This imagine was requested by nillavanilla12
This imagine is based on Behind The Mask by Twice
Lately I've been going through a rough patch in life. I haven't been myself. I've just had a lot on my mind. My mom died at Christmas and I've been going through a lot mentally and physically too. Work and uni have also been getting on top of me too. I met this nice guy a few months ago called Hwang Dongjun. We are friends. We got pretty close in a short space of time. He is not my boyfriend. Just my friend. He does care about me a lot too. He is one of my nicest guys I've met. You became friends instantly. I have been holding back from Dongjun. Not being open to him how I feel. Maybe I have feelings for him but I do have other things going on in my mind too. I've been kinda distant from him over the last few weeks when I shouldn't really. I regret holding back from him and not being myself around him. Dongjun probably knows there is something going on with me why I'm not being myself and holding back. I have never liked showing my weaknesses before. I don't like getting emotional in front of people. That's not me. Anyway I am at home after I have been to uni. I live with my dad. The house feels so empty and not like a home since my mom died. I would do anything to have her back. Anything at all. Dongjun never met my mom but I think she would've liked him. She liked everyone. I lay on my bed and my phone is next to me. It rings. Thought it might have been my dad calling on his way home from work but it was Dongjun. He hasn't called me in like a week. "Hey" I say. "Hi, Y/ N" he said. "Hi, Dongjun" I reply. "You okay? You don't seem yourself again" he said. "No I'm okay. Don't worry about me. I'm just tired" I reply. "Y/ N, I am worried about you. You're my friend and I want you to be okay. I know I haven't known you that long but I still care about you, Y/ N. You can open up to me about anything" Dongjun said. "No I'm honestly okay, Dongjun. Thank you for your concern" I reply. "Okay, Y/ N, I'm just trying to help you said I-I care about you" he said. "No I'm just tired, Dongjun. It's all fine" I reply. "Okay" he said. I hang up on him a minute later. I do appreciate Dongjun checking up on me. It shows that he is a kind and caring guy who genuinely cares about me. It's great to have a friend like him
It's a few days later and I've started to feel more emotional again and had a break down. Maybe I really need to tell Dongjun and be honest with him that I'm struggling. He'll be able to help me. I know he will. We shouldn't keep secrets from the people we know. I drive to Dongjun's place after work. I hope he's in so I can tell him how I'm feeling. I hope he's in and I hope I can tell him. Dongjun has been my shoulder to cry on before. I pull up outside his place and walk up the drive. Hope his parents don't answer. I ring on the doorbell and it was his mom that answered. "Hello" she said. "Hi. Is Dongjun there? I'm a friend of his" I say. "Yeah" she said. She calls him and he comes down. "Y/ N, it's you" he said. "Hi, Dongjun. Sorry just to show up" I say. "No worries. Come in please. You must be cold" he said. He introduced me to his parents and then we went upstairs to his room. They thought I was his new girlfriend at first but he reassured them that I'm just his friend. "So what's the matter, Y/ N? You look down" Dongjun asks. "Well there is a lot going on in my mind, Dongjun and I don't want what to do" I reply. "Just tell me, Y/ N and I'll be able to help you" he said touching my hand reassuringly. "I'm not doing very good mentally or emotionally. A lot of things have been on my mind recently" I say. "Awe, Y/ N. Don't worry. I'm here for you no matter what. Okay just remember that" Dongjun says looking into my eyes. "I'm so sorry for being distant from you too. It's nothing you've done" I say. "It's okay. I was just worried about you. Didn't seem yourself for a while" Dongjun said. "Yeah I know but at least I got you" I smile. "Yeah friends forever" he smiles. Dongjun sits and comforts me for a while. He is just who I needed to see. I feel better for seeing Dongjun
Dongjun has been helping me through things over the last few weeks. He's been like my therapist. I am already feeling a lot better and stronger all thanks to him. I know I should've opened up to him sooner about the way I was feeling with life. He could've helped me sooner but he's helping me now which is great. I feel like we are getting closer too which us great. I think I do have feelings for Dongjun now and I think he has feelings for me. He is so sweet to me and checks on me and gets things to cheer me up. Awwwww he is just the sweetest. Today I am feeling a little down as I've had a busy day so I'm just laying low for a bit. I am at home laying on my bed when my phone rings and it's Dongjun. "Hi" I say. "Hey. You hope?" he said. "I am" I reply. "Cool. Wanna go out tonight with me?" Dongjun asks. "Sure but I'm a bit tired" I reply. "We won't be going out for long. Just a bit" he said. "Where would we be going?" I ask. "Just somewhere nice" he said. "Okay when are you coming" I say. "Like in about 20 minutes" Dongjun said. "Alright I'll be ready" I reply. "Alright see you soon" he said. Ohhhh I wonder where Dongjun is taking me. Somewhere top secret I guess. I get changed and sort out my hair before he arrives. He tells me when he's outside. I get in the car. "Hey" I say. "Hey, you" Dongjun said. "This is cool. Where we going?" I say. "Yeah. First we are going for food if you're hungry" he said. Dongjun drives off and we arrive at a burgers and fries place not long after and get something to eat from there. We order from the drive thru. We order burgers, fries and a drink each. Dongjun them drives off. "Where are we going? Are we not eating yet?" I ask. "We are. Just going somewhere that's all" he said looking at me. It's getting dark out and I don't want to be out too late but it's okay since I'm with Dongjun. I yawn as I was getting tired. "It's okay we will be there soon" he said. Dongjun drives his car to the top of a hill. Somewhere I've never been before. "So here we are" Dongjun smiles. "Okay" I say. "Let's tuck in and eat before it goes cold" he said. "Yeah" I reply. "See the nice night sky" he smiles. I smile back at him. Me and Dongjun sit in the car eating our burgers and fries and sipping on our drinks. It was a nice night
When Dongjun and I had finished eating our food, we get out of the car and sit on the bonnet and look at the night sky. I've seen people do that before and I've always found it cool. Dongjun smiles at me and puts his arms around me. "Y/ N" he said. "Well we have grown closer this last few weeks" I say. "Yes we have. Definitely. Dongjun, you have helped me through so much. I feel like a better and stronger person thanks to you" I say. "Well I'm so glad you do because I can see that" he said. "Dongjun, I think you have somewhat saved my life. If it wasn't for you I would've probably ended up killing myself by now" I say. "No you wouldn't have" he said. Then there was an awkward silence between us. "Dongjun, there is something I should say to you" I say. "Sure, Y/ N" he replies. "I think I have feelings for you. We have not even known each other for a year yet and we have become very close with each other" I say. "Yes we have definitely" Dongjun interrupts. "I appreciate so much everything you do for me and how kind and caring you are. I understand if you don't feel the same way about me" I say. "No, Y/ N. What makes you think that?" he replies. "Because you didn't say it back. Just say, Dongjun" I say. "Y/ N, sorry I was just thinking. Of course I feel the same way about you. I really like you more than a friend" Dongjun said. "I do indeed too" I smile. Dongjun smiles and pulls me in and kisses me. We kiss for a few minutes while sat on the front of his car. We then held hands for a bit and he took me home. Dongjun and I do have feelings for each other so yes I think we are together now. So happy I've got someone like him in my life
A/ N: I wanted to do an imagine based on Behind The Mask as I love it and it's my favourite Twice b side. I love Twice dearly. I've been obsessed with them for a while now and I can't get enough of them. I watch them everyday. My gorgeous girls. Thanks for requesting Dongjun again
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