This is my own original idea
This imagine is kinda based on Love Killa
Warning contains smut
I have been in a relationship with Monsta X's Yoo Kihyun for 4 years. We love each other very much and want to spend the rest of our lives together eventually. We haven't even thought about marriage that much as Kihyun has been so busy with his career. I guess we will get married eventually in the future and maybe have a family. I don't know if that'll happen yet. We kept our relationship from the public for about two years before it got revealed. It got revealed by accident and we had to deal with it at the time. Monsta X are currently touring in the US now for a few weeks. I managed to get some time off work and I've gone with them. We are currently in New York City now and they have a show tonight. Love NYC. It's a fantastic city even though we haven't really explored it much yet but maybe one day we will. I'm so happy to be with Kihyun and the guys in a wonderful country like America. They are getting ready for the show tonight and I'm chilling in the tour bus. I might make myself off to the mall if they are busy. They are in the venue rehearsing so I go in to see what's happening. I find Kihyun and they are taking a break for a few minutes. "Kihyun" i say. "Yes, sweetie" he replies. "If you're busy, I think I'll take myself off to the mall for a couple of hours. I'll get a cab" I say. "I promise we won't be too long, honey. Maybe like an hour or so" Kihyun replies. "No it's okay. Don't worry. I don't want to get under your feet. I kinda wanna go some shopping anyway. You know malls in the US are like nowhere else" I reply. "Alright, babe. Have fun. Let me know when you're coming back" Kihyun said kissing my cheek. To be honest. I was kinda a little bored just waiting around for them to be done with rehearsals. Anyway I wanted to be selfish and go off and shop and explore around New York since we haven't done that yet. I know Kihyun and the guys are busy getting ready for the show tonight
I spend most of the day at the mall as I was shopping and I gave having a great time and didn't want to leave. Kihyun kept on calling me all the time to see where I was. I told him I'll be back when I'm ready. I spent more than four hours at the mall but I didn't really mind just as long as I'm back for the show which is in an hour. Kihyun was stressing that I wasn't gonna make it. I told him to calm down. I arrived back at the venue. I get dropped off by the cab and then go backstage. I feel like Kihyun is going to be mad at me for being out this long. I walk in the backstage door to the room. "Y/ N, you're finally back" he said. "Yes I am" I reply. "Did you have fun shopping on your own? Wish I came" Kihyun said. "Well next time. You have a show soon" I say kissing him. "I do" he replies. We waited till the show had started and i watch from a TV backstage. I always love watching my guy perform onstage. The show lasted for a couple of hours and it was amazing. Kihyun comes backstage into the room I'm in. "Hey, baby" he said. "Hey, you. Smashed it" I say. "Yeah I know as usual" he said. "Haha" I laugh. "I thought you were gonna miss the show today and you would be in big trouble if you did" Kihyun said. "Well I made it so I'm not in big trouble" I reply. "Oh you still are" he smirks pulling me in. We starting making out and he whispers dirty things in my ear as he kisses me. We heavily make out for a while. We start undress and take off each other's and strip down till we are in our underwear. Kihyun teases me before he takes off my bra. "Yes, baby. This is what I need right now after a long show" he said. Kihyun is always all hot and sweaty after doing a show so it's the perfect time to have hot and steaming sexy after the show. Kihyun's big member goes into me and I feel the burn. "Yessss, baby. Yesss" I moan. "Y/ N, Y/ N" he moans under his breath as we do it. So Kihyun and I do it for a while in the dressing room after the show which was great
