KPOP IMAGINES BOOK 2

💗 Rano- E'LAST 💗

This imagine was requested by yanagirenjiidealtype

Byun Yongseop and I were in a relationship for 6 months but we broke up now. We have been broken up too months now. Our relationship ended as we both used to go out and drink too much together and with our friends. We vowed to stop but we never did. Yongseop made a bit of a habit of it and did it a lot and I think that's why our relationship didn't last. I do miss Yongseop a lot. To add to things I found out I was pregnant just after we broke up. I broke the news to Yongseop just after and he said he isn't ready to be a father yet and he needs to think of it more. I decided I am keeping the baby after considering having an abortion. I talked myself out of it as I don't really believe in that kinda thing anymore. I think he would be a good father once he puts his mind to it. I am 3 months pregnant now with our baby and studying for a full time degree at the same time as thinking about raising a baby alone as my ex boyfriend focuses on himself and what he wants. I do miss Yongseop. I was starting to love him. To love him a lot but all that's gone now as we are no longer together and I'm in this situation. I wish we would've been more careful in the bedroom then this wouldn't have happened. I sometimes get calls from Yongseop saying that he's still thinking about if he wants this. I don't want him to be a father to our child if he goes out and gets drunk all the time. That's not what anyone wants for their child. I still feel like he would be a good father. He said he would help with anything that I needed. Yongseop is over at my place now helping with some DIY. I haven't been able to look after my home or myself as I've been getting bad morning sickness. I spend most of my time with my head in the toilet these days. "All done, Y/ N" Yongseop said. "Okay thank you" I say. He comes into the bathroom and sees me throwing up. "Awe I feel so sorry for you. This can't be nice" he said. "No it's not" I reply. "Okay I'll get going now. Leave you in peace" Yongseop said. "Yongseop, thank you for your help. I really appreciate it. I haven't felt up to much these days with this" I reply. "No don't worry, Y/ N. I'm always here for you even though I need more time to think about things" he said. "Yeah I understand that" i say. He looks at me and smiles before taking off. Think he wanted to kiss me but obviously wouldn't have been nice after I threw up. I will give Yongseop more time to think about what he wants

I keep on having flashbacks about when Yongseop and I were together. Especially when we got drunk together. That was definitely something else. Lots of funny memories of those times. I am hoping he will change his mind soon about being a father because I want him in mine and our baby's life. He is a good guy though when he didn't go out and get drunk all the time. I do want a life with him and our child who means a lot to me already. I just keep on having flashbacks of our relationship together. There was one time where we both had drinks to be place and we started making cocktails together as I learnt how to do it from a tutorial on YouTube. I know how to make an amazing strawberry daiquiri and Yongseop used to love it. He used to always ask for it. He said it was delicious. I can't make the alcohol version anymore since I'm pregnant as I don't want to harm our precious baby. Yongseop and I always used to drink cocktails together and had a good time. "Babe, you're cocktails taste just as good as you" Yongseop said. "No the cocktails taste better, babe" I reply. "You're being silly now, babe" Yongseop replies. I laughed. He smirked and kissed my neck then as I made the strawberry daiquiri cocktail from scratch. "Looks amazing just like you" he said. "Thanks but you look amazing, honey pie" I say. Yongseop laughs. We went to the table and sat down with the cocktails we made and started drinking but we didn't do it too much as we didn't want to get a headache straight away. I didn't want to feel drunk straight away. However later, I ended up making another cocktail after running to the local shop to buy something. I made a simple mojito then. My ultimate favourite cocktail and I learnt how to make it at home. "Cheers again, babe" Yongseop said as we sat down on the couch again. "Yes absolutely" I reply. He gave me a drunk kiss and yeah that was the start of something. If only we were sober then but we weren't. Yongseop and I remember all the times we got drunk together and I kinda miss that. Maybe we will go back to that in the future

