KPOP IMAGINES BOOK 2

🖤 Yesung- Super Junior 🖤

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I have been in love with my friend Kim Jongwoon for years. We have known each other since our uni days. I am 10 years younger than him but we are still good friends. I have had feelings for him for a long time but I don't think he feels the same way about me. He cares about me in a friend way but not in a romantic way. I feel really deeply about him and it hurts to think he doesn't care about me like that. I know he likes another girl, a friend of mine called Hyebin. She likes Jungwoon too. He asked her out and she accepted it so they are going on their first date. If it wasn't for me, they wouldn't know each other. To make matters worse, Jungwoon's close friend Park Jungsoo asked me out on a date but I haven't given him an answer yet. I don't really know him that well so I don't know if I like him. I've only met him a few times. It really hurts me to think that the man I love doesn't feel the same way. I just want to be happy and in love with him but it doesn't look like that now. I would like to think I will be happy sometime in the not to distant future. Tonight Jungwoon and Hyebin are going out on their date. She's asked me to come to her place to help her get ready. This is her first date in a long time. She said she doesn't know what to wear or how to have her hair or do her makeup. I am happy to help her as her friend even though she's going out with the man I love. I am at Hyebin's place now. "What should I wear, Y/ N? Didn't think it would be this stressful" she said. "Don't worry. Just relax. I'll throw together an outfit for you" I say. I look through her closet and find something nice for her to wear. She was pleased with what I choose. I help her do her makeup and I did her hair for her as well. I curled her hair for her and she looked beautiful. "There you go. You look stunning" I say. "Thank you, Y/ N. You are the best" she said. I smile. Hyebin heads off on her date with Jungwoon and I go home and think of them having a nice time on their date wishing it was me instead of her

It's around 11pm now and I am heading to bed for the evening. I turn off the TV, turn out the lights and my cat follows me into my room. I go into the bathroom to clean my teeth and go to the toilet. Just as I was about to get into bed, I hear a knock on the door. I don't normally answer the door at this time in case it's someone dodgy. I open the door and it's Jungwoon stood there soaking wet. "Hey" he said. "Hi" I say. "Can I come in?" he asks. "Yeah" I reply. I felt sorry for him that he was soaking wet so I gave him a towel to dry off. "So how was your date with Hyebin?" I say. "Alright. Didn't go that well. Was kinda awkward to be honest" Jungwoon said. "Oh right. Really? Thought you two liked each other" I say. "Yeah me too but I don't think we would be compatible in a relationship" he said. "Right I see so you won't be going out with her again" I say. "Nope probably not" he said. I make Jungwoon a cup of hot chocolate as he was cold. I couldn't just leave him out there in the pouring rain. "Jungwoon, there is something I need to admit to you" I say. "Okay what have you done, Y/ N" he said seriously. "Nothing really. Well Jungsoo asked me out on a date but I don't know about him" I say. "Go out with him. He's a great guy and I know he likes you" Jungwoon said. "I know he's nice but I don't know. I feel like I would be hurting you if I went out with your friend because you know..." I hesitate. Oh shit I almost told him how I feel. "Well try one date with him. See how it goes" he said. "Okay maybe" I say. Jungwoon ended up sleeping the night on my couch as he was tired and wet so he just decided to crash on my couch. That was fine. We had breakfast together in the morning which was nice. Maybe I will give it a shot and go on one date with Jungsoo and see how it goes. See if we like each other

I have been on a few dates with Jungsoo and it's going okay but I don't really feel that connection with him at the moment. Maybe I will in time. I am still in love with Jungwoon of course. My love will never go away for him. I don't think it will anytime soon. I am totally and utterly in love with him. That's how you feel when you are in love with someone like that. You can't stop thinking about them. That's exactly how I feel about Jungwoon. I never have actually asked him how he feels about me but I don't think he feels the same as he would've said something by now. I am going to Jungsoo's now and we are hanging out together for the evening. I get ready and leave to his place just after. It wasn't long till I was at his place. He opens the door and I walk in. We sit on the couch. Jungsoo had a worried look on his face. "Y/ N, we need to talk. Talk about where this is going" he said. "Okay" I reply. "I don't think we should continue seeing each other. I can tell you have feelings for someone else. Jungwoon" Jungsoo said. "Okay. Yeah actually I agree. You're a nice guy, Jungsoo but I don't really feel that connection with you. Maybe I should go to Jungwoon. I don't think he feels the same way about me" I reply. "He does. Go to him" Jungsoo smiles. "But we can be friends" I say. He agrees to be friends. I leave feeling a bit sad but I think it's best if Jungsoo and I don't see each other anymore. All I want is Jungwoon. Jungsoo is pretty sure he feels the same way about me. I decide to go to his place to find out for sure. I ring on his doorbell and he answers a moment later. "Y/ N, you okay" he said. "No Jungsoo and I are not seeing each other anymore" I say. "Awe I'm sorry" he said opening his arms embracing me with a hug. I follow him inside his apartment and we sit on the couch and talk. "We just agreed to not see each other anymore as he could see I have feelings for someone else" I say. "Alright you do" Jungwoon replies. "Yes I have feelings for you, Jungwoon. I'm in love with you" I say. Jungwoon looks a little surprised. "I know you're in love with me, Y/ N and I'm in love with you too. Since the moment I saw you I've been in love with you" he said. "For ages I didn't think you feel the same way about me" I say. "No no of course I do, Y/ N, I was too blind to see for a while and I thought I liked Hyebin but it wasn't meant to be but I love you. I really do" Jungwoon said. "Awwww I'm so glad you feel the same way about me" i say. He smiles and touches my hand and pulls me in for a kiss on the lips. We kiss on the couch for a few minutes. So it turns out that Jungwoon has been in love with me all along but I didn't realise that. We are together now

Jungwoon and I got married a year after we became a couple. We are now parents to our son Yubin. He turns a year old today and we are having a first birthday party for him and we can't wait. Both of us are probably more excited than he is. He's only a baby so he probably doesn't know any different. We were so proud that our baby is a year old. We love Yubin with all our heart. My parents are throwing him a first birthday party at their place so we are on our way now with the birthday boy. Little Yubin is dressed in a Hanbok, a traditional Korean dress for his first birthday as it's tradition. Yubin is dressed in his hanbok now looking all cute and handsome as always. Just like his daddy. "Are you ready for your first birthday, little man?" Jungwoon said. Yubin looked like he was ready for his first birthday party. We get him in the car and then we go to my parents place. They already have everything ready for the party so that's great. Can't wait to celebrate our boys first birthday. Yubin is a happy little boy today on his birthday. He always is a happy little boy actually. We arrived at my parents house and they both were excited to see him. "Birthday boy" my mom said. "Can't believe you are one years old today, Yubinie" my dad said picking up Yubin. The guests started to arrive with gifts for Yubin. We told everyone that he didn't need presents as he's already got a lot of things but they insisted so it's okay. Yubin sat on his throne like a king because he deserves to on his birthday. The food was great that my mom and aunt prepared. Yubin had his own cake to. Me and Jungwoon made a little speech during the party. "Everybody thank you for coming. We can't believe our little boy is 1 years old today. Where has the last year gone. It's gone too fast since Yubin was born. Enjoy some food and cake later" he said. He looked at me and I smiled. Yubin was definitely a spoilt little boy today on his first birthday but he deserved to be as he means do much to us. Jungwoon and I are now happily married and parents to our beautiful little boy

A/ N: hope you liked it 3lf_cL0ud I enjoyed writing it