okay so yesterday i was talking to my parents and i was upset that i didnt get to go to a trip to boston with my school bc they said no
and they said "we didnt say no???" and i was like "yeah you did"
and they were like "it wasnt definite you had to beg for it (:" and i was like what???
begging wtf do you think i am a dog???
and ik i said "well i didnt want to share a room with anyone anyways" but that was me passively not caring so you dont feel bad about not letting me go???
i have to beg for things???
when i was younger i was taught that begging gets you nowhere???
like when i beg for cookies my mom would yell at me and say "FINE YOU CAN HAVE THE DAMN COOKIES"
i didnt want that way to be with boston? is there something wrong with not liking people yelling at me?
like with national juniors honors society
so they were giving out the acceptance letters to the people who got in and i didnt get one and i was like "what"
because from what i've understood, you have to have 85 averages in all classes but a overall 90 average
and let me tell you
i got that
and i told my creative writing teacher and she was like "well why dont you tell someone who leads njhs!!!"
but look i am on fairly good terms with the lady who runs that thing and i dont want her yelling at me when i beg for my place in that stupid thing like wtf
idk what to say
begging sucks why do we need to beg to get things then in the end people yell at you and they dont want to give it to you but they have to bc you begged and they hate you for life thats how you make enemies, people bye
