KPOP IMAGINES BOOK 2

🧡 Ruki- JO1 🧡

This is my own original idea

This imagine is based on One Day by Monsta X

Ruki's POV

I broke up with my girlfriend Y/ N about a year ago. I've been missing her ever since we broke up. I was the one who decided to finish our 7 month relationship as I didn't think it was working out but I deeply regretted it in the end. I regretted it for a long time after. My friends never liked Y/ N. They thought she was out of my league and didn't always treat me right. I know it's been more than a year since Y/ N and I broke up but I'm definitely not over her. I still think about her everyday and wish she was still in my arms like she was. Breaking up is a hard thing to do and also is getting over someone. I think I'm doing okay at times getting over Y/ N. It's not been easy at first but it's getting easier now. My friends told me I needed to pull myself together at first. They said that because I l know they didn't like Y/ N. Well they didn't know her like I did. No one did. Apparently Y/ N has moved on with other guys now. More than one apparently from what I have heard. Tonight I'm going out with my friends Sho, Ren, Junki and Keigo. We are just going out for a few drinks and a good time. The bar we are going to Y/ N and her friends go to a lot so there is a chance we could run into them I suppose but hopefully it's not awkward if we do. The guys and I are there now and we are ordering drinks. I see Sho and Junki checking out the girls there. Ren and Keigo weren't as much. I wasn't bothered as there is one girl on my mind. My ex. Sometimes drinking and drowning my sorrows helps me get over her more and cope with my feelings. We got our drinks and sat down. "Come on. Let's drink up boys" Ren said. "Oh yeah" Sho said. "Riki, man. What's the matter with you" Keigo said. "Nothing I'm fine. Just thinking" I smile. "About Y/ N. Come on, man. It's been more than a year" Junki said. "Hmmmmm maybe" I reply. "So the answer is yes then" Junki said. I didn't answer that. Anyway we carry on drinking and having a boys night out. My main guys

A group of girls walk in the bar and i spot one of them was Y/ N with her usual group of friends. I recognised all of them I did. I tried not to look at her. "Y/ N, is there" Sho said. "Yeah I know. I saw her walk in" i say. "Mate. I know you're not over her. It's been more than a year" Keigo said. "I know but you guys don't understand that I loved her" I say. "No we don't" Junki said. "We always saw her in a different way to you, Ruki" Ren said. "Well everyone sees things in a different way anyway and I loved Y/ N. Not just attracted to her in that way" I say. "She is hot. You can't deny that" Ren says at the top of his voice. "Shhhhh she might hear you" I say. "Doubt it" he said. One of Y/ N's friends walks by and she sees me and says hi so I said hi back. Didn't want to be rude and ignore her. I think Y/ N spotted me from a distance away. I spotted her too but she didn't go over to me just yet. I carried on trying to look her way and it worked, she looked back at me.  I didn't want to get too distracted by her though. She walked behind me and I said "Hi". "Hi" she smiled. Then she didn't say anything else. She just brushed past and ignored me or it feels like she did. "Talk to her" Keigo whispers. "Long time no see. Good to see you again, Y/ N. Looking well" I smile. "Yeah I guess so. Long time no see" Y/ N said. "Here with friends like me" I say. "Yeah my girls. You know them" she said. "Yes I do" I reply. Y/ N turns around and walks away and goes back to her friends. "Well that was a bit awkward" Sho said. "Yeah I guess so. Brings back memories seeing her. Some good and some bad" I say. "Mate, don't dwell on it" Ren said. "I'll try not to" I reply. Some time passes and me and the guys get some more drinks. I still see Y/ N in the bar. She caught my eye again so I went over to her even though she was with her friends and I saw with mine. I didn't really know what to say to her so it kinda just came out randomly. "Y/ N, I miss you. I miss us" I say. "Ruki, it was a year ago when we broke up. I've kinda moved on now" she said. "Yeah I know. Maybe I should too" I say. "If we got back together. It wouldn't work and i think you know that deep down" Y/ N said. "Well I still love you, Y/ N" I say. "Ruki, not here please" she said. "Sorry I should go" I say walking away. She didn't say a word after that. I went and left her and went back to the guys and we finished our night off and i tried to forget about it. Seeing Y/ N tonight was kinda bittersweet. More bitter than sweet I guess. Maybe I should just erase her out of my mind now

