you weren't gonna take that tonight, it was harmless dancing between two good friends. As the song finished you turned round giggling noticing that Calum had already moved on to a new girl who was happily dancing with him, looks like Calum is getting lucky tonight you laughed to yourself.
You turned round still laughing with the intention of leaving the dancefloor but stopped dead in your tracks at the sight of Ashton who was stood a few feet away, his arms crossed firmly and his jaw tight in anger. Your face fell at the sight and you started to walk over but he just shook his head sadly and walked away. Your walk turned to a run as you went to him, putting your arm on his shoulder as he moved through the club but he turned and shook you off, disappointment evident on his face. "Don't bother Y/N, I'm going home. Have fun with Calum." He spat and stropped out of the door.
You still ran after him, luckily managing to catch him outside as he waited for a taxi. "Ash please hear me out." You pleaded.
"Why the fuck should I Y/N? I saw you."
"Your taking things out of context."
"Taking things out of context?" He asked sarcastically forcing out a bitter laugh. "So I didn't just see you grinding against Calum?"
"Yes you did but it wasn't like that. He's my friend." You sighed in exasperation putting emphasis on the word friend.
"Yeah... Sure looked like you were just friends." He mocked.
"For Christ's sake Ashton!" You cried out, grabbing your hair in annoyance. "I'm not gonna do this all the time! I love you for fucks sake! Not Calum or anybody else, I love you but you're so jealous and protective all the time it drives me mad!" And his face fell a little.
"I'm not jealous I just... Well, I am jealous but can you blame me? You're funny and intelligent and you see the beauty in the world. You're everything I want to be, why would you want to be with me? And look at Calum? He's way better looking than me..." He said sadly, finally confessing his insecurity and you couldn't help but smile.
"Are you kidding? I'm the one who is lucky, you're Ashton freaking Irwin, a million girls want you and all of them better than me."
"That's not true. I love you." He shook his head.
"Well then why can't you see that I love you? And only you." You whispered and he yanked you into his arms.
"I'm sorry baby. Let's just go home because I want to show you how much I love you. Hopefully against the bedroom door." He winked.
