i have a love hate relationship w/ my english teacher
she's really nice and sweet and smiley but sometimes idk she gives me anxiety
for example: i am the leader for my group project
and i chose to be leader because a) i hate group projects and i just do them all myself anyways.
b) i was doing her a favor bc i know im kind of alright in english and i am relatively nice and fair to my fellow classmates and i strive for good grades and it will probably pain her to pick someone who fails her class to be a leader
but me and my group have done jack shit.
like nothing. everyone has some notes but that's it.
and she gave us some group work time today and i was like "OKAY GUYS WE HAVE NOTHING. AND THIS THING IS DUE MONDAY."
i procrastinate. on tumblr my sign is categorized as "the one who does a project at last minute and still gets a better grade than you" and im like me??? like in 7th grade i did book reports the night before and let me tell you, i did pretty fantastic. and for cw one time, i did a whole project the night before and i got a 97, a point higher than one of my really smart friends. so i can do shit well at last minute, its a talent.
THE THING IS THOUGH WITH THIS PROJECT UGH
during work time my teacher likes to listen in to all the conversations and it terrifies me. bECAUSE SHE LISTENS TO OUR CONVERSATIONS. like i get so nervous you have no idea. i was discussing what the aesthetic should be for the project, then she came around behind me and i said
"YEAH, AESTHETICS. I LOVE AESTHETICS. ITS SUCH A NICE WORD ITS LIKE MY FAVORITE WORD YEAH AESTHETICS YAY" and shE GAVE A LOOK AND EVERYONE IN MY GROUP GIGGLED
also i was discussing how we literally have nothing done and she said "thats a problem" and im like gvhujikbgvftgyhjknj im sorry
im just terrified of saying the wrong thing tbh
okay bye i have to finish this project today by myself bc i will bet you no one will do anything (: also i have a shit ton of science homework to do. have a nice day (:
