This imagine was requested by palakotakmu
This imagine kinda based on BEcause by Dreamcatcher
Kim Seungmin and I have been friends since we were children. We are childhood friends. He has always been a guy and a friend I can count and rely on. Maybe lately I have found myself developing feelings for Seungmin. Sometimes I just can't get him out of my head. I am in a bit of a denial that I like him as we've known each other so long. Literally nearly all our lives. So it somewhat feels kinda weird that I have feelings for him. I will try not to have feelings for him. I will try to erase them from my brain but it's not always that simple. I have these night terrors at night where I have bad nightmares. Almost like a horror movie. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night screaming and I can't calm down. I've even called Seungmin in the middle of the night before. He wasn't minded. I feel like I always wake him up from his sleep. He doesn't complain though. He is just like that. Always sweet and sincere and never complains or fusses at all. He knows how to deal with me when I'm like that. Anyway it's the middle of the night and I have been sleeping good so far but I have a bad nightmare and wake up almost screaming. I don't know what it was about. Something terrifying it must've been to disturb me from my sleep. My heart is racing so fast. I don't know how to calm down. I grab my phone next to me on my bedside and call Seungmin. I know it's the middle of the night and he'll be sleeping but he always seems to pick up. "Seungmin" I said. "Y/ N, are you okay? What happened?" he replies. "No no I'm sorry to disturb you but I had another one of those nightmares" I cry. "It's okay, Y/ N. I was awake anyway as I thought you'd call" Seungmin said. "You were waiting for my call" I reply. "Yes I was. Now, Y/ N. You know what to do when you have these nightmares" he said. "Yes but I panic and stress, Seungmin as you know" I say. "Y/ N, take a deep breath in and out. You know what to do" he said. I take a deep breath in and out and relax and eventually fall back to sleep after Seungmin calmed me down. He is the best like that
I still keep having nightmares but Seongmin appears in my dreams now. It's kinda weird that he just started appearing in my dreams. The dreams are kinda like horror movies. Last night I dreamt that Seungmin and I were in love and we were in a haunted forest late at night and were being chased by a pack of wolves but they didn't get to us as. It was just a nightmare and a dream. I know it wasn't real but it felt that way somehow. I hope to never have a nightmare like that again. Tonight Seungmin and I are going to the movies to see a scary movie. I'm not really in the mood for scary movies but I'm going with him as I don't want to let him down. I never want to let Seungmin down. He's the best. I'm on my way to meet him now. He said he will be there soon too. I'm looking forward to seeing Seungmin for the movie tonight. I arrive and he is waiting inside for me out of the cold. He didn't want to get cold as it's not warm. "Hi, Y/ N" he said. "Hey, Minnie" I reply. "I got us tickets early so we can just go straight in if you don't want to get anything" Seungmin said. "Popcorn and drinks first" I reply. We get those and then find out seats in the cinema. We sit towards the back of the theatre as the movie goes on. I start to feel a little scared by the movie. I get up and go out as I didn't want to watch it anymore. I go and stand outside for a few minutes and Seungmin comes after me. "Why did you just run out? What's the matter?" he asks. "I don't want to watch the movie anymore" I say. "Is it too scary for you? Sorry I dragged you here" Seungmin said. "No don't be sorry. It's fine. It's just my mind. I don't know where it's going" I reply. "Come here" he said putting his arms around and comforts me. I go back into the cinema and take a seat. The scary parts have gone and I sit with Seungmin. Seungmin held my hand and made sure I was okay. We walk out of the cinema together. "I'm sorry I ran out and cried. I didn't mean to. I just wasn't in the mood for a scary movie" I say. "Y/ N, there is no need to apologise. It's fine I understand" he replies. "Seungminie, I love how you are so kind and caring and you look out for me. That's why I-I. That's why I-I-I am friends with you" I reply. "Well I care about everyone i know" Seungmin smiles putting his arms around me and comforting me before I leave. I guess I need to get help from what I'm suffering from
I still have these nightmares and feelings stuck inside my head. I don't know how to get them out of my mind. I still have nightmares about this kind of thing. I don't know why it keeps on happening. My mom advised me to see a therapist to help me so she is going with me today for my first counselling session with a Dr Min. I hope she's nice and she can he'll N's through what I'm going through because I really need some help and guidance. Hopefully I will get through this. Me and my mom arrive at Dr Min's office now and wait to be called in. "Don't be nervous, honey. I'm right here with you. I wouldn't have left you to go alone" she said gripping my hand. "Thanks, mom" I smile a bit. I look at my phone and a text from Seungmin crops up. He puts 'Good luck, Y/ N. Thinking of you. Let me know how it goes'. I thanked him for his sweet and cute words. "Who's that?"
