sadness

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i didnt really wanna update but i felt like i had to bc idk i wanted to share stuff with you guys

so yesterday was the last day of school and i was really really really fucking sad and im listening to a bunch of sad marina and the diamond songs 

i cried so hard and so much you had no idea

i just dropped my phone shit hold on

okay im good 

but really though 8th grade was the best year i ever had 

and its sad bc now i have to leave middle school and go to high school i hate everything

and people wanted to take pictures with me and im just like are you fucking kidding DONT YOU SEE MY EYELINER RUNNING AND MY TEARS I CANT TAKE PICTURES LIKETHIS IM SAD 

SAD AF

in the morning i started crying before school and i was like yup this is it its happening we're all leaving 

then i had 2 periods and i held it together 

and i held it together for the double period of creative writing class

but then my teacher said "okay guys for the last time im dismissing you guys" and i lost it i started crying i didnt want to leave

then in homeroom i cried more and my friend was being such an ass she was like "i cant be seen with you youre too embarrassing omg" 

i also made my homeroom teacher cry and she gave me a hug 

also i had another nice moment but im not sharing it haha just know i had a nice moment okay 

also know im crying rn 

but let me leave it on a good note:

i got a 91.83 average aKA I CAN BE IN hONORS CLASSES NEXT YEAR AND MY EGO IS NOW BOOSTED HALLELUJAH GOOD NIGHT JESUS 

oh look primadonna girl came on im not sad anymore byyyeee gonna go booty pop 

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