so ive had a week
it wasnt a good week or a bad week it was just a week
but the other day I contacted an old crush bc I needed a favor from him for a friend and he ended his last text with "bb" and my heart stopped for a second but then realised he aint shit
also im sorry i havent been on and youre not enjoying me like you used to its just my school is so demanding and its like "if you dont wanna do this you shouldnt have come!!!" and im actually starting go have friends. like real friends that dont live far away and we can hang out after school because the neighborhood isnt filled with a bunch of convicted sex offenders. theyre not friends that just put up with you bc you see them five times a day (I hope)
also I miss rachel a lot. I hate timezones. by the time I get home from school and social obligations shes asleep and unable to talk. just come live here dude :(
my science teacher drains the life out of me. also I asked in her class if the research paper has to have a works cited page in MLA format and she said "of course youd be the one to ask that..." and idk how I feel about that
also theres been more drama between my friends in three weeks of school than there has ever been in my entire 3 years of middle school and idk how I feel about that
also I have a class thats half juniors and half freshman and it kinda makes me uncomfortable
also I have been obsessing over panic at the disco lately. and i spent last night crying to sleep at like 7pm and listened to "the calendar" and "always" and "trade mistakes" and "memories"
vices and virtues is like the folie a deux of panic at the disco
I kinda like it
whats the folie a deux of mcr? I guess its the true lives of the fabulous killjoys.
wow this is long. sorry, im just cold, sad. and emotional
also im wearing an oversized connor franta sweatshirt I look sexy and lazy at the same time
kbye