Monsta X and I got back from the US tour a few weeks ago. We spent a few weeks there with them playing shows and we did some explore around too which was great that we got to do that. Finally Kihyun and I got to spend time together away from touring and we enjoyed it a lot. We are now back in Korea. A week after we got back, I started to feel quite unwell so I paid a visit to the doctor to see what was happening. She took some tests as my symptoms linked to pregnancy and it came back positive so I'm pregnant. I was quite shocked really. I wasn't expecting to hear that word. Me and Kihyun are not ready for a baby yet. He still has a career and I do too. I've known for a few days and I haven't been able to tell him as I'm scared he'll leave me alone. I've been a bit distant from him since I found out and he will be starting to think there is something wrong if you I don't tell him soon. He will have to choose between me and the baby and his career. Which one will he choose? I hope he will choose me and our child. It would be selfish if he just walked out on us and didn't want a baby with me. Anyway I'm going to have to tell him soon. Can't keep it a secret from him forever. I do love Kihyun but he has his own ways sometimes like we all do. He is coming to my place tonight and I might tell him but I have to see. I am sitting waiting for Kihyun to show up. Sometimes he can be on the late side due to practice so I'm just sitting and waiting for him now. About 20 minutes later the front door of my apartment opens and Kihyun walks in. He looks tired and kinda stressed. "Hey, baby" he said. "Hi, Hyunie" I say. He sits on the couch next to me. "Y/ N, why do you look so down and miserable. I kinda feel like you've been distant from me recently" Kihyun said. "Nah I'm fine. Don't worry about me" i reply. "Y/ N, tell me if there is anything wrong" he said grabbing my arm. "Fine there is something I need to tell you and I don't think you'll be happy" I say. "Okay" he replies. "I'm pregnant, Kihyun" I say. He froze for a minute and didn't say anything. "What you're pregnant?" Kihyun said. "Yes I am. I know it's not what we wanted but it's happened" I say. "Y/ N, I have a busy career. We were Gonna wait till a day that we were both ready to have a family and get married and you're pregnant now" Kihyun said. "Kihyun, we've been together four years and actually I'm kinda really to have a baby. I know you're not and your career comes first" I say. "I love you, Y/ N but we both need to think about it" he said. "Think about what" I say. "About this situation" Kihyun said. "There is not much to this about, Kihyun. You can stay with me and raise this child or you can choose to walk away" I say. He looks at me like it was over. "Y/ N, I don't think I can do it. I'm sorry. I have loved you for four years and you know it's just not the right time to have a baby. You know that" Kihyun said. I didn't say anything. I can't believe he just selfishly chose to walk away after a four year relationship. If he doesn't want a baby. I guess I'm better raising it on my own
It's almost a year later and I now have a happy and beautiful baby boy called Seojoon. Kihyun chose to walk out of our lives when I told him I was pregnant. He still sees his son every now and then but only when it suits him. I know he is kinda important to him as well as his career but he should see Seojoon more often. He is turning a year old in a few weeks and I am having a party for him. Not a massive one but just a nice little party to celebrate our boys big day. I have been buying things and getting ready for Seojoon's big party. I've been doing that today while Kihyun has offered to take Seojoon for the day so I agreed for him to do it of course. He's been out with him for a couple of hours so he should be coming back with him soon. I miss Seojoon when he's separated from me for a while. Think he feels the same too. I'm hope doing a few bits and bobs when Kihyun texts me to tell me he's coming back with Seojoon soon. The doorbell goes soon and they arrive back. "Hi" he said. "Hello" I said. "Y/ N, could I come in please for a minute" Kihyun said. "Yes" I reply. Kihyun gives Seojoon to me and I put him in his play pen. "So what is it, Kihyun?" I say. "We need to talk. Talk about us" he said. "Okay" I say. "Look I'm so sorry I walked out on you when you told me you were pregnant all that time ago. I can't believe Seojoon is almost a year old now. He's honestly the best thing, Y/ N. I did love you for four years" Kihyun said. "Well it's far too late now to be saying this now" I say. "Y/ N, I-I-I still love you" he said. I smile and try not to smile too much turning my head away. "I want to be here for you and our son, Y/ N. I promise I'll be much better" he said. I smile and let him kiss me. Maybe that says that Kihyun and I are back together. Maybe he will be a better father to Seojoon. Maybe part of me still loves him
A/ N: I haven't done a Monsta X imagine in a while so yeah here's Kihyun. Think I've done all the members now. Hope you liked. Thought I'd make this one different and not a typical pregnancy imagine. Don't think Kihyun would actually do something like that in real life but hope you liked it
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