I am now 8 months into my pregnancy and I'm excited and getting ready for the birth of our baby. It's a girl. I found out in expecting a girl. Yongseop and I are kinda back together. Although we keep on getting back together and breaking up again. Maybe that isn't good for us and our baby too. Don't want our daughter to come from a broken home. I didn't. Neither did Yongseop. I know he's a good guy and he said he would change for me and our baby. He said he wants to come over and talk tonight so I said yes. I guess we are still together, however sometimes I don't really know. I am tidying up my apartment for Yongseop coming soon. He should be here in the next half an hour or so. I'm looking forward to seeing him and we can try and sort something out between us. I got cupcakes from the bakery my friend works at for tonight for us. I thought it would be nice to have something for when Yongseop comes tonight. Hope he'll like them. I put my feet up for a few minutes before he arrives. It feels good to sit down. I've been needing to sit down a lot more now that I'm in my eighth month of pregnancy. Yongseop tells me I need to take it easy as well as I'm carrying his child. The door opens and he walks in as I left the door unlocked. "Hi, Y/ N. I'm here. How are you?" Yongseop said. "Hey. I'm not bad. Just tired" I reply. "Ohhhh I see you've got cupcakes" he says. "Yes I have from my friend. Help yourself" I reply. "Thank you" Yongseop smiles. "So yes we should talk. About us and the baby too" I say. "Yes we should. Y/ N, I don't want our baby growing up with a mom and dad who are not together. I want her to grow up with two loving parents who love each other more than anything and I love you. I still love you, Y/ N. You're an amazing and strong woman and you've almost been alone throughout this pregnancy and I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry for being an awful human being. I was selfish thinking I wasn't ready for fatherhood but I think I'm ready now" Yongseop said. "Yongseop, you weren't being bad or anything like that. This came as a shock to both of us when we found out I was pregnant and we both didn't know what to do so it's okay I forgive you now" I say. "Are you sure? Don't just be doing this for me or the baby. Do it for you, Yongseop" I say. "I am doing it for both of us and her too" he said putting his hand on my bump and smiling. He shuffles closer to me and starts kissing me. We made out for a couple of minutes before I felt a twinge in my stomach. "Ohhhh" I say. "Sorry, Y/ N" Yongseop said. "No it's okay. Think it's just a false alarm but I don't know" I reply. He smiled. So Yongseop and I have both made the executive decision to get back together for our sake and our baby girls sake too

Our daughter Jiyoon was born just a few days after. She is now 2 weeks old and me and Yongseop are gradually getting used to parenthood. He is kinda living with me. He hasn't officially moved in yet. He still had stuff at his place that he needs to move across. Baby Jiyoon is beautiful. She was a healthy 7lbs 9oz which is a good weight for a newborn. We are proud parents to her already and it's only been a couple of weeks. It's exhausting being a new mother but I am getting through it. Yongseop and I both vowed to stay sober for our little girl Jiyoon. We love having cuddles with her. She's so cuddly and adorable. Love her so much. I have just taken a nap for a couple of hours and Yongseop was watching Jiyoon who was sleeping too. All she does at the moment is a sleep, eat and poop. All babies do that. We've had to change a lot of smelly diapers so far. I walk into the nursery, what used to be the office actually. Yongseop is sat on the chair holding baby Jiyoon to his chest and rocking her gently. "Hey, daddy" I say. "Hey, mommy. Did you get done sleep?" he asks. "Yes I did. A bit" I yawn. "You still look tired. Bless you. Jiyoonie woke up and I made her a bottle. I like feeding her" Yongseop said. "Awwwww" I smile. "Think she's gone to sleep again. I don't want to move her as she's so sound" he said. I smiled back. I see Jiyoon's little face twitch and my heart melted for a second. Yongseop kissed her head softly and place her gently back in her crib in the room. We let our baby girl sleep. Our newborn daughter got us back together and we are so thankful for that. This parenting thing Yongseop and I could get used to

A/ N: sorry for the delay on this imagine. Things came up at the weekend but it was a good one. How beautiful is Rano with that hair? He's prettier than me lol. yanagirenjiidealtype I hope you liked it once again and mind me doing a pregnancy based one. My fave thing to write about. I love it