KPOP IMAGINES BOOK 2

💜 Kyungmun- YOUNITE 💜

This imagine was requested by yanagirenjiidealtype

I have been hurt in the past by bad people in my life. I have never had any luck with love. I was dating a guy but it turns out he was just using me for one thing and one thing only. He kinda abused me and mistreated me in a way. There is this guy who I've had feelings for for years. His name is Lim Kyungmun and he's very cute but I just don't think he likes me in that way. He watched me get hurt by the guy I was last with and did nothing about it. He used to go to my school and is a friend of my cousins so he's always been around. Personally I have kind of lost trust with guys now after what happened last time. That guy put me off finding love as he was bad. I've been going through a rough time recently because of this. Since I got my heart broken by a son of a bitch. I don't want Kyungmun to turn out like that. I don't know if he will. I'm thinking all guys are the same now. I've only ever had true feelings for Kyungmun before and I still have feelings for him now even though I don't think he gives a damn about me. My cousin Eunsang has invited me over to his today for a party or something like that. I didn't want go alone so I asked my friend Seona to come with me. She didn't want me to go alone and feel awkward especially after what I've been going through. She knows all that. We arrived at Eunsang's. Kyungmun is there by the looks. We walk into my aunt and uncles house. They are not there. "Look who's here. Cousin" Eunsang said. "Hey" I say. We were pretty close growing up as kids. A little less now. Eunsang is a great guy though and cousin too. Kyungmun was sat in the lounge with other people they had invited. "Anything to eat or drink, girls?" Eunsang asks. "No I'm good thanks" Seona said. "Just water I'll have please" I say. "Of course. We are about to play games. Join us" Eunsang said. Seona and I take a seat. The game voted for was spin the bottle. Oh no I hate that game. Makes me feel awkward an uncomfortable as it involves kissing and physical contact which I don't like. I hate that kinda thing. Eunsang started off off the game by spinning. The bottle landed on one of the guys and he refused to kiss him so he was out. Then was Kyungmun's go so he had to remove an item of clothing so he took off his shirt for a minute. I could see two other girls looking at him. It was a while till my go and I sat there feeling uncomfortable for who knows how long

It was now my turn for spin the bottle. I was nervous to see who it was going to land on and what I was going to have to do. Could be anything from a kiss on a cheek to 7 minutes in heaven. I take the chance and spin the bottle and to my dismay, it lands on Kyungmun. "Okay you're going to have 7 minutes in heaven. Haha" one of the guys says. I looked at Kyungmun and got up and ran away. I can't do this. Not 7 minutes in heaven. That's the worst one. 7 minutes in hell more like. I ran away upstairs as far as I could until Kyungmun found me. "Y/ N, why did you run away like that?" he said. "Because I did" I reply. "We need to do 7 minutes in heaven. Care to join me" Kyungmun said. "No I don't because I don't like that kinda thing and you don't like me" I reply. "Y/ N, I never said I didn't like you. What makes you think that?" he said. "I just know you don't" I reply. "Don't be like this. We have a game to play" Kyungmun said. "You can't me if I don't want to" I reply. "Okay we will head back to the circle" he said. "I don't know if I want to" I sigh. I sit down on the floor on the landing upstairs. I look at Kyungmun and put my head in my knees. He walks away from me and doesn't say anything. I start to cry for a while on the landing. Seona comes to check on me. "Y/ N, what's the matter. Kyungmun said you were upset" she said. "Yes I didn't want to play that game. Especially one that's intimate" I reply. "Well you should've said" Seona said. "I know Kyungmun doesn't like me in that way, Seona but I like him" I say. "Did he say anything?" she asks. "No not really he just said that he didn't say anything like that so how am I to know" I say. "Dry your tears and let's go back in there but you don't have to play the game anymore" Seona smiles. She grabs me a tissue from the bathroom and I dry my eyes and we go back into the room. We overheard a conversation between Kyungmun and another guy. "I don't know what her problem is. Why she is always like this? She just started crying like a baby in front of me" he said to the other guy. I knew immediately he was talking about me. Who else would he be talking about? "I think I should get going now guys" I say. "Don't leave Y/ N. We were having fun. You don't have to play the game. Just sit and watch" Eunsang said. "No it's okay. I'll call a cab home. Sorry, Eunsang to leave" I reply. "Okay whatever you want. Don't want to make you sad" he said. I looked at Seona and she followed me outside. She understood why I wanted to leave and heard Kyungmun's conversation about me. I couldn't stay there knowing he was talking about me behind my back. I was better off at home where I didn't feel uncomfortable. He hurt me and I don't know if I can forgive him did that. He finds me a joke after all I've been through