KPOP IMAGINES BOOK 2

🧡 Roshin- JWiiver 🧡

This imagine was requested by yanagirenjiidealtype

This imagine is kinda based on Blue Fire by JWiiver

Bae Sijun and I have been dating for a few months. Aka Roshin of JWiiver. Things seemed to be getting serious a few weeks ago but we have big a bit of a turbulent patch in our relationship where we have been quite distant with each other. I know he has a busy life with being new to the industry. Sometimes it feels like we are walking through a fire to communicate with each other. Sijun and I go back a long way to our elementary school days. I have known him since then but we met again a couple of years ago and got closer. He is the first guy I've dated for more than a few weeks. First relationship that has lasted longer and who I've been happy with. Very happy with. I don't want to lose Sijun this soon when we've only just started. Maybe things are just a little turbulent and they will be okay in the end. That's what I'm hoping for because I don't even want to think of anything happening to Sijun and I. He is meant to be coming over to my place today. The apartment I share with my best friend. She is out for the the night with some people so I'm having Sijun over if he'll come. He should be on his way soon. I'm making lasagna for him that I don't want to go cold. I waited some time for him to arrive but he didn't show up till I heard a knock on the door. It was Sijun. "Hey, you took your time. Dinner is going cold" I say. "Hi, babe. I'm sorry. Got delayed" he said. "Tell me where you've been. Are you cheating on me or something? Sijun, is there someone else" I say. "No. Don't be silly, Y/ N. There is no one else. You're the only one" Sijun said. "Well what is it then. Why are you late?" I say. He looks at me and doesn't answer me. My heart breaks. We sit down in silence and eat the homemade lasagna I made. "Thank you. It's so good" Sijun said. I give him a half smile and we finish eating

Sijun and I finish dinner and leave the dishes in the sink to wash later when we feel like it. Sijun and I haven't spoken much since he arrived. "Y/ N, we should talk about things. Talk about us" he said. "Sijun, we were talking about us earlier" I reply. "But there is something I need to say to you" he said. "We've kinda been distant for each other lately. Why?" I say. "Yes I know but Y/ N you need to listen. There is something I've been meaning to say to you" Sijun said. "Like what?" I reply. "I've never said this to anyone before, Y/ N but I love you" he said. I didn't know what to say. I've never heard that word before only family. "What you love me? You're actually serious" I reply. "Yes I am, Y/ N. I love you. That's why I've been distant from you because I've been figuring things out and it's definitely right and I definitely love you"  Sijun said. "So that's exactly why you've been distant from me these past couple of weeks" I say. "Yes it is. If you don't love me back or don't want to be with me anymore. I'll understand" he said. "No I never said that. I don't think that either. It's okay, Sijun" I say. "Do you love me back?" he asks. I look at him and didn't answer him. "Do you don't love me?" he questions. "No I never said that. I'm still figuring out what love is" I say. "Okay. Take your time. I'm always here and I'll always love you" Sijun said. He smiles at me and pulls me in for a hug. I'm still figuring things out. Like if I love Sijun or it's too soon for that. I've never been in love before so it may seem a little strange. Maybe I'm scared of falling in love and loving a person close to me. I've known him since we were young. I think I will love him when it's my time. He is a great guy. Very sweet and patient

Sijun and I are getting over the rough and turbulent patch in our relationship. Well I think we are I hope so. When he said he loved me. I kinda feel bad for blanking him when he told me he loved me. I did reciprocate back. That's because I didn't know if I loved him but maybe I realise that now and I do love him or love him enough to tell him. Maybe I feel ready to let him know. I lay on my bed with my phone next to me which keeps on pinging and it was Sijun. He is texting he and saying he wants to see me. I reply back a few minutes later and tell him we can meet in the park to talk things out so we do that. I walk to the park which is a good 20 minutes away. I arrive there and Sijun arrives a minute later. I sit on a park bench and he sits next to me. "So, Y/ N. What is it?" he said. "Look I'm sorry, Sijun. For things. For what I caused" I say. "It's alright. Y/ N, you didn't cause anything" he smiled. "Well I feel like I have" I say. "No you didn't. It was me. I was the one who brought up that I loved you. Maybe it was too soon to say those words. I think it was" he said. "No it wasn't really. I just didn't say it back and I feel kinda bad" I say with a tear coming to my eye. "Y/ N, sshhhhh don't cry. Don't feel bad at all. I'm here for you" Sijun said handing me a tissue and I dry my tears. "I don't like seeing you upset. Calm down" he said. I take a deep breath and smile at him. "I love you, Sijun. I'm sorry but I love you" I say. "Don't be sorry. I love you too. I'm glad you said it now because I love you and I can't hide that" Sijun said. "You do" I smile. We touch hands and smile at each other and take a walk holding hands through the park

Sijun and I take a nice walk around the park for a while after exchanging "I love yous" for the first time. It was a special moment. We decided to treat ourselves to a McDonald's after because why not. We were feeling in that kinda mood anyway. We have had our McDonald's now so we are heading back to my place for a bit. You know just to chill and hangout or whatever might happen. I open the door of the apartment I share with my best friend. She is probably in her room now. We go into the kitchen and Sijun gets a glass of water to quench his thirst. "McDonald's makes you thirsty" he said. "Yes it does. That grease" I laugh. Sijun laughs. He finishes drinking his water and then goes over to me and kisses me. "Babe, I know what I wanna do now that we both love each other" Sijun said. "Sure we should while it's quiet" I say. He smirks at me and we start kissing and making out in the kitchen. He places one hand on my hip and the other on my waist. I started stepping closer to the couch so did Sijun I fall on the couch and he falls on top of me. He takes off his jacket and then starts unbuttoning my flannel shirt till my bra shows. He then starts to unzip my jeans before taking off his shirt. We do it slowly and quietly on the couch and it was great. After we did it, we grab our clothes and put them back on. We haven't done that kind of thing in a while. It felt good though. "Well that was so much fun but I best get going now, babe" Sijun said. "It was awesome and don't worry you go. Love you" I smile. "Love you too" Sijun smiles kissing me before he leaves. So our relationship is fine and all good now. We love each other and will never lose each other again

A/ N: I know it's not really based on the song much but I good it's okay and you like it. I just randomly came up with this plot. Hope it was okay