i wasnt ready

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heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

so i just woke up

and i still cant get over last night

ughfg

so rachel and i were on plug.dj together, alone. right after pixel left. we were playing lots of screamo.

and rachel was like "oh u arent ready for this next song"

and I was like "hell yeah im ready bring it" bc I thought it was just going to be a hardcore screamy song or something from omam or whatever I WAS FUCKING READY

BUT THEN THE LITTLE HOE PUT ON FUCKING SEXTING BY BOTDF

I.

WAS.

NOT.

READY.

I.

WAS.

FRIGHTENED.

LIKE OMG I WAS GOING TO VOMIT.

and the song was like "SEXT SEXT SEXT SEXT SEXT SEXT SEXT SETX SEXT SEXTS ETX !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I had to do major kitty and puppy therapy

thanks rachel

as ronnie radke once said

im gonna cut u up and gut u like a fucking avocado.

okay so that happened.

what else did i wanna sayyy

OH YEAH NEW CHAPTER OF SELL YOUR HEART IS OUT NOW GO GO GO GO GO (or will be out idk I lie sometimes)

sorry I keep on promoting the book

but that comes with following me.

im a thirsty hoe.

also, can ya guys like recommend me new music

not botdf, pls.

ive had too many scarring experiences with that band.

#thingsemossayduringsex "I havent been touched like this since I met Dahvie Vanity!"

literally omg.

ooh mah-day par-ah-dee-ay song is playing

they have such great love songs ): such sad too.

like the song "terrible things" is so sad.

now "the phoenix" is playing. bae song.

TAKE NOTE, RACHEL, THIS IS GOOD MUSIC.

ALSO YOU CAN RECOMMEND ME BOOKS.

yeah bc I have nothing to read lmao.

it can be real books or fanfiction, idfc.

they just have to be well-written.

I need to read more

and work on being more poetic.

I suxk at figurative language.

like i read some fanfictions on here and im just like

how tf do u do figuartive language.

I cant do that for my life.

I need to take lessons from john green

OH, ONE LAST THING.

I THINK I MAY DO A BOOK CALLED "BEST THINGS OF 2014"

it can be a separate book or just in here

idk I had the idea, and just wanted to do my favorite books, music, shows, youtubers, and just things ive been obsessed with in the year 2014

sound like a good idea? yEAH BC IT IS

thats it. i know, I rambled too much. its too early. shut up.

bye.

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