ℝ𝕚𝕧𝕒𝕝𝕤 [ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕝𝕖𝕤 𝕃𝕖𝕔𝕝𝕖𝕣𝕔] ✔

Part 25

For about an hour, Y/n sat in her driver room starring at the wall before she finally came out and sat amongst the mechanics to watch the rest of the race. Luckily Charles finished P6 meaning at least they would get some points for today, but she was still boiling with anger. When Charles returned, she wanted to say congratulations to him. But Charlotte outran her, and got to him first once again embracing her.

Normally it would be hard for Y/n to keep her cool, but she would manage. But on top of her not even finishing the race, she got so pissed and knew that she was about to explode. She got a brief eye contact with Charles, but rolled her eyes and left. She closed the door to her driver room and changed into normal clothes. 

She flinched when she heard that same knock on the door, and she knew who it was. He opened the door and gave her sympathetic smile. "Hey... you alright? I heard what happened, I'm sorry" at first she didn't answer, she just starred at him. "Wanna talk about it?" No. absolute not. "It doesn't matter anyway" she blankly said and was about to walk past him to get away. But Charles grabbed her arm and gently pulled her back into the room closing the door. 

"Of course it matters, those things suck" She wasn't so sure, they were talking about the same thing anymore. "No. It really doesn't. Because no matter how I feel, it won't ever be anything, and I just gotta move on" he gave her a little confused look. "I feel like we aren't talking about the race anymore" he said rising an eyebrow at her. "Yeah no shit" she came out a little meaner than intended. But it was so hard to control her feelings right now. 

"Okay what's wrong with you? You have been acting weird around me for weeks now. You barely talk to me anymore, and I know you say that you're busy, but honestly... it feels like you're avoiding me. Now talk to me... what's wrong?" Was she just an open book for him to read? How did he see right through her like that? "Nothing's wrong. I'm completely fine!" she spat, but Charles wasn't giving up. He may have been with Charlotte, but he still cared a lot about Y/n, and it was hurting him to see her like this. 

"No you're not! Just talk to me" she felt the tears in her eyes, and she calmed down and looked at him. "I can't... because no matter how deep I'm falling for you, it won't ever matter anyway. So it's best to just forget it." there was an overwhelming silence for a few seconds while Charles was still processing what she had just said. "You- you're falling for me? As in... you have feelings for me?" she realized, what she had said, but knew that there probably was no going back now. 

"Isn't it obvious? Why do you think I've been avoiding you? Or why I always leave whenever Charlotte arrives? It's because it hurts too much." Charles was in shock. The girl he realized that he was in love with, just confessed her feelings for him. And he had no idea what to do. When Y/n saw the look on his face and the silence filling the room, she couldn't take it anymore, and she left the room. 

When she arrived back at the hotel, once again she collapsed onto her bed with the tears streaming down her cheeks. When did her life become such a mess? She was so much happier before she fell for Charles, before they slept together, before that stupid party. Why couldn't things just go back to normal?

It must have been quite some time that she had been laying on her bed half asleep because suddenly it was dark outside. She was about to check the time, when she heard a knock on her door. She was far from in the mood to talk to anyone, but she couldn't exactly ignore it. She hesitated before opening the door, and her heart sank, when she saw Charles looking at her with sadness in her eyes. "What are you doing here?" This time she didn't sound mean, she sounded... broken. 

"I broke up with Charlotte" and now Y/n was looking at him with confusion. He stepped into the hotel room and the door was now closed and they stood only inches away from each other. "I'm sorry" was all she could say, though she wasn't so sure that she actually meant it. They awkwardly stood there looking at each other for a few seconds before Charles finally spoke up again: "I can't stop thinking about you too, Y/n" Y/n's hear was racing faster than her Formula One car, and she was lost for words. 

But that didn't seem to be a problem, when Charles put his hands on her cheek gently stroking them before he leaned in. Their lips touched and she melted completely as she had been longing for his touch again. But then she remembered everything with their jobs and Charlotte and pulled away. "Charles we can't... we could get fired, and our careers would be ruined and-"

"Hey" he stopped her and put a finger over her lips. "I don't care... we can hide it" and in that moment she couldn't hold it in anymore. She wrapped her arms around him, and they pressed their lips together again. Charles had his arms around her waist as they were slowly walking towards the bed. He pushed her down on the bed and leaned over her, kissing her lips again. She moved her hands to the bottom of his t-shirt and in one swift motion pulled it off trailing her hands down his toned abs. 

She sat up, as he now found the bottom of her shirt and pulled it off as well leaving her in her bra and sweatpants. They both fell down on the bed and continued to make out until Charles moved further down leaving a trail of kisses down her neck once again finding her sweet spot as she let out a little moan still with her hands wrapped around his neck and back. 

Moving down from her neck, he kissed her body all the way down to her sweats. He then stopped and looked at her giving her a smile, she bit her lip and returned the smile as he pulled down her sweats and tossed them on the floor. He then moved back up until she grabbed his head and crashed her lips against his against smiling into the kiss. 

A/N I literally cringe every time I have to write smut, so this is the best I've got. Sorry folks. But anyway this chapter was an emotional roller coaster huh? ahaha I hope you like it though. <3