there is something out there
whether it be god or just a magical entity that determines our fate, there is definitely something out there
bookcon really tested me
it pushed me to my breaking point
so we got there at like 11 to see the yt panel
and i was crying
i was crying when they announced joey's name and when he came out
"well when my book came out, i came out!" -joey during the panel
see also
shane: i make a lot of offensive, racist jokes-
fan: WOO
shane: YEAH WOO I KNOW
i was yelling and crying and everyone looked at me weird
then we went on line to get tickets to see the meet and greet
and it was sold out
shane, connor, and JOEYS MEET AND GREET tICKETS WERE SOLD OUt
i do not blame myself or them
i blame fate and fucking bookcon
if bookcon was just a little more organized and a little more prepared for the amount of people that were actually going to show up, we would've met them
however, we got tickets to meet ijustine
but still
i was crying
because i wasnt going to get to meet the rest of them
especially joey
so i wanted to emotionally eat
which is what shane dawson taught to do whenever i was sad, to emotionally eat
so i dragged my friends to starbucks to get a venti frap
i was really sad, i was crying
my friends kept on hugging me
and i kept saying "im never going to be able to watch another joey video again without feeling depressed."
