KPOP IMAGINES BOOK 2

❤️ Sihun- BDC ❤️

This imagine was requested by yanagirenjiidealtype

This imagine is based on Feel Special by Twice

I have been dating BDC's Kim Sihun for the last few months. I don't really feel worthy of being with him. I have never felt beautiful in my life. There are so many other girls he could be with so I don't why he is with me. I want to be as beautiful as Kpop idols. As the members of my favourite girl groups Twice and BLACKPINK. They are all gorgeous and I just want to be like them. I have even considered plastic surgery. I have seen the k drama My ID is Gangnam Beauty and she got plastic surgery as she was bullied for her ugly appearance. I have actually considered that. Sihun keeps telling me I'm beautiful and he loves me for who I really am and I don't need to change for anyone. I still don't believe that he's telling the truth even though he says he is every time. I'm just not confident. I've never had a boyfriend and have been liked by a guy till I met Sihun. Maybe I will have the confidence eventually. He is a great boyfriend. He does make me feel good about myself. He said I should feel special and value who I am. Today I have just got back from uni where I have had a long day and I just can't wait to relax and have sometime to myself. Sihun calls me every night when we are not together to see how I am. He always likes to check up on me. I am laying on my bed trying to relax when I get a FaceTime call from Sihun. My daily FaceTime call from my love. "Hey, babe. How are you?" he says. "Okay. Tired after the day. You okay?" I say. "Yes I'm fine. I always have a smile on my face and you should too, beautiful" Sihun smiles. "Yeah I do" I say. "Baby, you know I love to see that happy smile. I hate it when you're down" he smiles. "Yeah I know. You known me. I have my insecurities that I'm not proud of" I say. "We all have insecurities, Y/ N but you're beautiful and don't get into your head that you should be someone else because you were born to be you. I gave told you this time and time again. You never believe me" Sihun said. "I'm sorry, Sihun. You're an amazing boyfriend who makes me so happy" I say. We had a short but sweet conversation on FaceTime. I always smile by the end

It's a few days later and I'm out with my friends at the mall. My two good friends. They know about my insecurities and thinking I'm not good enough. They tell me not to worry too and I'm beautiful just the way I am. Sometimes a bit of retail therapy is just what I need to get by. My friends are keeping me going. We look in shops that we like. Sometimes shops that we can't afford. I'm not into all the designer brands. "Tiffany & Co. let's go in there" my friend Heyoon said. "Okay" I reply. "Look it's Rosé" said my other friend Kyungmi. "She's so gorgeous. Wish I was like her" I reply. I have always really admired Rosé's beauty and her as a person. "We tell you all the time, Y/ N. You're beautiful just the way you are" Heyoon said. Rosé was all over the store as she's the ambassador for Tiffany & Co. She is just so beautiful. We looked there for a bit before going to the food court for something to eat to finish off our trip to the mall. I go back home but I stop at Sihun's on the way back. The apartment he shares with Seongjun and Junghwan. He doesn't know I'm coming. I feel like I need to see him after getting fixated on Rosé earlier. I ring the doorbell and Junghwan answers. "Is Sihun around?" I ask. "Yes he is. Come in. You are his girlfriend" he said. I go into and go to Sihun's room. I knock on the door. "Who is it?" he asks. "It's me. Your girlfriend" I say. "Oh. Come in, babe" he said. "Hey" I say closing the door behind me. "What's the matter, sweetie? It's not like you to come here unexpectedly" he said. "Yeah I know I just wanted to see you" I say. "Okay that's fine. I always have time for you" Sihun smiles. I lay on his bed next to him. "So did you have fun with your friends today?" he asks. "Yeah I did but we went into Tiffany & Co and Rosé from BLACKPINK is their ambassador. Sihun, I kinda got a bit fixated on her. I wish I was as beautiful as her and the other girls" I say. "Y/ N, that's ridiculous to say. Rosé is a beautiful woman but you're a more beautiful woman in my eyes. Baby, I love you" Sihun said. "I love you too. I'm sorry. I must be the sillies person on this earth" I say. "No you're not. I love you, Y/ N" he smiles pulling me in for a kiss. Well I guess I'm just silly and I shouldn't doubt myself like that but sometimes I can't help it

