im really mad and im mad at this fandom.
its not even going to go into rants about wattpad bc idk I dont want to put it there okay
im just wanting to address this fandom
truly though, I hate this fandom a lot
but theres always someone or something thats like "oh no dont go please" or some shit and it makes me stay
and honestly, I am staying bc just being here helps.
like if I get a book published, I know that at least a couple of people will support it bc im here. if I leave, well no one will care I guess
also some of my friends r here
and I have about 800 followers who actually like me for probably being here
but ive always said "I hate this fandom" but I dont know if I gave a reason to why I hate it.
warning: this is the time for u to stop reading if you are in the fandom im in and get butthurt easily.
okay.
lets start with 1.
1. pathetic people who fake their way into getting followers, such as pretending they were hacked or faking their way into suicide. I hate it, because it deceives people into liking u for no apparent reason. its wrong.
2. there seems to be only two sides of the fandom now, the weebs and the white girls. theres absolutely no diversity in likes or interests whatsoever. it makes me feel as if im in the middle of an actual anime fandom. and everyone is so annoying like gah and they make everything into anime like please shut up I GET IT YOURE REALLY INTO FUCKING DANGAN RONPA OR ATTAVK ON TITTIES STOP BRINGING TEAM CRAFTED INTO IT ITS NOT ORIGINAL ANYMORE SHUT THE ABSOLUTE FUCK UP ONE PERSON DID IT ALREAD AND THEY GOT POPULAR WHOOP DI DOO LET IT GO.
then theres the white girls or whatever and theyre all copy off hypocrites. theyre like "oh, team crafted adoption center stories, so cliche" and then when I go read their fucking stories its all the same fucking thing where someone is fucking depressed then a girl or boy comes along and theyre like their world or some shit and theres no plot or whatever its just a bunch of fucking fluff and poetic flowery words its literally tumblr aesthetic but in fucking words I hate it so fucking much I wanna cry. AND I KNOW I SAID THAT FANFICTION SHOULDNT BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY OR SOMETHING AND IM TAKING THIS SERIOUSLY BUT REALLY, IT SUCKS KIND OF. IT REALLY DOES SUCK OKAY.
and I know, I always say "Its not a bad thing!" when u like something. yeah and that applies to this. im the bad thing in this case, I guess, because I hate a lot about this fandom. im sorry, im the type of person who likes diversity, and seeing the fandom being literally split in half in interests and writing style or whatever when I feel like I dont fall in anywhere kinda sucks. I guess thats why I dont have many friends, or am really that liked.
3. there are many arrogant people
so many fucking arrogant people
theres people who only talk to people to their friends like fucking what how do u make friends in the first place fucking talk to people thank ur followers if they give u a nice compliment say hi if they say hi like what the fuck
and I know previously I said that I dont like making friends very often with perky people but that doesn't mean u cant say hi. it doesnt mean that I wont say hello to u back and maybe hold a nice conversation or whatever. im just saying we most likely wont be best friends and I wont tell u all of my secrets and I probably wont be that close with you because im just not like that. BUT IM NOT SAYING I DONT APPRECIATE YOU SAYING HI OR WHATEVER. THERES SOME FUCKING PEOPLE WHO ARE LIKE IN THEIR OWN LITTLE FUCKING WORLD WITH THEIR ONLY THEIR FUCKING FRIENDS INVOLVED AND THEYRE ALL KISSING EACH OTHERS ASS. its not even with the popular people either, its just in fucking general!!! people are assholes in this fandom like really!!!!! like you can't say a simple hello to ur follower what the fuk i cant even comprehend!!!!!!!
and I probably do sound like a bitch when saying all these things but im sorry. im really sorry. im sorry I cant be like everyone else and be a conceited little bitch and kiss up to everyone. im sorry. sorry sorry sorry. sorry that things get to me and that I should take a chill pill or something. BUT I CANT BE THE ONLY ONE. I KNOW THAT MY FRIENDS SEE IT TOO, AND MAYBE EVEN YOU PEOPLE SEE IT ALSO.
btw, shout out to all those people who actually dont follow any of those things above. the people who are follow are like that. and yeah, to be honest, I should follow more people because there are a couple more who dont apply to the shitty things above. thanks for not applying to the shitty things above. ily.
also, dont comment "im not like that." liek what the fuck do u want a cookie. a medal or some shit. if you're not like that, dont fucking tell me. if youre really not like that u dont need to tell me, just know youre not like that.
just.
please.
keep doing whatever
keep liking anime and writing stupid crossovers that have already been done
keep writing stories with no plot and all fluff
keep being rude to your followers
keep manipulating people into getting famous
im done.
I want no part in whatever youre doing
or whatever the fandom is doing.
I AM SUCCEEDING FROM THIS FANDOM.
NO LONGER A PART OF IT.
DONT ASSOCIATE ME WITH IT
DONT EVEN THINK I USED TO WRITE TEAM CRAFTED FANFICTION
IM REMOVING ALL OF MY TAGS ON MY FANFICTION AND GETTING RID OF EVERYTHING SO FANS CANT FIND IT
IM JOINING MY OWN FANDOM IDFK
IM BEING ALONE
A LONE WOLF.
IM NOT WRITING RANTS ABOUT WATTPAD ANYMORE BECAUSE I DONT EVEN WANT TO DWELL ON THIS SHIT ANYMORE
AND IM SORRY IF I SOUND LIKE A COLOSSAL BITCH
BUT I GOTTA DO WHAT'S BEST FOR ME.
AND WITH THAT
I AM LEAVING.
AND POSSIBLY TAKING A HIATUS ALONG WITH IT TO CLEAR MY HEAD AND MAYBE FIND SOME SENSE
BYE.
