KPOP IMAGINES BOOK 2

🖤 Sunwoo- The Boyz 🖤

This imagine was requested by -snowology-

I suffer from insomnia and I can't sleep at night. I have the sweetest and bestest boyfriend who tries to help me through it. His name is Kim Sunwoo and we have been dating for 8 months. He is always there for me no matter what. He is also the cutest too. Sunwoo and I have known each other since middle school and have kept in touch since. We realised we had feelings for each other about a year ago and then we started dating and have been happy ever since. My insomnia can be quite bad from time to time and I just wish it would stop and not affect me anymore. I hate having insomnia and not being able to sleep at night when I need to. Sunwoo tries his best to help but sometimes it's just too much for me to take and I just want it all to stop. I'm not getting any help from professionals but maybe I should. I don't always listen to people as I should. I often work too much and feeling exhausted during the day. I should start listening to people more often maybe. I want to sleep but that's not always the case. I am laying in my bed trying to sleep but different thoughts come into my mind and overload my mind with things. I have nightmares a few times too. Sunwoo tries his very best to comfort me and be there for me no matter what. It isn't always easy dealing with this thing I've got. Just want it to go away and leave me forever. I try to sleep but I just can't right now. Two hours have passed and I'm still wide asleep but can't sleep despite being so tired. So I pick up my phone and call Sunwoo. He said he would answer anytime of the days even the middle of the night. "Sunwooie, I can't sleep. I'm so tried but just can't sleep" I say. "Sweetie, it's okay. Just try if you can" Sunwoo replies. "It's not that easy I need to sleep but I just can't" I reply. "Look, babe. I'm coming. I know it's 1 in the morning but I feel like I should be with you. It's the only way" Sunwoo said. "Sunwoo, I don't want to disturb you from your sleep. You need it too. You stay" I say. "I'm coming, Y/ N. Hold on" Sunwoo said. I put down the phone and try to sleep if I can

Sunwoo arrives at my place even though it was 1am. I really needed him here more than anything and I love him too. He's the only person who can make me feel better. I told him the door was open so he walked in. My parents and sister are in their beds so he didn't want to disturb them but they won't hear a thing. Sunwoo quietly walks into my bedroom. "Baby, I'm here. Don't worry" he said. "I need you, Sunwooie" I say. "I'm right here, cupcake" Sunwoo said. He looks at me and crawls into bed next to me. "I'm so sorry" I say. "Y/ N, please. Don't be sorry. It's not your fault. Nothing is your fault. I love you and I'd do anything for you" he said. "I just can't take this anymore. Insomnia sucks when I'm al tired. It's not fair" I sob. "Baby, I'm right here. Don't you worry. I got you" Sunwoo said kissing my head. I cry in his arms as he holds me close to him. He didn't want to let me go and I didn't want to let him go. I just wanted to stay close to Sunwoo forever and ever. I still cry on his shoulders as he holds me tight and close to him. I eventually stopped crying and tried to fall asleep. I could feel the warmth of Sunwoo's body next to mine. I love the way he feels next to me. I stopped my crying and eventually fell asleep in Sunwoo's arms holding me so close. I can't tell you how thankful I was for him right at that moment

A few weeks later and I listened to Sunwoo, my family and friends and decided to get professional help for my insomnia. I think it's helping. I shouldn't got help ages ago and not struggled through way I was. I thought I could manage on my own and with friends and family but it was getting too much for me. Way too much for me. I'm doing a bit better now with help. My therapist is really nice. She is friendly, supportive and calm and helps me through things. She said I can call her anytime of the day if I'm struggling.  I've had to call her during the night before when I couldn't sleep which I felt bad for doing. She didn't mind though. I have the best therapist. Sunwoo is picking me up after my therapy session this afternoon. I don't know if we will go anywhere or he will just take me straight home. I don't know. We will have to see what today brings. I am at therapy now. The session is an hour and it really helps. I had a good session and I leave the centre. Sunwoo is here in his car waiting for me. He takes me anywhere and picks me up from anywhere since I don't drive yet. I walk out and jump in his car. "Hey, babe. How was it?" he smiles. "Yeah it was alright" I reply. "Give me a kiss, beautiful" Sunwoo said. "Of course, handsome" I smile kissing his cheek. "I meant on my lips" he said. "Oh sorry, love" I say. We both giggle. Sunwoo starts the engine and drives off. "So where do you wanna go? Home or somewhere with me" he said. "Hmmmm somewhere with you of course" i say. "Of course I want to go somewhere with you" he replies. We drive and decide to get a naughty KFC as we haven't got something like that in ages. Sunwoo treated me of course but he's always treating me. We drive to the park and decided to sit and eat it on the park bench with it being a nice evening. "This is nice for a change" Sunwoo said. "It is indeed. Love you. You're always doing everything for me" I say. "I love you too and babe you deserve it" he smiles. Sunwoo and I enjoyed our KFC outside in the park in the fresh air. A nice thing to do after I had my therapy session

I am doing much better now with my insomnia and therapy. I am sleeping better now and taking medication for it. Sunwoo has been there for me no matter what. He always says that and I'm so thankful for him. Therapy and help is what I've always needed but I was too blind to see that and not listen to anyone about getting help. Sunwoo is the best. He keeps me in order because sometimes I can be hard work and stubborn and not listen to people. That's just me I guess. Sunwoo is over at my place today. We have been to the mall shopping and he treated me to a few things. He tells me I can have whatever I want. We are at my place now laying on my bed and Sunwoo has his arms around me and I rest my head on his chest and he holds me close to him. I feel so safe and secure in his arms. "Are you okay, babe?"
Sunwoo asks. "Yes I'm fine. Better for being with you, babe" I reply. "Awe, I'm always better for being with you, my boo. Love you" he said. "Love you too, boo boos" I reply. I take a deep breath and sign. "It's so good seeing you do so much better. It makes my heart so happy" Sunwoo said. I look up at him and smile as he has his arms around me and holds me. I almost fall asleep on Sunwoo's chest and he almost does too. I'm so glad I'm doing so much more better with my mental health now. Mainly all thanks to my wonderful, amazing and sweet boyfriend

A/ N: thank you for your first request -snowology- i really enjoyed writing this one. It was super cute and Sunwoo is super cute too