tbh, i'm close to 1K
very very very close
and ya know, i feel like it's important to show the appreciation i have for everyone who has helped me
because when i reach 1K, i will assure you the first thing i will say would be "FUCKKKKKKKKKKK YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH YOU THOUGHT I WAS LAME????????????????? WELL THIS LAMEO HAS 1K WOOOOOOOOOOOOO" and yeah it will be weird don't pay attention to it.
so let's get on with everything.
i think i keep my irl life pretty private on here. sure, i complain a lot, but i think it's mainly about internet stuff. i also intend on keeping my private life private until i'm like thirty and less traumatized by stuff that has happened for about 12-13 years of my life. but let's just say this, my life hasn't been the best. but i'm turning 14 in june, so i guess that would mean maybe 1 year of not having those problems, so that's an upside.
this website, despite some of the shitty things about it, has been a great distraction for me. once my parents blocked me on it, thinking it was porn, and i had to cry and explain i had a little over 400 hundred followers on it, so they had to let me back in. it was great.
so my stupid friend raisa told me about this site and how there was fanfiction and for some fucking reason i thought it was a great idea to join a fandom with a bunch of goonies who are also weebs
ily weebs
i remember when i had 20 followers. i thought i was hot shit. i was also talking to RachUniverse12 at the time, with a mlp profile pic and she had about 200 followers and i was like WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH YOU'RE LIKE FAMOUS. she also had a shane dawson quote in her bio and i just thought we would be best friends. and the old message board system. i made some good friends on that message board. they're all gone now. fleed before things got worse, it was a good call. i hope that they are having a nice life. but rachel, i wouldn't have had the motivation to stick to this crap if it wasn't for you, so thanks.
between october 2013 and april 2014, there have been some events, some great ones, ones i can't speak of. there was me being friends with haley. hahahhahahahahahahahhahahahah, we were friends and then she deleted her account for a while and then came back and then miraculously we became friendly again and for that whole time i didn't know it was her and felt like an idiot for a whole week. haley's a great person and god bless for putting up with my stupidness.
then there's the little rat by the name of pixel who i met spring 2014. i hated him. i thought he was going to take rachel away from me. i mean, he was more popular, and popular people hang out with popular people, so it just made sense. i followed him, to subconciously let him know "i am watching you." then the little shit went ahead and said "thank you for following!!! i love your books." yeah i deleted that message. then i saw him talking about hockey on his message board and was like "hey i know some things about hockey" and then he started saying stuff about tb lighting and i wanted outty but i stayed. anyways, point of this is, i don't hate you as much, you're lucky we're friends.
i don't have many friends on here. there's other people i like, but i don't know them enough to write a whole thing about them. but i'm happy with that. and i have about 1K people who are willing to give me a chance. honestly, it's not even about writing anymore. the people on here are amazing, and are full of heart and passion, and i just want to say thank you x100000000 bc ur amazing. thank you.
also, no i do not think i am hot shit. i am just shit with the same amount of followers as a small town in PA, USA
i actually just looked up "small towns with 1000 population" and it just gave me a list with towns in pennsylvania with only hundreds of people inhabitated in them so thx
this is full of shit okay bye I AM THE SUPREME (sorry i felt like i was getting too chummy)
