Complicated (Reader Avengers Romance)

I'm Sorry!

The reunion with Loki and Bucky hadn't exactly gone to plan. While Loki was angry, he understood why you'd done it. He would've done the same thing, in fact he had. He'd done the sacrificing himself to save the two of you, albeit in a very different way and a way you had to save him from. The point was that he understood it, he'd simply reminded you how much he loved you and that in time Bucky would understand too.

Yet the next day on the Stark jet that Tony had practically given you at this point, Bucky was still blanking you. You were beyond annoyed with it, "are you planning on sulking the whole way there?" You ask with a raised eyebrow. Bucky let out a breath, he knew that he wasn't handling it well. Yet he couldn't stop even if he wanted to.

"You put yourself in danger." He bites out a bit harsher than he intended to.

You throw your head back against the seat, it was like a broken record. You'd repeated the same explanation over and over again, yet he seemed to want a different response. "To protect you!"

"That doesn't make it okay!" It wasn't often that Bucky raised his voice at you, but he couldn't help it.

Pinching the bridge of your nose, you close your eyes. "Buck please," you look over at him. "It's our honeymoon I don't want to spend it fighting." Sure it wasn't the start to the honeymoon that you'd imagined, but it could only get better. At least, that's what you were hoping. Rather than say something he was going to regret, Bucky turned to look out the window. "Great and now I get the silent treatment." You mutter under your breath, knowing full well that he can hear you with his hearing. You pick up the glass of champagne in front of you, downing it in one before pouring another.

Loki was sat watching the pair of you, knowing this was something that he couldn't help with. You were both as stubborn as each other, he was only going to interfere if he absolutely had to. Instead he picked up his book, pretending to read as Bucky snapped at you. "What do you want me to say?!"

"Anything!" You snapped back. "Just don't shut me out."

The tension was thick in the air as neither of you were willing to back down. Silence fell over you for what seemed like hours but was more than likely only minutes. "You did exactly what Lo did." Bucky finally broke the silence, knowing he had to tell you what he was feeling. "You risked everything because of him." He couldn't even bring himself to mention Thanos by name. Not after all the hurt he's put you all through.

Tears begin to fall from your eyes as the frustration of everything takes over. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry I wanted to protect you. Im sorry that the thought of losing either of you was too much!"

That was Loki's breaking point, he puts the book down and looks between the two of you. "That's enough. Both of you need to calm down."

"He started it," you mumble as you cross your arms to look out the window. Bucky watches you but doesn't say a word, he has nothing else to say. He knows he's dragging it out but you pushing him away was too painful.

"You are both as stubborn as each other!" Loki shouts to get both of you to stop. With a sigh he picks his book back up, leaning back in his seat. "I love you both dearly, but either stop bickering or go and work it out in the bedroom. I'm not dealing with this the whole time we're away." He was done babysitting, he wanted to start his honeymoon with both his spouses happy. If that meant taking a back seat while Bucky fucked some sense into you, then so be it.

You refused to give in, still not looking at Bucky. "I'm not apologising anymore, so he can bite me."

Bucky shot up out of his seat, moving over to you he wraps his metal hand around your throat, giving it a soft squeeze. "Get in that bedroom. Now." He let's go just long enough for you to regain a train of thought. You know there's no point in arguing with him. With a huff you stood up and walked past a very smug looking Loki as you entered the bedroom at the back of the plane.