my mom asks. "No one" I smile. I get called into Dr Min's office by her. "So can you explain everything, Y/ N?" she asks. "Yes. Errrrrr I have been getting these nightmares, night terror things. It's been affecting me quite a lot" I explain and I tell her more too. She gives me some advice and help and puts me on some sleeping pills to help me manage my symptoms. I leave her office with a more open mind to things. When I get home with my mom, I notice some flowers sitting on the doorstep, a whole bunch. I smile. There is a note attached to them. It says 'Y/ N, take me to the garden'. I was kinda confused by that but I still went to the garden. To my surprise there was Seungmin. "Heyyyyy!" he exclaimed wrapping his arms around me in a second. "Seungmin, wow! What a nice surprise this is?" I say. "Thought I'd come and see how you'd counselling sessions was" he said. "Yeah it was okay. She's nice and she's going to help me out" I reply. "That's great. See I told you she'd help you, that's what therapist are for" Seungmin said. "Yeah I guess. I hope I don't have these nightmares for the rest of my life. I really hope not. I can't take it any longer" I reply. "Y/ N. Don't worry. I am always here for you and you will get the help you need" Seungmin says. I smile at him and he puts his arms around me and stays for a bit. He comforts me too. "Y/ N, you know why I'm saying this. There is a reason. I like you. I like you a lot and I-I-I want you to be mine" Seungmin said. "I like you too, Minnie. You make me feel really safe. Like a human being should do" I reply. "Awwww bless you" he said putting his arms around me and holding me close. I feel safe with Seungmin. I want to be his. He's so sweetSeungmin and I are now boyfriend and girlfriend. We are happily dating. He has been wanting to find the courage to ask me out for sometime now and he finally has. Deep down I always knew that he had feelings for me and I had feelings for him deep down too. We have known each other most of our lives anyway which is a long time. Seungmin is helping me get through tough days now that he's my boyfriend and I'm his girlfriend. I think my mental health is improving and I'm not getting as many nightmares and terrors at night. Seungmin holds me close and helps me forget about it. Seungmin is over at my place today seeing me and spending some time with me while he can. We are sat on my bed in my room and he is holding me close to him. "I feel so so safe in your arms, Seungminnie" I say. "I'm glad you do as that's my job to make you feel safe" Seungmin said. "Awwww you're so sweet. I'm so lucky to have known you since we were kids. You're the best Kim Seungmin" I reply. "No you're the best, Y/ N. I'm so glad you're doing a lot better" he said. "I should've got help a long time ago and listened to you" I say. "It's alright. At least you're getting help now. I notice a change in you, Y/ N" he said. I smile and turn to look at him. Seungmin looks at me too and kisses me. We share a kiss on my bed. I hope to have no more nightmares never again. I just don't want to live my life that way. At least I have someone as sweet as Seungmin in my life to get me through it. So thankful
A/ N: hope this saw a good imagine. Dreamcatcher are not one of the girl groups I like. Not really my vibe so I tried my best with this imagine. Seungmin is very cute and sweet and I think this imagine to an accurate representation
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