Complicated (Reader Avengers Romance)

Thank you for giving me another chance

After you and Loki enter the bifrost Thor swings his hammer, flying back up to the palace. He finds his father overlooking the courtyard. "Father." He greets him as he stands next to him. Odin never takes his gaze away from the soldiers that are training below. The clash of blades ringing out around them. "You're wondering why I let them go." 
Thor reaches the balcony next to Odin, leaning his arms against the brick he nods his head. "Among other things." He hinted at wanting to know why he was never told about Loki's real reason for his return to Earth. That was a conversation for another day though. 

Odin turned to his son, not wanting to give too much away. "Had I denied her, she would have lost control. The eternal flame would have called to her, if she had come into contact with it..." 
Thor looked to his father, finally connecting the dots as to why Odin was so willing to let you have your way. "She would have become the very thing that destroys Asgard." Thor finally understood why his father was hiding how afraid he was of you. Why he wanted your allegiance. "Is this you protecting her or Asgard?" Thor tried to hide his disappointment in his voice. 

Odin walked around Thor, thinking carefully about how he wanted to phrase his next statement. He knew his sons had both formed an attachment to you, in different ways, but they both cared about you a great deal. "Who says it's not both? With the right amount of control, she could become the most powerful being in the 9 realms." 

Thor doesn't respond, he knows his father, he always has a plan. That's what worries him, there is no way he is not going to try and get you back on Asgard. He knew he needed to keep an eye on his father, so for now he would remain on Asgard. Hopefully he would be able to keep his father from doing anything more to anger you. 

As you exited the bifrost you turned to see the compound. You were finally home, that fact became more obvious when you heard  his voice from behind you. "Y/N? Loki?" 
You spun round to see Bucky walking towards you, bags under his eyes, tears threatening to fall. He looked broken. You run over to him, throwing yourself into his arms. He pulled you to him, your legs wrapped around his waist as he finally felt the tears on his face. You were home and he was never letting you out of his sight again. Pulling back so he could look in your eyes, he could see something was wrong. "Don't you ever do that to me again." 
"You got it." You promised before your lips crashed to his, a mess of teeth and tongues. It was like you couldn't get close enough to him. When you finally pulled away from him, you set your legs on the floor as Tony came running out. You ran over to him, happier to see him than you ever had been before. 

While you ran to Tony, Loki walked towards Bucky, a smile on his face. "Bucky..." 
Bucky interrupted him, before he could say anything else. "Never again Lo, never again do you go home." His need to protect Loki overtaking everything. "I give you my word. I'm never leaving again." The second he stopped talking Bucky's lips crashed against his. One hand in Loki's hair, one on the small of his back. He pulled him as close as he could, as Loki pulled back, Bucky nipped him on the lip. Loki smiled and rested his forehead against Bucky's. "I promise Sergeant Barnes." 

As they pull apart they notice everyone has come out to greet them. Tony is carrying you inside as tears run down your face. Bucky looks over to Loki. "What happened?"
A tear falls down Loki's face, seeing how hurt you were nearly broke him. Bucky wiped the tear away, concern in his eyes. "Talk to me Lo, you're both hurting. Why?"
"Take a walk with me? I'll explain everything." Taking Bucky's hand in his, they left and Loki told him everything that had happened, and why you could barely stand to look at him right now. 

You spent that night in Nat's room at the compound. You wanted nothing more than to go to your boys but you needed time. You were sat on Nat's bed watching TV when Steve came in, he leant against the doorframe watching you. He'd never seen you so quiet, he could tell you were hurting but he didn't want to push his luck with you. You didn't look this upset when you found out Bucky had kissed Sharon, something on Asgard had shaken you up. You'd missed breakfast and lunch. "Just come in already Steve. Stop hovering." You didn't look up from the random show you had playing on the TV. You were too lost in your thoughts to actually focus on anything. Steve sat on the chair next to the bed. "You missed breakfast and lunch. I just wanted to make sure you were ok."
You looked over at the clock, not realising it was already mid afternoon. "Huh. Must have lost track of time." You looked at him and shrugged.