Complicated (Reader Avengers Romance)

Call them

Bucky's POV

'My Alpha,
I don't know how to apologise for the hurt I'm putting you through. Please know I don't blame you, it wasn't you I know that so stop blaming yourself. I am coming back that much I can promise you. I just need some time.

Take care of our King I know he's going to feel lost. Comfort each other, support each other and most of all, love each other.

I love you both so much.

Keep my pack safe Buck, I'll see you soon.

Love Y/N.'

One letter that's all it took for me to make a decision. I needed to make things right for her. Today is the day Loki and I are leaving for Greece. I've been before and it's a beautiful place to forget your worries. Now there was one stop I needed to make first.

Giving Loki a kiss on his head as he slept the morning away, I smiled. He looked so peaceful with his black hair splayed out across the pillow. I had to fight with myself to not crawl back in with him.

Throwing my leg over my motorcycle it revved to life, purring underneath me as I zipped through the streets of New York. The compound came into view and I felt my heart jump in my chest. This wasn't going to be easy but for Y/N, I'd do anything. Even if it meant never coming back here again.

Stepping out of the elevator I found Steve reading a letter, holding something. As I got closer I realised it was the data drive they'd gone to retrieve.
"You alright there pal?" I asked as I walked towards him.
He flashed me the letter and I immediately recognised the writing. I couldn't help but smile at the friendship he'd finally formed with Y/N. "She sent you one too."
Steve raised his eyebrows at me. "I got one this morning. It's why I'm here actually. Is Tony about?"

He immediately blocked my path. "What are you doing Buck?" His concern was well placed, I knew this wasn't going to be an easy conversation, but I owed it to Y/N. She shouldn't have to hide from her family because of me, especially when I'm the cause of her brother being the only family she has left.
"I'm making it easier for her. I'm leaving for a while, Loki needs to get away from here."

"Buck. This isn't a good idea."
I smiled at him, clapping my hand on his shoulder. "When has that ever stopped me?" He knew there was no stopping me and simply followed behind. Walking into the kitchen I found Tony standing with a coffee in his hands. "What brings you here at this time Barnes?" Just like his sister he was a moody fuck in the mornings which wasn't going to make this any easier.
"I've gotta tell you something. It's the reason Y/N didn't come back."

That got his attention. Steve leant against the doorframe watching us, probably to make sure we didn't kill each other. "Just remember it wasn't his fault Tony."

Tony's head snapped to me. "What did you do this time?"

My mouth became dry as I scratched at my neck. "Your parents death. It wasn't an accident." The coffee cup he was holding dropped to the floor, spilling the liquid. No one said anything until he looked at me, the sadness in his eyes almost broke me. "Hydra. They sent an assassin to take them out."

"You." He took a step towards me and I braced myself for whatever he was going to do. I deserved it. The blow never came though, Steve stepped in between us. Tony looked at Steve. "How long have you known?"

"We found out on that intel run. Y/N begged me not to tell you, she wanted to be the one to do it."

"Then why isn't she here?!" His shouting attracted the attention of everyone else. As they reached the door Steve held his hand up, stopping them from coming in.
"She didn't know how to tell you. It's why she left, to figure out how."
Walking round Steve I looked Tony in the eye, hoping he'd see the sincerity in my eyes. "I had no control Tony, if I could take it back I would."
His fist connected with my jaw, not enough to seriously harm me, but enough to leave a decent bruise.
"Get the fuck out of my compound. This is the one and only time I let you walk away. For her sake. You come back and I'll kill you myself."