It's been a few months since Y/ N and I ran into each other in the bar. I started to forget about her for a while but I'm thinking about her again. It would've been our anniversary today if we were still together so that kinda brings back bad memories. Good ones too but having flashbacks. It's the fact that she's not bothered about me anymore. That's she's moved on with other things and people. So have I but maybe I should move on from her totally and accept that our relationship ended a long time ago and we won't be getting back together. I drink too much sometimes and when I'm thinking about Y/ N or just when I've had a tough day I have a drink which I know isn't good to drink too much and get wasted as it can cause problems. Maybe I should stop drinking and forget about Y/ N again. She's not just the reason why I start drinking sometimes. There are other reasons too. I should stop drinking soon. I know I should. It's not good. Drinking helps you forget about bad things that are happening in life I guess. I guess Y/ N has moved on herself with other people. Maybe I will find someone who really loves and cares about me in the future and I will be happy then. But I really loved Y/ N so much and I never wanted to let her go. I was the one who ended our relationship when I did not Y/ N so I can't really blame her. Tonight I've had a few drinks and it's gone to my head a bit. I scroll through my phone and find Y/ N's number and randomly drunk dialled her. "Hello" she said. "Y/ N" I say. "Ruki, is that you. You don't sound yourself" Y/ N said. "Sorry I've had a few" I say. "What do you want?" she asks. "I want you, Y/ N" he said. "I know you're drunk and you don't know what you are saying but I've moved on from you now and I'm sure you've moved on from me" Y/ N said. "No I still want you, Y/ N" I say. "Okay" she replies. "Okay sorry. I'll hang up now" I say. I hang up the phone on Y/ N and try to sober up before bed. I didn't mean to drink dial her like that and embarrass myself in front of her and beg for her back

Almost 5 years later and I met a woman who I fell in love with and who fell in love with me. Her name is Hinata and we have a daughter together who is 18 months called Hana and she is our world. She is everything to us. Hinata is the best wife to me and mother to Hana that i could ask for. Everything has come right for me and Y/ N is history now after all these years. My wife doesn't know that my heart was broken by another woman before her. She doesn't have to know as I've found true love now with Hinata. I knew she was the one right from the moment I met her. We got engaged a year after we start dating and we are now happily married with a beautiful little girl who we love so much. Hana is our world. We love taking Hana to the park. She loves playing on the swings and running around too like a happy little girl. Today we are at the park with Hana again today. Hinata and I have been trying for a second baby recently but no results just yet. I am pushing Hana on the swing and she is enjoying it so much. Hinata is observing from the side and watching our baby girl having fun. As I was pushing my daughter on the swing, I see who I think was Y/ N with a man pushing a stroller walking by. I had to look several times but I think it was her. She has dyed her hair but it was her. She looked my way and smiled. "Y/ N" I say. "Ruki" she said. "After all this time we meet with families of our own" I say. "Yes. This is my fiancé Makoto and our 9 month old son Daisuke" Y/ N said. "My wife Hinata and our daughter Hana who is 18 months" i reply. "Glad you've found someone. Glad we both have" Y/ N smiles. Her fiancé seemed like a good guy and the baby was cute. Hana was smiling at Y/ N too. We only spoke for a couple of minutes but I guess it was nice to see her. Hinata asked me after who Y/ N was and I said we used to be together a long time ago. Y/ N looked happy with her new family and I was happy with mine so maybe it was for the better our relationship didn't last because we moved on and found people who we truly love. I did love Y/ N once upon a time though

A/ N: thought I'd do a JO1 imagine as I really like them. Don't listen to jpop that much but I like it. Shion is my bias but I think Ruki is my bias wrecker. Thought One Day was a good song to use for this imagine. Next two wee requests. Trying to rotate between this book and my girl group books