Complicated (Reader Avengers Romance)

What exactly is your problem?

You and Loki sit on the ground, not saying anything. "Loki I can feel you staring. Stop it. I'm fine." You sigh out. Losing control of your magic like that, it takes a lot out of you, both physically and mentally.
"I'm not staring love, I'm just making sure you're not cold. It's pretty cold out here." He smiles at you, you can't help but mimic him. "I can warm you up." You offer, a blue flame appearing out of your hand. "But it will hurt."
Loki conjures up a green blanket wrapping it around himself. "I'll take the blanket."
You look at him and laugh slightly. "Wimp." You tease, letting the magic absorb back into your body.

You look out at the view of New York, it's beautiful. You breathe in the fresh air. You're just far enough outside the city to breathe in the clean air, it was part of what drew you to the house. As much as you love the city, the peace and quiet is something you feel in your soul.
"He doesn't think you're fragile you know." Loki looked to you with a soft smile, risking contact with your skin by holding your hand. He felt a slight burn, the magic still lingering at the surface. It was worth it to feel you against him.
"Then why does he act like it?"
Loki looks to the floor before turning back to you. "I told him not to tell you." You pull your hand from Loki's in anger. "Seriously Loki?!" You stand up pacing around, your hands tugging on your hair. You'd hurt Bucky over something that was apparently not even his fault.

Loki knows better than to step towards you, he remains on the ground. "I just wanted us to have one night without any worrying. It's been so long since we have had a night where we had absolutely nothing to worry about."
You knew he was only trying to help but after the secrets that tore you and Bucky apart, you couldn't go down that road again. "I get why Loki but neither of you have the right to keep things from me." Loki doesn't say anything, there's nothing he can say to make this better. You go and sit back down beside him, turning his head towards you. You place a kiss on his lips and smile at him, before leaning your head on his shoulder as he pulls you into his side.
"Look, arguing isn't anything new between me and Bucky. We kinda fight more than we have sex, and that's a lot." You both share a laugh. "I'll find him and I'll fix it, but you can't keep things from me Loki. Not after everything I've been through."

Loki stands up and pulls you to your feet. "No secrets I promise." He kisses you passionately, you only pull away when you feel yourself going lightheaded. With a smile you change your outfit. You're suddenly in a leather jacket, ripped skinny jeans, combat boots and a cropped black top that reads 'my boyfriends are better than yours'. Loki looks at you with a smile.
"Are you trying to give me a heart attack darling?"
You smile at him, linking your hand through his. "Come on. Let's go find him."

You and Loki walk into the Avengers compound, it's eerily quiet. "J.A.R.V.I.S is Bucky here?" You shout to the AI. "Yes Miss. Although he's currently in an altercation with Mr Rogers."
You flex your fingers feeling your knuckles cracking. It was about time Steve had a piece of your mind. "Where?" You look to Loki who is flipping his daggers in his hands. "In the main living area."
With a smile you go in search of your man.

"This isn't you Buck!" Steve shouts at Bucky. "They've done something to you."
Bucky was rapidly running out of patience with Steve. He never expected his childhood best friend to be quite so narrow minded.
"They've done nothing but accept me. What exactly is your problem?"
Steve stood up, walking to the other side of the room before turning to Bucky. "It's wrong."
Bucky saw red, he was protective over you at the best of times. To hear Steve talk about your relationship with him and Loki in that way had ignited an anger him, that he thought died a long time ago. He walked over to Steve and took the glass of water out of his hands throwing it against the wall. "Tell me it's wrong again. I dare you." He challenged.

You and Loki walked in at that moment, you'd heard enough. You grabbed one of the daggers in Loki's hand. "Bucky, my sweet." You said in the sweetest voice you could manage. "Move."
You threw the dagger at Steve, aiming for his face. Bucky caught it and looked over to you. "Y/N. No." He knew you were angry but killing Steve would solve nothing.

