sigh it's just one of those days where i cry for a lot of reasons and no reasons at all
by cry, i mean i hold back my tears bc people are in the house and i just hate crying in front of people
i think i've gotten really good at holding back my tears over the years
but believe me i feel them
it's good
then tonight i'll just cry myself to sleep haha
okay, but there's like a lot of reasons why i'm crying
some happy reasons some i guess sad reason
the sad reason is that i'm graduating middle school soon and i'm just so so so sad
like graduation practice depresses me so much
"ITS A JoYFUL TIME" the teacher says
i really don't want to go to high school
also that reminds me, i need to email my high school about shit
what the fuck actually
one happy thing is, that even though that i might lose all my amazing friends in high school (by all i mean like 3 or 4. maybe 5 if im desperate) I STILL KEEP YOU GUYS!!!
please dont unfollow me
honestly you guys have no idea how much you make my life better
like believe it or not, i do not share much of my life on here
crazy, right? i write these long ass 300-600 word updates for you everyday and i'm not even sharing you most of my life or thoughts.
compared to other people (like in our little fandom/group thingy, on wattapad, social media in general) i obvi don't have much followers, but really every single one of you just mean the world to me, even if i don't know you
sorry for being so fucking sappy omg
but thank you !!!!!!!!
