Complicated (Reader Avengers Romance)

I can't do this

Walking into the living room to see Loki crying was not how Bucky expected to start his day. Tears cascaded down Loki's cheeks as he sat on the floor in front of the sofa, a picture of the three of them sat in front of him. Y/N smiling up at Loki, laughing as something he'd said. Bucky couldn't help but smile at the memory. His attention soon drifted back to the God breaking down on the floor. Rounding the sofa, Bucky knelt in front of him, tipping his head up to look at him.
"Please Lo, we'll get her back I promise." He used the sleeve of his shirt to wipe away some of the tears falling from Loki.
"You don't know that." Loki tried to stop the tears from falling. He felt like he was in physical pain being separated from you. He'd planned to keep himself busy, wanting to push down the violent thoughts that had run through his head that morning. Then he'd found the photo of you and there was nothing he could do to stop the breakdown.

"Yeah I do." Bucky placed a kiss to his lips. "She loves us, she'll come home."

Loki stood, running his hands over his face, his back to Bucky who had moved to sit on the sofa. "I can't do this without her."

Bucky couldn't believe what he was hearing. Shooting up from his place on the sofa, his vibranium fist punched a hole in the nearest wall. The contact vibrating throughout the whole house. Turning to Loki he let his own tears free. "I can't lose you too. I just can't." He voice was barely above a whisper but Loki heard it perfectly.

Loki ran over to Bucky, pulling him into his arms, holding on to his so tight that his knuckles went white. "You're not losing me. That's not what I meant."
Relief flooded through Bucky, calming his racing heart. He pulled back to look at Loki, getting lost in the blue of his eyes as always. "Then what did you mean?"

"The Avengers, being here." He gestured to the house. "Doing good things. Without her I can't do it." The vulnerability flooded through him as he stared into the eyes of the man he loved. No one saw this side of Loki, no one except you and Loki.
"So we go away. Just you and me." Bucky offered, he knew you'd be back when you'd sorted things in your head. This wasn't the end just a pause.

"What if she comes back?"

"Then we'll come home."

Loki couldn't believe what he was hearing. Bucky's life was here in New York and yet he was willing to uproot it all for him. "You'd do that for me? Just leave it all behind?"

Bucky's hands cupped Loki's face as he smiled at him. "I love you Lo, there is nothing I wouldn't do for you."

Their lips crashed together, the stress and worry over the last few days melting away. Bucky's hands weaved into Loki's hair as he tugged at the root, earning him a moan from Loki which he swiftly swallowed with a smile. Pushing Loki back into the sofa Bucky smirked down at him, before sinking to his knees. Pulling Loki's cock free from his sweatpants he smiled with pride at how hard he already was. Pre cum glistening in the morning light. Bucky lapped it up with a smile before sinking down onto him. Hollowing his cheeks he took Loki as far into his throat as he could.

"Y-yes Bucky. Fuck. Yes."

Bucky smiled around him as he brought him closer and closer to the edge. Loki's hand forced his head down further as he came down Bucky's throat. Bucky lapped up every drop that Loki offered him before crawling up his body to kiss him.

Pulling away from the kiss, Bucky flipped him over, pushing his face into the cushions of the sofa. Freeing his own cock Bucky rubbed his tip over Loki's ass, using his pre cum to slide into him. Loki clenched around him as Bucky began thrusting inside him.

His thrusts were hard and fast, the sofa scraping against the wooden floor with the force. Loki's screams were muffled by the cushions, something Bucky wasn't happy about. Grabbing a fist full of Loki's hair he pulled his head up. "I want to hear you my King."

The sound of skin slapping against each other filled the air, mixed with their moans of pleasure. Reaching between his legs Loki began pumping himself in time with Bucky's thrusts. As he got close to another release he began clenching around Bucky. "Yes that's it. Cum with me." Bucky growled throwing his head back as he emptied himself into Loki. Seconds later Loki spilled out onto the sofa.

Bucky pulled out and quickly went to get a cloth to clean Loki and the sofa up with. Loki winced as Bucky wiped the cloth over his ass.
"Sorry." Bucky mumbled, hating the fact that he was in pain.
Standing up Loki pulled Bucky into his arms. "Don't be sorry, I love knowing I'll feel this for hours to come." He placed a kiss against his lips, showing Bucky how much he didn't care.

***

You were curled up on the sofa where you'd fallen asleep when you heard footsteps. Sitting up you looked over at Thor.
"Well it's about time you showed up." You teased him with a smile before stretching out your aching limbs. Thor almost snapped the sofa in half as he lowered his large frame down on to it. His eyes met yours, concern shining through them.
"Why did you leave me the location of where you'd be?" His voice was soft, not angry just worried.
You shrugged your shoulders, fighting back tears. "I don't know."

Thankfully Thor didn't press the matter any further. "So what's the plan?"

You threw your head back, leaning on the back of the sofa. "I just need time to figure all of this out."

"You could do that better with Loki and Bucky." Thor gave you a pointed look. Earning him a middle finger for his efforts. "I know that, but I need to figure this out alone." You glanced down at your hands, trying to stop the hurt from seeping in. "I can't think about how this is hurting them. If I think about that I'll go running home to them."

With a smile Thor jumped up. "So where to? We can't stay here."

You couldn't help but smile at him, no matter how bad you felt you could always rely on him to cheer you up. To not question your motives and just be there. You're staying?"

He laughed and pulled you to your feet. "Someone's got to make sure you stay out of trouble."
You playfully slapped his chest. "Trouble? Me? You wound me Thunder." You placed your hand over your heart, feigning heartbreak.

You both shared a laugh, something you didn't realise you needed. "Come on I want somewhere hot and sunny."

"Then go shower Spitfire. You stink." Thor teased. You flicked his forehead before skipping off to clean up. It was in that moment you knew you'd made the right decision telling Thor where you were. Now you just had to hope that you could get away without anyone tracking you. Especially your brother.