Another few weeks have passed and I am still feeling insecure about myself and still want to be like the pretty idols I admire. Sihun keeps on telling me I'm the most beautiful girl in the world. I do think he's so sweet to say that all the time. I know that he loves me and I love him too. So we both love each other. Sihun is busy working in the studio this weekend for BDC's upcoming comeback so I'm not really seeing him. I'm kinda down because I see him on weekends usually. I don't feel like he has time for me anymore even though I know he loves me. I had to make other plans with my cousin because I didn't know what to do. Anyway I like spending time with my cousins still the same but I prefer hanging out with my boyfriend but he's busy. I am out for dinner with my cousin tonight which is nice. We are in the restaurant eating now when my phone pings with a text from Sihun. "What did he say?" my cousin asks. "Nothing" I say. "Oh tell me" she said. "Just that he loves me and he'll see me when he can" I reply. She smiles. I had a nice meal with my cousin. We then go home and I lay on my be watching Netflix on my laptop. As I was watching Netflix, the doorbell rang. Since my parents were in thief room already, I had to go and answer it. I open the door and it's Sihun dressed up smartly with his guitar and a rose in this mouth. "Hello, beautiful" he said. "Hi. I wasn't expecting to see you here tonight" I say. "Have you got time for a late night date to get food?" Sihun said. "Okay sure. I'll just have to get dressed. I'm not really hungry but I missed you today" I say. "I missed you too, beautiful" he said. I go upstairs and take 10 minutes to get dressed out of my pjs. Can't go out in my pjs it's embarrassing. "Okay let's go" Sihun says as I come to the door. "Yes" I smile. I run out the door. It's 11pm. I never go out at this time but it's an expectation as I haven't seen my boyfriend all day so I make time for him even though I went out to eat with my cousin earlier. Sihun is always here to cheer me up. The only person in my life who does that when I'm down

We get in Sihun's car and drive to a takeaway drive thru. It was a fried chicken place. I love fried chicken. Yum! "So what do you want, babe" he asks. "Ummmm just fried chicken with fries" I say. "How about fries to share and a drink each" he said. I nodded my head in agreement. Be orders what we want and we take it back to the car to eat. First we drive somewhere to pull up and eat. We pull up at a quiet parking lot to eat our fried chicken. "Here we are. We can eat in the dark in the car" Sihun says. "Sure" I smile. We tuck into our chicken in the car. It's getting on for midnight now. But it's okay. I don't have work tomorrow. We just enjoy our our chicken in the car. "So what made you come by tonight?" I ask. "To see you of course, silly" Sihun said. "Yeah awwwww that's so sweet of you, hun" I say. "Okay, Y/ N. Can I sing to you?" He asks. "Of course I would love that. You always put a smile on my face" I smile. He gets his guitar from the back and stands by me with the door open and plays and sings Feel Special by Twice on his guitar. I think that's one of my favourite songs. I love it. It's great and Sihun makes me feel special too. He sings the song for me twice because it's Twice. "Love it, Sihun. You made me feel so special like always" I say. "Honey, you are special so you should feel special" he smiles. "I love you" I smile. "I love you too" he smiles leaning into kiss me. We had a nice late night date together and Sihun made me feel so special by singing Feel Special to me. I couldn't be more thankful for him in my life. I will promise to have more confidence in the future

A/ N: hope you liked it once again yanagirenjiidealtype. I enjoyed writing for you again. I haven't really listened to BDC before. I'll have to. I know Shoot The Moon. I will listen to them before their comeback. Sihun is quite cute but my bias is probably Junghwan