Hearing the way Steve spoke to Bucky had enraged you to the point you didn't think you could hold it in much longer. "Go get the shield Captain. Let's see how long you last." You sneered at him, anger seeping out of your pores into the very air around you. Steve looked from the floor back to you. "I won't fight you Y/N."
The way he spoke to you sounded like the way a teacher would talk to a child. You felt your magic itching to come out, it took every inch of you to hold it back. "Scared to lose Steve?" Your eyes glowed blue as you stared him down.
Steve swallowed his fear, looking over at you. "You need serious help Y/N."

Before you could reply Loki walked over to you. "I need you to breathe darling." You could feel the magic taking over you, nothing could keep you from the target you had in mind. "Loki. Move." You warned feeling your eyes turn blue. Loki and Bucky we're mesmerised, they were the only ones that had seen your magic. However, hearing Steve had destroyed any control you had left.

How dare he make Bucky feel that way. How dare he belittle the love you have for your boyfriends. How dare he act better than you.

Loki walked closer, seeing the fire in your eyes turned him on. He kept it at bay for now, but Bucky noticed. Bucky saw the tick in his jaw, the way he closed his eyes for a brief second whilst walking towards you. "Listen to my voice." Loki walks towards you, showing your powers don't scare him.
You look at him, fear in your eyes. "It's not working."

"I stormsvarte fjell." Loki starts singing as he steps closer. He never wanted to do this in front of others, but it's his last resort. "jeg vandrer alene." You close your eyes knowing he was walking closer to you. Steve looks on in disbelief, meanwhile Bucky has a smile on his face. Loki could calm you in a way he couldn't, yet he felt soothed at that fact. Loki was obviously the part of your relationship that you were missing. He looked at Loki with complete awe in his eyes.

"Don't stop." You begged Loki, your eyes still glowing blue. "Over isbreen tar jeg meg frem." Loki carried on with his lullaby as he got closer to you. He placed his hands on the side of your face, happy that your magic had retreated enough to allow him to touch you.

Steve turned to Bucky, shock in both his eyes and his voice. "What is he doing?" Bucky looked back at him with a smile. "He's stopping her from k!lling you." Bucky couldn't t keep the smile out of his voice, even if he wanted to. Steve couldn't believe what he was seeing.
"Den vene" Loki continued to sing, causing your magic to retreat further. "Make it stop." You begged him.

The second his lips touched yours, you relaxed. He felt you going limp and wrapped an arm around your waist, holding you close to him. He continued to kiss you, not caring who was watching or what they thought. Bucky came up behind you and placed a kiss on your shoulder. You and Loki slowly pulled away, Loki lowered him arm, allowing you to fall back into Bucky. The scent of both your loves encompasses you and you instantly relax further. You spin round throwing your arms round Bucky's neck.
"It's ok doll." Bucky places a kiss on the top of your head. You finally let the tears fall, it had been so long since you'd lost control and now you'd done it twice in a day.
"Y/N..." Steve starts to walk towards you. He doesn't get very far before Loki steps in front of him. "That's close enough Captain. Just because I stopped her ending your life, it doesn't mean I've forgotten what you said to Bucky." He warns and Steve takes a step back.

Tony chooses that moment to walk in, as soon as he sees the state you're in, he becomes agitated. "What's going on?" He looks directly at Steve.
Steve simply shakes his head and leaves the room. As soon as he does Tony looks over at you in Bucky's arms. "Seriously. What the hell happened?"
You lifted your head from Bucky's shoulder before pushing away from him. You looked over to Tony with a smile.

"The Captain just declared his death wish and I'm happy to help that wish come true." You headed up to your old room, kissing Tony on the cheek as you left.
Bucky turned to Loki who had the same smile on his face that Bucky had. "I shouldn't find that hot should I." Bucky laughed.

Tony sighed, throwing his hands in the air. "Hormonal teenagers." He muttered before heading to find Bruce.