Complicated (Reader Avengers Romance)

Are they worth it?

The next morning you decided to pop by the Avengers compound before you headed to find Bucky. There was one person you were looking for and you found her in her room thankfully. You knocked on the open door. "Can we talk?" You asked leaning against the doorframe. Nat smiled at you and told you to come in. You sat on the chair at the end of her bed. "Would this have anything to do with you sleeping with Bucky?" She smiled at you. There was a reason you'd sought her out over anyone else. She would never judge you.

"How did you know?" You blushed remembering the last couple of nights with the two men you owned your heart.
"He's been walking around with a skip in his step all day."
You immediately shot up and shut the door, you didn't want to talk to him until you had figured out what it was you were going to say. "Calm down Sparrow." Nat laughed. "He's out with Sam."

You flopped down on the bed next to her. "I don't know what to do Nat." You knew what you wanted but wanting it and doing it were two different things. "Well what did Loki say? I'm assuming you told him?" She raises her eyebrows at you. "Of course I told him. He said he's willing to share if Bucky is."

Nat couldn't believe what she was hearing, she wasn't judging you, she admired you. "Is that what you want? Both of them?"
Nat could see the worry dancing across your face as you thought about it properly. "Yes it is. I don't know how it will work though. I have to think about it, the career I've worked so hard to build, it could crumble if this gets out. People don't understand things like this, they judge."
It was only once you'd said it out loud that you realised that was your biggest fear. Not the people around you finding out, it was everyone else. People judging you.

Nat noticed you starting to panic and placed her hand on your shoulder, trying to get your attention. "People will judge no matter what you do. The question you have to ask yourself is, are they worth it?"
You smiled picturing Loki and Bucky in your mind. "You're right. Yes they are worth it." You smiled at her before throwing your head back and groaning. "I've got to convince Bucky."

Nat pulled you to your feet. "Wear the black dress you wore for your birthday a couple of years ago. He won't be able to say no." She winks at you before judging you to the door. "Thanks Nat." You pull her into a hug before heading out.

Time to make them both mine.

You called Bucky and asked him if he fancied a walk along the beach, to which he agreed. He was out with Sam on a small recon mission but promised to pick you up when he was back. You smiled.
"See you soon baby." You ended the call holding the phone to your chest with a smile. You then called Loki and made him the same offer. He agreed and offered to drive you too. "Actually Buck is going to pick me up, if we spring this on him too quick, I don't think it will work." Loki wasn't happy but he understood, telling you he'd meet you there an hour after Bucky picked you up.

Heading home you were full of smiles, you knew what dress Natasha meant, it was one Bucky had torn off you. Making wearing it again impossible. After laying out three different outfit choices you went for a tight black dress with a slit up the side. You knew it would drive Bucky wild.