This imagine was requested by yanagirenjiidealtype
This imagine is kinda based on Do 4 Me
I broke up with my boyfriend Kwak Dawit last month and it hasn't been easy as we were happy together for 9 months. It wasn't working between us as he has a busy life and career in the group EPEX. I have always felt like our relationship was pretty much one sided and I was doing everything for him and he was doing nothing for me. I realise that the life of an idol is hectic and he couldn't fit me into his life. Maybe we should've never got together. I thought that Dawit and I had real and true love that was love at first sight but it was all on my side I feel. He was a good boyfriend at first and then I don't know what happened after that. Things just fell apart I guess. I ended things with him though. Dawit was heartbroken. He started crying in front of me and begging me not to breakup with him. He said he'll be a better boyfriend if I gave him another chance. But I just didn't. You can't be in a relationship that you're putting in all the effort and your other half isn't. I do miss Dawit and being with him. He is a really sweet guy and I do miss him but maybe we just weren't meant to be. I never thought that till we broke up. I miss us being together the most. I miss Dawit of course. He was the bestest boyfriend I could've asked for. I am at home as I've just got back from work. I go straight into the kitchen and grab a glass of water. My phone rings and it's Dawit. I answer. "Dawit" I say. "Oh sorry, Y/ N. I dialled you by accident" Dawit said. "Oh okay. How are you anyway? I-I-I miss you" I say. "I'm good and yeah I miss you too, Y/ N" he said. "Bye" I say. "Bye" he replies. Did he actually call me by accident or did he mean to? I wonder what but yes I do miss Dawit
It's a few days later and I've been thinking about Dawit a lot. Maybe I still some type of way about him. We were together for 9 months which was quite a long time. I am home now from work and I plan on having an evening to myself. You know just chilling after a long and busy day at work. I have just made myself dinner and I'm sat on the couch eating it now. I do like cooking but sometimes I can be too tired. I cooked today though. I go in the kitchen and wash up my things and then sit back on the couch ready for some TV. Just as I was about to sit down, the doorbell goes. I got up and opened it and it's Dawit. I was surprised to see him after that accidental phone call last week. "Dawit" I say. "Y/ N, are you busy. I need to talk to you" he said. "Okay sure. Come in" I reply. He comes in and closes the door. We sit on the couch and talk. "I miss you, Y/ N. I really do. Life is not the same without you since we parted" Dawit said. "Well I do miss you too but I think we did right ending things when we did. It was for the better" I say. "But hang on. You just said you missed me when we talked the other day" he replies. "Well I did. Then I realised that it was me who was putting all the effort into our relationship not you. Dawit, I was kinda sick and tired of it being the only one in this relationship" I say. "Y/ N, look I'm sorry. I know I was a bad boyfriend. You were the only girl I have ever been with and don't want to be with anyone else not ever" Dawit said. "Well you weren't all bad. I just wanted a relationship where you were going to be there, Dawit. It was one sided to me. All on my side" I say. "I know what you're saying and feeling. I'm sorry, Y/ N. I guess it won't fix things" Dawit said. "Maybe but I need time. More time to think" I say. "Okay, Y/ N. I'll leave" he says. I grab Dawit's hand and pull him in and kiss him. Uh oh. I don't even know what I was thinking of. I just did it. I just pulled him in and kissed him like that. I was surprised to see Dawit drop by tonight. I didn't mean to kiss him like that. He practically run away after. If only I could turn back time
Dawit's POV
It's been a few weeks since Y/ N just kissed me like that. I walked away from her as it just suddenly happened. She kissed me after saying she missed me and how she thought our relationship was just one sided on her side. I didn't know what to do. I had no choice but to go. I came to Y/ N's hoping to move on and start again and no that didn't happen. She was going to start a fight with me over it. I do still think about Y/ N sometimes and wish we were still together and we never broke up and I was a better boyfriend to her and put her first above anything. I just wanted to show her that I still cared about her and to give me another chance. Mystery things have been coming to our dorm lately and I can only think they are from Y/ N. It is addressed from no sender but I can only think the gifts I've been receiving are from Y/ N. So far I've had chocolates, bath hamper and a balloon. What will come next? I wonder what and will it be from Y/ N. The boys and i are coming home from practice. We get taken home by a taxi and arrive soon. We will be cooking between us as we have ingredients in the house that we need to use. There was something by the door in a box. "Dawit. It's for you, Hyung" Ayden said. "Oh is it" I reply. "Wonder who it's from?" Jeff said. We go in the house and put the box on the kitchen table. The guys stand around me. "Can tell please backup?" I say. They move back and let me open the box. Inside the box was a giant cookie. It had writing written on that said 'Dawit, please forgive me. Y/ N xxx'. So I looked at it for a moment. "So she still loves you, Man" Baekseung said. "Ohhhh yeah she does" Yewang said. "She wants you back" MU said. "Maybe. I should talk to her. Think the other gifts are from her" I say. "Looks like it. Would be a coincidence if they weren't" A-Min said. I go into my room and call Y/ N. Maybe we should talk to each other in person. Anyway I want to thank her for the cute cookie. She answers after a couple of rings. "Hey, Y/ N. It's me Dawit" I say. "Hi. What's up?" she replies. "Well I just wanted to say thank you for the nice cookie you sent and the other things too" I say. "You're welcome. Look, Dawit. I'm doing that because I'm sorry" Y/ N said. "I should be the one who's sorry not you. Sorry for being a crap boyfriend and not putting you first when were together. I suppose we should talk this out face to face" i say. We hang up the phone and I go over to Y/ N's where it is private
I called a cab and it took me to Y/ N's place. I arrived soon and went in. "I do agree. We do need to talk. We need to talk for a while about things. About us. Where we stand" Y/ N said. "Yes" I smile. I sit on the couch next to her and take a deep breath and say "Y/ N, I think we should give each other another chance or you should give me another chance. Whichever you want. I just think I could be a much better boyfriend then I was. Sorry I did let other things take over and kinda forgot about you a bit". "Maybe I should give you another chance, Dawit. I do still have feelings for you and I never wanted to let you go. I know it was my fault why we broke up or you could say it was both our faults at the end of the day. And I'm sorry for kissing you like that night. I don't know what got into me" Y/ N said. "Look it's okay, Y/ N and Yeah possibly. Y/ N, I am willing to work on this relationship long term and never let you go again" I say. "Okay I hope so. I'll give you another chance, Dawit. Since I can't stop thinking about you and since I got you all those gifts too" she smiles. "Yes I love all those gifts but I love you too" I say. "Love you too" Y/ N said. "Come here" I said pulling her in for a kiss. We kissed for a couple of minutes and it turned into something more. Something a little hot and steamy. So yeah we decided to get back together and spend the time together to celebrate. I will be a much better boyfriend to Y/ N this time
A/ N: EPEX are great. I like their comeback. It's growing on me. Wish with his pink hair. There is something about boys with pink hair. Wow! Anyone with pink hair I like. Thought I'd make this imagine a bit different based on the song. Hope you thought it was good
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