Crucified -Jean X Reader

Practice Date

"So a Momma's Boy huh?" you chuckled as you walked with Jean.

"Hey! You're just jealous!" he retorted.

You stood silent as you walked along with him in the cold night. A present smile on your face, the practice date had gone well with only a few minor errors.

"I suppose you're not wrong Jean. I would have loved to wake up to Omelets like your mom did for you"

"Don't worry when you meet my parent's, She'll have one waiting for you" he smiled a you.

You rolled your eyes playfully at him.

"Wow, meeting the parents already? Aren't we moving things too fast Kirstein?" you teased.

"What can I say, you're perfect. Besides I'm sure my folks will love you." he said winking at you.

You both laughed as you made your way to the final stop of the night, the hill. Your eyes quickly glued themselves onto the sky. Your eyes widen at the millions of stars shining down on you.

Jean pulls out his jacket and lays it out on the floor for both of you to sit. You send him a smile as a way to thank him and sat down. You both sat in silence just admiring the view. The light breeze hit your face, turning your cheeks cold.

Sitting with your thoughts, you were caught off guard when you felt Jean place his hand on top of yours slowly. You felt as he slowly turned your hand around and began to intertwine his fingers into yours. He stared at both of your hands wined together and he just smiled, content with his move.

You were so caught off guard, your heart began to race and your cheeks began to turn red. The action felt so genuine you forgot this was a practice date for a second. You enjoyed the warm sensation of his skin on yours.

The slow smile that had made it's way to your face had flipped as you had wish just for a moment this action was real. Not real with Jean, but real with Erwin. You thought back to how you and Erwin had started officially dating, but he never gave you this type of affection. Yes, Erwin did give you affection no doubt, plenty. But for some strange reason it never seemed to satisfy you, almost as if those affections didn't seem genuine.

You shook your head at the silly thought. Of course they were genuine. What were you thinking?! What do you mean he never gave you this type of affection? What about the night he confessed his love, was that not better than this moment? Of course it was! He finally gave you the answer you so long desired.

Tired with arguing with your inner thoughts, you let out a sigh as you began to lean your head onto Jean's shoulder. You closed your eyes as you can feel as he begins to play with your hand.

Jean had moved on from his little crush on you with Mikasa, but tonite it made it a little bit more difficult to fully let this little crush go. He had absolutely enjoyed your company tonight and he couldn't even begin to express the amount of serotonin he feels being this close and intimate with you. He had almost wished it was a real date.

"You did well tonight Jean" you said breaking him away from his thoughts.

"Yeah? You really think so?" he said grinning a your compliment.

"Well, besides your little cocky remarks...yes. I'd say this little "date" was a success"

He pumped his fist in the air as he yelled out a yes.

"Hush Jean" you said placing your hand over his mouth to shut him up.

All you got in response was Jean's muffling rant. Knowing he was gonna retaliate, you kept your hand there to shut him up. You smirked as Jean grew annoyed, trying to pull away from your hand.

An evil, hidden smirk played his lips as he knew what he had to do to pray away. You felt a warm, wet sensation on your hand and your eyes grew in horror and disgust. You snatched your hand away.

"You're fucking disgusting" you said looking at your hand.

Just imagining his saliva covering your hand made you gag. You quickly swiped it off on his shoulder. Jean couldn't help but start laughing as he saw your face turn into all kinds of emotions as you stared at your now flithy hand.

Jean threw one arm around your shoulder pulling you close to him. Another one gripped your chin as he turned you so you'd face him.

"Aww, come on it's not that gross. Besides to seal this date officially closed I need to initiate the good night kiss. And you know what that means." he said leaning close as he puckered his lips at you.

"Get your nasty saliva away from me Kirstein." You tried shoving away from the embrace.

Jean playful pounced on top of you trying to steal a kiss. You both play fighted until Jean got dangerously close. You smirked knowing how to deal with it. You stopped resisting and just laid underneath Jean, staring up at him.

It grew quiet. Both of you stared at each other intensely. Jean's heart began to pace abnormally as he took the sight of you. You laid underneath him with your hair sprawled out against the grass. The stars reflected on your eyes causing a shimmery and glossy affect. He felt himself breathing hard as he gazed at your lips, they looked warm and inviting to him.

"Do it" you whispered to him.

Jean scanned your face looking for any kind of hints that you were joking. You flashed him a warm smile as if telling him to proceed with what he wanted to do. He placed one hand on your cheek as he caressed it slowly. With half-lidded lids Jean leaned down to you to place a kiss.

Close to the target, he felt as you shoved him forcefully hard. Jean, caught off guard, flew back and before he knew it found himself rolling down the hill. He groaned as he reached the bottom holding his head trying to stop the dizziness.

His attention was quickly averted when he heard you laugh. It was a big great genuinely laugh of pure joy as you stood at the top of the hill looking down at him. It felt refreshing to hear you laugh so carelessly and loud, actually enjoying yourself. Happy to hear it, he began to laugh it out too, knowing there were no hard feelings.

"Got me good Y/N" he said calling out to you.

You picked up his sweater as you began walking down the hill to join him at the bottom.

"Thanks."

You handed him his sweater as you both started to make your way to HQ.

"Just know this, One day I will get my vengeance" he said dramatically.

"Please, I'd like to see that day." You said as you both finally made it to your office door.

"Well Jean. Evaluating overall tonight. Seems like your good to go with your date with Mikasa just remember the little pointers and you'll be fine" you said advising.

"Right! Aww man I can't thank you enough" he said as he began to squeeze you into a hug.

"Je-an Let go of me, -I can-t breathe" you wheezed out.

He laughed as he let go of his strong grasp. You gave him a glare as he only sent you a smirk back. You rolled your eyes as you exhaled out a sigh, a smile peering on your face.

"Well then.." you placed a kiss on Jean's cheek "Night Jean, Thank you for tonight"

You said as you slipped into your room and left Jean in front of your door. Jean's mouth gape open as a light tint of red brushed up against his cheeks. He held his hand on his cheek feeling the warm sensation of your lips on his cheek. The way it lingered on his skin, left him wanting more.

He grinned at the door like a fool, happy he managed to get some form of goodnight kiss from you. He did a little jump in the air for celebratory before he quickly composed himself and swiftly turned around and ran back to his room still not believing the magically night he got to spent with you, hoping for many more.