you know, it kind of sucks when people compare yourself to how you used to be.
like there's some people who are like "What happened to you? you used to act so much better."
and to be honest that sucks
especially since I like myself better now than I did before.
I think I have good morals and intentions
I think I have a lot of good things coming for me
but then there's people who want other things for you
like
I don't want those things
they're not for me
all I want to do is pass school and spend my life writing, reading, doing other shit and possibly be an inspiration to people somehow or someway
I think I can do it
my friends who live thousands of miles away think I can do it
and 666 others think I can do it, right?
but it just kind of sucks having family members or friends who say otherwise and want you to be just like them
all marry a boy they had a crush on when they were 18, work their whole lives then get depressed
I want something more than that, okay?
thank you
and just because if you think I can't do it doesn't mean that I can't, because I am an amazing person who is sometimes nice and very smart and is also very cute
bye
