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ughfh help me
so cousins and aunts and uncles r coming over
tbh I only like one aunt thats kinda cool
the rest
meh
theyre kind of uninteresting, ya know
and tbh theres like a lot of them
like
a LOT
well not really
I have seven cousins
which is uh
meh
and none of them r my age
okay only one whos like 14 and is in the same grade as me
but hes like
meh
and tbh I get like anxious around them
bc like I dont see them often
one family lives in like long island
the other two in jersey
so I dont really know them all too well
and they dont know me
i only see them once a year
twice if i get unlucky
and my mom is like
"lol it's just ur family u should love them"
but they're new
i dont know what their favorite style of music is
or even if they like music
maybe they like foreign music
or they like to go outside
and have birds' chirping as their songs
i wouldn't know, i never bothered to get attached
bc i know they will be gone the next day
and i wont see them again for a year
so theyre still new to me
and i dont love them
bc they dont know me
and i dont know them
so yeah
i get anxious around new people
especially large crowds of new people
if you see im on a lot tomorrow
you will know that its because im hiding away
bc i just dont want to interact with them
idc if they think I have depression
or whatever the fuck they want to think
like lol no bye
just give me ur late christmas presents
and
bye.
bye to you too.
