Choose You

PART FORTY ONE

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After having ice cream, Lisa asks Jungkook to go to the Han river. Lisa didn't want to come back home yet because she wants to sit and watch the view of Seoul at night. Jungkook himself also didn't want to go back home too, so he agreed with Lisa. They arrived the Han river and they have sat on the bench at there. There are quite a lot of people at the river because it is just 7 in the evening, so some people haven't come back to their place yet.

Lisa and Jungkook sit on bench comfortably where they can see the view fully. Lisa smiles because the atmosphere makes her feel relax and peace as well as reducing her stress too. Jungkook notices Lisa smiles alone, he turns to her, "Why smile". Lisa replies Jungkook without looking at him, "Just want to smile, is it forbidden". Jungkook chuckles at how Lisa's replying, "No, I saw you smile for nothing, I'm aware of someone see you and-". Lisa glances at Jungkook, "They said I'm crazy because of smile alone". Jungkook argues Lisa's statement, "Ani". Lisa responds, "I know you though that". Jungkook giggles.

Afterward, Jungkook carries on, "Today is the day which we get along with each other so well". Lisa turns to Jungkook, "Why". "You never notice about this, every time whenever we meet each, you always bite me " Jungkook reasons. "Even I come to your house almost every day, but you seems not really nice toward me" Jungkook continues. "And today, it's different". Lisa has nothing to respond to Jungkook because what Jungkook has said it is true, so she just hums in replying.

Next, Lisa also remembers about the coincident meeting in the cinema at the mall, "By the way, can I ask you some question". Jungkook responds pleasantly, "Yep". Lisa starts, "We met Jennie unnie and Jongin guy coincidentally, you and Jongin guy seemed complicated". Lisa goes on, "You didn't greet him back, and you were rude towards him, do you have something with him". Lisa adds, "I just realized your name and surname are similar too". Jungkook sighs, "He is my dad's adopted child". Lisa thought, "What a small world". Lisa mouth o, "Your relationship may not get along I guess". Jungkook presses his lips together, "You're right, I don't have a good term with him, my father loves him more than me because my father thinks that I'm a useless son who can't helps him anything".

Lisa just nods and keep listening to Jungkook. Jungkook chuckles lightly, "My father always admires Jongin and blame me even I did nothing". Lisa furrows, "It's so weird, and no need to question you why you didn't call Jongin hyung". Jungkook smiles faintly, "I'm to my father just a bad, useless, ungrateful son, no matter how hard I try to change myself for my father, he stills see me in bad way". Lisa purses her lips, "At least, you don't give up, you came to ask me for teaching you this case". Jungkook looks at his palm, "I just want to make my father proud of me because I want to correct the mistakes that I have made in the past". He continues, "I waste a lot of his money for nothing, and I always made the problem for him". Jungkook adds painfully, "He felt ashamed to have a child like me". Lisa reassures, "It's never late for person who knew their mistake". Lisa adds, "We couldn't come back to the past to correct our mistakes, but we could learn from it right".

Later, Jungkook takes a deep breath, "You know, sometimes I feel like I'm not my father's son at all". Lisa questions, "Why you think like that". She explains Jungkook, "Your father has gone through a lot of hard thing until today, you didn't know how much he sacrifice for you, so don't think like this". She carries on, "Believe me, every parents love their child so much, whereas they don't want to show it in front their children, so then you should keep this negative idea away and just keep going, show your father how great you are". Then, Lisa grins at Jungkook, Jungkook also looks up to Lisa and he nods slightly. They both turn to watch the father who are playing with his around four years old son in front of Lisa and Jungkook, the father and son laugh happily.

Jungkook stares at the father and son amusedly, "I miss my childhood". Lisa also stares at them too, "Same here, they looks so happy". Jungkook moves closer to Lisa, then their hand were touched. Lisa looks to her hand, and then she looks to Jungkook. Jungkook said, "Can I held your hand for a while". Lisa questions, "What for". Jungkook glances at Lisa and smile warmly, "I just want to held it". Lisa darts her everywhere, Jungkook clarifies, "Can I". Lisa nods and hum for replying. After that, Jungkook moves his hand slowly to held Lisa's hand. He holds her hand gently. The heartbeat of them increases its beating from slow to very fast, while its owner didn't even notice it a bit. Nonetheless, Lisa turns her head away and hold back her smile shyly as well as Jungkook.

Jungkook calls Lisa softly, "Lisa". Lisa hums for replying. Suddenly what an unexpected thing happened, out of blue Jungkook asks Lisa a question which is she didn't expect that it would be asked, "Are we friend". Lisa chuckles because the nonsense question of Jungkook, "We are already friend even I used to hate you before, but now I forget and forgive you after you apologized to Jennie unnie". Jungkook responds, "I don't want to be friend with you". Lisa tilts her head at Jungkook and frowns. Jungkook turns his head, showing his bunny teeth at Lisa, "But I want to be more than this, should be the owner of your heart". Lisa utters, "Owner of my heart". Jungkook raises his brows at Lisa a bit, "I know it make no sense, but believe me it's really did".

Lisa didn't respond and she stays silent, Jungkook starts explaining her about it, "Since the first time I met you, I already felt something towards you which I haven't known what was it yet, until the day we fell into water together and you went to my condo". Jungkook continues the explanation, "In that day, I told you that you weren't my type, it was a lie, I just want to control myself, I didn't want to make you feel guilty of me, just because of my lustful for once and I would destroy your life". Jungkook feels ashamed that he needs to tell her about this, "I never feel this way towards anyone, but you are different, sorry for this". He sighs and smiles, "But I'm so proud of myself that I could control it in that time". Lisa is still silent, she lets Jungkook speaks whatever he wants to tell her.

Next, Jungkook lifts their hand holding up, he adds more pressure a bit, it is tighter more than before, but it's not strong, "Everyone think that I'm a fuck boy, jerk, bastard who like playing with girl's feeling, I admit it, but even I dated many girl I never slept with them once, I just make fun of them and then I left them when I'm sick of them, I used to think that every girl are liars, what they want is money only, but after I met you my mind change as well as I change myself too". Lisa herself has no idea what would she must tell him, she herself is not sure too, besides everything happened too fast to handle it, so she can't say anything, perhaps silence is good for her now.

Afterward, Jungkook turns to stares at Lisa, "Can you give me a chance". Lisa releases Jungkook grips, and get up quickly, she walks away so sudden. Jungkook gets up too, he yells from behind, "I WILL WAIT FOR IT, LALISA". Lisa stops her step when she heard what he said, she didn't turn around, she just smile and keep walking away. Jungkook who still stand there, he said to himself in lower tone, "Hwaiting, Jeon Jungkook".

END OF PART FORTY ONE

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