okay, so recently i have been evaluating myself
and i've been thinking hm, i have a lot of weird fears or idk if its fears its just things
2 thats like um okay ur weird olivia and another that actually makes sense
1) i have a fear of stuff going into my ears
once during a plug.dj thing, Pixel started playing this weird video of a moth going into a man's ear real deep
and im cringing while im typing this holy fuckign shit
and it came out all waxy it was gross
also in cw class we had a whole discussion about things getting pressed into our ears as a child and i couldnt
so im just scared of shit going into my ears
i never wear a tight, high ponytail, theyre always loose and i make sure my hair covers my ears
and i never tuck my hair behind my ears
i just hope that whatever flying object that tries to aim into my ear canal will just get tangled in my hair
another fear: i have a fear of getting a brooklyn italian accent
it is by far the most annoying accent ever
its kinda like a new jersey accent crossed with a smoker voice
and guess what???? im italian and i live in brooklyn
and i also live in a v ghetto italian neighborhood so literally cant
the moms are so annoying and their accents are so bad
i try not to have friends with brooklyn italian accents
i think i have like one italian friend, but she really doesnt have an accent
i barely have white friends tbh.
its just that im afraid that i'm going to catch on with their accents or whatever
i do, however, feel like i kinda have it, especially when i get mad
my mom is the same way
BUT REALLY ITS THE WORST
partly one of the reasons why i like joey, shane, connor, trisha paytas, and all those other cali youtubers is because i's rather catch on their californian accent
it just sounds more peppy and lively and it makes me sound more peppy and lively
i think i will talk about my last fear tomorrow
ALSO SORRY IF I OFFENDED YOU IF YOU HAVE A BROOKLYN ITALIAN ACCENT
I REALLY AM, ITS JUST THAT PEOPLE WITH THOSE TYPES OF ACCENTS TYPICALLY HAVE REALLY ANNOYING PERSONALITIES (ESPECIALLY THE MOTHERS WHO WILL LITERALLY FIGHT ANOTHER KID TO PROTECT THEIR OWN)
LISTEN, IM SURE YOURE LOVELY
sorry that these things lately have been so long, i feel like i'm losing the attention of my audience
um if you stayed till the end tell me about your weird fears or quirks idk?
who am i kidding, you probably left
