KPOP IMAGINES BOOK 2

💗 Lien- MIRAE 💗

This is my own original idea

This imagine is based on Love To Hate Me by BLACKPINK

I have been in a relationship with MIRAE member Lien aka Shimada Shouu for almost two years. We moved in together a couple of months ago. We thought we would enjoy living together but it's been proving the opposite so far. The first few weeks were great and I don't know what's happened after that. It's all gone downhill. Shouu and I are happy together and are in love but lately he has had a very busy schedule and has been getting home late and taking things out on me. I tell him I never do anything wrong but he seems to yell at me and takes things out on me when he's had a hectic day. I made him sleep on the couch the other night because I was so mad with him. I feel like our relationship has just gone from loving to hating. I wish me and Shouu could just go back to the way we were before we started living together. I would go back to us not living together. We haven't been intimate in a while either. When Shouu comes home he forgets about what happened the night before. I am not very happy in our relationship anymore. Should I leave him. I've thought of before. It's 10:30pm and I'm getting ready to go to bed soon as I've had a busy day and I'm tired too so it's bedtime for me. I have no idea when Shouu will be home. Haven't heard a word from him since this afternoon. I don't really care right now anyway since it's late and need my sleep. As I just got off to sleep when I hear the front door of our apartment open. I hear Shouu go into the kitchen. He comes into our bedroom soon and goes into the bathroom and gets dressed. I was going to sleep but I was pretending I was in a deep sleep. I hear him getting into his pjs on and getting into bed next to me. "Y/ N" he whispers but I pretend not to hear him. He doesn't call my name again, he falls asleep after me. Glad we didn't end up fighting today as I couldn't do with it. Thank God we didn't

It's the next morning and Shouu and I usually wake up at the same time to get ready for work. He leaves before me most mornings though but that's okay. I wake up feeling okay as we didn't fight last night. Thankfully we didn't as i couldn't have taken it anymore. Don't know what's got into him lately. Shouu was up before me in the kitchen making breakfast. He's always up before me. "Good morning, baby" he said. "Morning" I say. I go to the sink and get a glass of water. "Did you hear me come in last night?" Shouu asks. "No I didn't actually. I was asleep" I reply. "Thought you were" he said. He serves me breakfast and we sit at the table. "What's the matter, Y/ N? Why are you so miserable?" he asks. "No nothing I'm fine. Just tired" I say. "You don't seem yourself lately" Shouu said. "I'm okay. Don't worry about me" I reply. There was a couple of months of silence. "Y/ N, tell me what's wrong?" Shouu says. "What do you think? Eh. Things have changed. We have changed, Shouu. We are not the same anymore. Our relationship has changed" I say. "It has. Since we've been living together it hasn't been working out" he said. "You're right. We've been yelling at each other a lot more" I say. "I don't mean to yell at you" he said. "Why don't you mean to?" I ask. "Things have just been so hectic lately with my career and our relationship too" he said. "Right? Choose me or your career. What do you love more?" I say. "Baby, I can't choose between you and my career" Shouu said. "You've been putting your career before me for a while. Your girlfriend of two years so clearly you love that more than me" I say. He looks at me in anger and gets up out of his chair. "I can't do this anymore, Y/ N. I have to leave. I have to leave you. I'm living with the guys now. They know what you're like" Shouu said. "Fine. Do what you want? I don't fucking care" I yell. "I don't fucking care either, you bitch. All we do is fight" he said. He gets out and storms out the door a few minutes later. I sit at the kitchen table crying from what just happened. We just had another huge fight over breakfast. Looks like we are over as he said he's living with the guys. I couldn't go into work. I couldn't face people. Not just right now. Maybe tomorrow. I can't believe Shouu would just yell at me like that and treat me like shit. Oh my God

It's now been about a week since Shouu moved out. He came the same night to get his things. He has moved into the boys place just that night. I wasn't too bothered that he did because of the way we were fighting. It wasn't good. Definitely not good for my mental health being in a toxic relationship like that. Shouu needs to realise what he's done and how he's treated and hurt me. I am getting over it now but he needs to realise it's not okay to treat me, his loving girlfriend like shit. I didn't deserve to be treated like that for so long. At least i didn't have to move out of our lovely apartment. I wouldn't have wanted to. I didn't have to anyway. This is my home too. It was our home but not anymore. I just got back from work not so long ago and I'm sat in the lounge relaxing and having sometime to myself before I go to bed in a couple of hours. I do feel lonely in the evening now that Shouu and I are no longer together. I settle down and watch something on Netflix to pass the time. It does pass the time as I get into it. It's a k drama I'm watching. Love k dramas. As I was watching the front door slams open and someone walks in. I thought it was someone breaking in. I've heard that's happened before in our area. Shouu walks in the door. I was completely startled and surprised that he just walked in. "What are you doing here?" I say. "Come to get something" he said. "Okay" I reply. He goes into what was our bedroom. He came back empty handed. "It's not there" he said. "What were you looking for?" I ask. "Nothing. Doesn't matter. Mustn't be there" he said. "Did you use that as an excuse just to see me?" I say. "No no, Y/ N. Anyway I have to go now" Shouu said. "I think you just came here to see me and try and win me back. Well you're out of luck. Not it's gonna work" I say. "Alright fine, Y/ N. I did. I wanted to see you. I want you to forgive me for the way I've treated you. I'm so sorry" Shouu said. "I said it's not gonna work" I say. "Y/ N, I love you. I really do" he said. "Well how do I know if you mean it. If you loved me you wouldn't have treated me like trash" I say. "Babe, I can't live without you. I promise I'll be a better boyfriend if you give me another chance to love you again" Shouu said. "Maybe I'll think about it" I reply. He walks out the door and doesn't say a word. I say there thinking hard. Maybe I should forgive him another time when I'm ready

It's the week after and I have been thinking about what Shouu said about him wanting me back. Maybe part of me still loves him. Maybe I do. Maybe I can't live without him. We've been together two years which is a pretty long time. A long time to be without someone you love. I maybe do want to make things right with Shouu and go and see him but I don't know. I do miss him though. Maybe I should forgive him for the way he treated me. I usually do forgive people. I drive home in my car from work wondering where to go. Shouu was playing on my mind. All the things we did together too. I just miss him now. I take a turn to the MIRAE house where Shouu is. Maybe I should see if he's in and get this off my chest while I'm thinking about him. I arrived at the house soon and knock on the door. Dongpyo answers. "Hi, Y/ N" he said. "Dongpyo, is Shouu in" I say. "Yeah I'll go and get him" he said. Dongpyo comes back a minute later and says "Sorry, Y/ N but he doesn't want to see you". "I need to see him. Tell him I still love him" I say. After a bit of persuading from Dongpyo, Shouu comes down. "Y/ N" he said.  "Can we talk?" I say. "Sure" he said. We go upstairs to Shouu's room and talk. "I've been thinking about you a lot lately since you came round that night" I say. "Okay" he says. "I think I'm ready to forgive you, Shouu to cut a long story short" I say. Shouu went speechless for a moment. "I still love you, Y/ N" he said suddenly pulling me in for a kiss. "I will love you forever and always. Let's draw a line under that and start again. This time a better start" I say. He smiles at me and kisses me again. So yes it's safe to say that Shouu and I are back together now after everything that happened. We will love stronger again

A/ N: a Helly original idea. Had to base an imagine on Love To Hate Me as it's one of my fave BP songs. I really like MIRAE at the moment. I think their comeback is a lot better than their debut. Love #Secret. I would say Lien is my bias wrecker. Dongpyo is my bias